Ah, just what I thought 
So your God cannot prove itself to others, only to you.
God has proven himself to others repeatedly and continues to do so, but no, he will not perform parlor tricks on command for people refusing to believe in him unless he pays them in miracles first.
He can, and has, on his terms, not ours. He does not negotiate with terrorists and what you're doing here gets you nowhere in the spirit world, at least with Higher Beings.
That explains the laws of physics turning on their head in "God's hand".
Only in your mind. The reality is more complicated than that. I know that because I lived through it and am a close observer.
Just more reason to not believe in it.
I could tell you that God invited me to 5x shuffle the cards well and pull a card from one of my tarot decks, and he'd show me I'm "5 times the fool" for obsessing that he could make me win the lottery if he wanted, I then did this and five time in succession drew the The Fool card, a 72x72x72x72x72 = 1 in 1.9 billion probability, and then asked me if we could change the subject to something more constructive. I could tell you this and this would be one more reason for you to disbelieve it, because: "why doesnt he do it in front of others". See? Nothing I say won't convince you otherwise so I'm not even trying. Just like he won't even try jump through your hoops either. You and I are not the lion tamer in this three ring circus act December, we're the lions in this, not the other way around.
I even prayed to God, telling him the number I was thinking of.
Homeless AIDS orphans in Africa, sleeping on the ground, pray for things too. Not for cooperation in parlor tricks though, but for things of more substance. And their prayers could drill holes through solid concrete, in their sincerity in the direness of their need and the broken innocence of their spirit. But they have Faith.
I think it's great that your delusions make you write books.
My delusions also inspire me to great acts of charity towards those in great need. Water wells! Fruit trees! Structural support to orphanages! Following educations towards jobs to help people in dire need. My entire life is aligned to helping us all to make this world a better place. My life is devoted to that and God is my powerhouse. God is the battery up this Energizer Bunny's butt to keep on going, at the end of the day and beyond.
My delusions give me panic attacks.
Have you considered getting a new set of delusions? A framework of functional delusions, delusions that help you further instead of set you back?
If your undying faith in Papa Smurf does it to you, Praise Him The Right Way! If it works for me, it can work for you
I had panic attacks too because of my hereditary heart attack at age 30 and the doctor telling me I wouldnt live out the year. I had a better doctor though, God was with me whenever my heartrate went below 40/min and the monitor started wailing, GOD got me through that night! I made him promises and he let me keep them, and told me I would die at the age of 45, not 30. And the age of 45 came and you know what happened? I had my final run of Ego Death trips, each on a birth or death days of a family member, and I lost ALL FEAR OF DEATH because the Ego death, and I became, 46, 47 and now, 48. Thats some delusion huh? Bye bye panic attacks.
Oh, I had crushing social phobia because of what was done to me and because I'm fat as fuck. Crushing generalized anxiety disorder. Guess what? God, my "delusion", told me that the time for change had come and out of nowhere he motivated me to do the unthinkable for someone in my social anxiety/body dysmorphic condition: buy swimtrunks and head for the local pool, let everyubody see me, judge me, point fingers and laugh at me and he promised me that if I did, my social phobia, at once would be GONE because I would have confronted my body dysmorphic social phobia to the utmost. Its like stepping on the rails before onstorming social rejection and tell it to smite you. And I did just that, and because of that, a whole lifetime of social anxiety melted away and the community welcome me, staff loves me. It was wiped away. Some delusion huh? Is that not a cool delusion I'm having?
Oh and all the addictions I had in my life ended with God telling to me "It Is Time" and at that point I could walk out of any addiction I had without any craving, withdrawal or looking back, even cigarettes and dissociatives. Walked the FUCK out of there at the drop of a hat and HE made a way for me. Some delusion huh?
Everyone can write like this, and it's far from a proof of any deity.
I'm not into the providing you proof department, and neither is God. But look up automatic writing on wikipedia. Its a thing among channellers and those who work with spirits.
Sorry, I'm a logical person. Since your God cannot even tell you my number
You're mistaking the complete unwillingness to cooperate with your demands for proof for inability of God to do so. God can make a stranger ring your doorbell in the middle of the night to give you money for no reason if he would want to, Should he, though? If that was your demand, certainly not. You pray apparently, you tell him to show you the number you're thinking of. Maybe hes more open to that.
I have no doubt that it's just a creation of your mind. A very useful one, apparently.
A very useful one indeed. Since even science only approximates truth at this point, any certainties we think to have are relative probabilities, like an improbability of 1 in 1,9 billion , so therefore any certainty is a delusion.
Papa Smurf has been good for me, way better than your delusions.
What reason would he have to not tell you the number, you're his faithful servant.
Neither he nor I want it, and for the same reason. If he gives you proof you cannot refute - THAT IS NOT FAITH.
Faith is worth more than gold. For obvious reasons I'd say, because as you with your panic attacks and I with my cured anciety, panic and addictions know all to well, what you put your FAITH in determines to a large extent whether your panic attack begins or ends. Faith determines your reality, therefore hold nothing as your God but the totality of everything as One.
I had faith, as a kid and as an adult. Where it comes to God I don't play. That he on his own accord decides to casually toss miraculous events at me as playful winks, awesome, great, more than I could ever wuish for and more than I ever asked for. And that is why he does it. Come at a billionaire with your had out going "prove that you are rich enough for me to take you seriously by filling this hand with stacks." see how far that gets you. If you demand a conversion miracle then direct that doirectly at him and not through me, because sometimes he does indulge that, but most conversion miracles are completely unrequested.
I'm ready to become a believer, a faithful servant of God, a tool in the hands of God, who will dedicate his entire life to Him. If he can only tell me/you that number.
Direct it at him. I'm that believer/faithful servant/tool in the hand of God, who dedicated his life to him. I'm not a priest or baptist.
He embodies all and encompasses all so he is the totality of all things, including everything about you. Just say, sincerely, out loud to him, not what it takes for you to believe him, but state sincerely that you want to believe and want to be led into a belief in a way that will not be or feel artificial or falsified, and if you invest yur sincere desire in that, its up to him what he wants to do with that. You 'll be able to figure it out cause you're him too.
Design your own contract.
Do it your way, not my way.
If you like suggestions: "Sweet ever loving God, please make a way for me that I can put down my panic attacks in my path to You."
Is that not more meaningful than 1638 or whatever the heck string of numbers you had in mind? Orphans in Africa need to eat. You need to overcome yoyr panic disorder. How about focussing on that?
This is why I go at length here, not to be some bluelight swami but to give you the tools to help you help yourself.
why are there missionaries and holy script?
Missionaries raped Africa in every available hole and the holy script was used to justify slavery and hide behind as a church during the holocaust. I take the direct word of God to me over them every day of the week.
If you are a logical man, you will understand that, given how I define things, your entire interaction with the universe is your communication with God. So everybody has it, but few really understand it. So you got that open line, use it.
I'm here, make me a believer, cmon!
The universe is a gumball machine.
You put a silver coin in, turn the knob, a gold gumball comes out.
The silver coin is YOUR FAITH
You turn it by APPLYING IT CORRECTLY
Do so, and you will get your Gumball of gold.
Get your own gumball.
For the Golden Gumball of overcoming the panic attacks, what specific Silver Coin of Faith should you apply?: Now there's a question.
So your God cannot prove itself to others, only to you.
God has proven himself to others repeatedly and continues to do so, but no, he will not perform parlor tricks on command for people refusing to believe in him unless he pays them in miracles first.
He can, and has, on his terms, not ours. He does not negotiate with terrorists
and what you're doing here gets you nowhere in the spirit world, at least with Higher Beings.That explains the laws of physics turning on their head in "God's hand".
Only in your mind. The reality is more complicated than that. I know that because I lived through it and am a close observer.
Just more reason to not believe in it.
I could tell you that God invited me to 5x shuffle the cards well and pull a card from one of my tarot decks, and he'd show me I'm "5 times the fool" for obsessing that he could make me win the lottery if he wanted, I then did this and five time in succession drew the The Fool card, a 72x72x72x72x72 = 1 in 1.9 billion probability, and then asked me if we could change the subject to something more constructive. I could tell you this and this would be one more reason for you to disbelieve it, because: "why doesnt he do it in front of others". See? Nothing I say won't convince you otherwise so I'm not even trying. Just like he won't even try jump through your hoops either. You and I are not the lion tamer in this three ring circus act December, we're the lions in this, not the other way around.
I even prayed to God, telling him the number I was thinking of.
Homeless AIDS orphans in Africa, sleeping on the ground, pray for things too. Not for cooperation in parlor tricks though, but for things of more substance. And their prayers could drill holes through solid concrete, in their sincerity in the direness of their need and the broken innocence of their spirit. But they have Faith.
I think it's great that your delusions make you write books.
My delusions also inspire me to great acts of charity towards those in great need. Water wells! Fruit trees! Structural support to orphanages! Following educations towards jobs to help people in dire need. My entire life is aligned to helping us all to make this world a better place. My life is devoted to that and God is my powerhouse. God is the battery up this Energizer Bunny's butt to keep on going, at the end of the day and beyond.
My delusions give me panic attacks.
Have you considered getting a new set of delusions? A framework of functional delusions, delusions that help you further instead of set you back?
If your undying faith in Papa Smurf does it to you, Praise Him The Right Way! If it works for me, it can work for you
I had panic attacks too because of my hereditary heart attack at age 30 and the doctor telling me I wouldnt live out the year. I had a better doctor though, God was with me whenever my heartrate went below 40/min and the monitor started wailing, GOD got me through that night! I made him promises and he let me keep them, and told me I would die at the age of 45, not 30. And the age of 45 came and you know what happened? I had my final run of Ego Death trips, each on a birth or death days of a family member, and I lost ALL FEAR OF DEATH because the Ego death, and I became, 46, 47 and now, 48. Thats some delusion huh? Bye bye panic attacks.
Oh, I had crushing social phobia because of what was done to me and because I'm fat as fuck. Crushing generalized anxiety disorder. Guess what? God, my "delusion", told me that the time for change had come and out of nowhere he motivated me to do the unthinkable for someone in my social anxiety/body dysmorphic condition: buy swimtrunks and head for the local pool, let everyubody see me, judge me, point fingers and laugh at me and he promised me that if I did, my social phobia, at once would be GONE because I would have confronted my body dysmorphic social phobia to the utmost. Its like stepping on the rails before onstorming social rejection and tell it to smite you. And I did just that, and because of that, a whole lifetime of social anxiety melted away and the community welcome me, staff loves me. It was wiped away. Some delusion huh? Is that not a cool delusion I'm having?
Oh and all the addictions I had in my life ended with God telling to me "It Is Time" and at that point I could walk out of any addiction I had without any craving, withdrawal or looking back, even cigarettes and dissociatives. Walked the FUCK out of there at the drop of a hat and HE made a way for me. Some delusion huh?
Everyone can write like this, and it's far from a proof of any deity.
I'm not into the providing you proof department, and neither is God. But look up automatic writing on wikipedia. Its a thing among channellers and those who work with spirits.
Sorry, I'm a logical person. Since your God cannot even tell you my number
You're mistaking the complete unwillingness to cooperate with your demands for proof for inability of God to do so. God can make a stranger ring your doorbell in the middle of the night to give you money for no reason if he would want to, Should he, though? If that was your demand, certainly not. You pray apparently, you tell him to show you the number you're thinking of. Maybe hes more open to that.
I have no doubt that it's just a creation of your mind. A very useful one, apparently.
A very useful one indeed. Since even science only approximates truth at this point, any certainties we think to have are relative probabilities, like an improbability of 1 in 1,9 billion , so therefore any certainty is a delusion.
Papa Smurf has been good for me, way better than your delusions.
What reason would he have to not tell you the number, you're his faithful servant.
Neither he nor I want it, and for the same reason. If he gives you proof you cannot refute - THAT IS NOT FAITH.
Faith is worth more than gold. For obvious reasons I'd say, because as you with your panic attacks and I with my cured anciety, panic and addictions know all to well, what you put your FAITH in determines to a large extent whether your panic attack begins or ends. Faith determines your reality, therefore hold nothing as your God but the totality of everything as One.
I had faith, as a kid and as an adult. Where it comes to God I don't play. That he on his own accord decides to casually toss miraculous events at me as playful winks, awesome, great, more than I could ever wuish for and more than I ever asked for. And that is why he does it. Come at a billionaire with your had out going "prove that you are rich enough for me to take you seriously by filling this hand with stacks." see how far that gets you. If you demand a conversion miracle then direct that doirectly at him and not through me, because sometimes he does indulge that, but most conversion miracles are completely unrequested.
I'm ready to become a believer, a faithful servant of God, a tool in the hands of God, who will dedicate his entire life to Him. If he can only tell me/you that number.
Direct it at him. I'm that believer/faithful servant/tool in the hand of God, who dedicated his life to him. I'm not a priest or baptist.
He embodies all and encompasses all so he is the totality of all things, including everything about you. Just say, sincerely, out loud to him, not what it takes for you to believe him, but state sincerely that you want to believe and want to be led into a belief in a way that will not be or feel artificial or falsified, and if you invest yur sincere desire in that, its up to him what he wants to do with that. You 'll be able to figure it out cause you're him too.
Design your own contract.
Do it your way, not my way.
If you like suggestions: "Sweet ever loving God, please make a way for me that I can put down my panic attacks in my path to You."
Is that not more meaningful than 1638 or whatever the heck string of numbers you had in mind? Orphans in Africa need to eat. You need to overcome yoyr panic disorder. How about focussing on that?
This is why I go at length here, not to be some bluelight swami but to give you the tools to help you help yourself.
why are there missionaries and holy script?
Missionaries raped Africa in every available hole and the holy script was used to justify slavery and hide behind as a church during the holocaust. I take the direct word of God to me over them every day of the week.
If you are a logical man, you will understand that, given how I define things, your entire interaction with the universe is your communication with God. So everybody has it, but few really understand it. So you got that open line, use it.
I'm here, make me a believer, cmon!
The universe is a gumball machine.
You put a silver coin in, turn the knob, a gold gumball comes out.
The silver coin is YOUR FAITH
You turn it by APPLYING IT CORRECTLY
Do so, and you will get your Gumball of gold.
Get your own gumball.
For the Golden Gumball of overcoming the panic attacks, what specific Silver Coin of Faith should you apply?: Now there's a question.
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