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Bluelighter
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- Aug 10, 2018
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I am seeing how constant vigilance isn't some phrase to be scoffed at.
My problems seem to grab me after I have been doing great. It is like it has been waiting for me to put my guard down and pounces me out of the shadows.
I guess this is one reason people like to remain active in recovery communities. A constant reminder of the hole we used to crawl around in. Oh dear Zeus I do not want to fall back down into that hole. More like willingly & violently dig my way down into a new hole.
Or rather more like lock myself in a box. It was never truly a hole.
My problems seem to grab me after I have been doing great. It is like it has been waiting for me to put my guard down and pounces me out of the shadows.
I guess this is one reason people like to remain active in recovery communities. A constant reminder of the hole we used to crawl around in. Oh dear Zeus I do not want to fall back down into that hole. More like willingly & violently dig my way down into a new hole.
Or rather more like lock myself in a box. It was never truly a hole.