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[smackcraft]

I really didnt think i was as active as i was with that last account tbh

Why i wanted to do a survey on peoples star signs is beyond me but the questions along with it was even more strange

man i must of been GONE lmfao

 

[Captain.Heroin]

The More You Know...

so what about the others that have "banned" under their user names ?

what is the diff ?

is one PERM BAN and the other just a suspension

"Temporary Ban" means they will be un-banned eventually.

"Ex-Bluelighter" means their account has been deleted, they may have a new account, or may be permanently banned from Bluelight for spamming or something else.

Yea Phanazepam sounds nuts.

I'm not th biggest fan of benzos tbh, I can't even take half a clonazapam without waking up the next day wondering what the hell happened.

They also make me spew when i drink/eat dairy products.

Clonazepam is a horrible benzo IMO; I will never take it again.

I love most of the other ones I have had, the best ones for me are midazolam, temazepam, triazolam, alprazolam, loprazolam.

IV midazolam was the most intense benzo experience ever. I have no idea how much I was on when I had surgery but it felt like a near overdose when I was coming out of it, so fucking intense. They also gave me IV fentanyl in the same shot.

 

[smackcraft]

"Temporary Ban" means they will be un-banned eventually.

"Ex-Bluelighter" means their account has been deleted, they may have a new account, or may be permanently banned from Bluelight for spamming or something else.



Clonazepam is a horrible benzo IMO; I will never take it again.

I love most of the other ones I have had, the best ones for me are midazolam, temazepam, triazolam, alprazolam, loprazolam.

IV midazolam was the most intense benzo experience ever. I have no idea how much I was on when I had surgery but it felt like a near overdose when I was coming out of it, so fucking intense. They also gave me IV fentanyl in the same shot.

Yeah i was IV some benzo , im not sure which but i was getting a wisdom tooth out

fuck me the mess i was in after was unreal lol

 

[ektamine]

Hey tos26 – I just saw your post in the 2-FA thread. I'm interested in 4-FA (well, more so 4-FMA 4-flouromethamphetamine) and I saw you said you'd tried it. What is it like? Is it closer to something like amphetamine or something like mephedrone?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Yeah i was IV some benzo , im not sure which but i was getting a wisdom tooth out

fuck me the mess i was in after was unreal lol

Probably midazolam, although I have heard of lorazepam or diazepam being used for such purposes.

Hey tos26 – I just saw your post in the 2-FA thread. I'm interested in 4-FA (well, more so 4-FMA 4-flouromethamphetamine) and I saw you said you'd tried it. What is it like? Is it closer to something like amphetamine or something like mephedrone?

4-FA has been compared to cocaine by some users, I have no interest in them to be honest but I wish I could tell you more.

 

[ektamine]

Probably midazolam, although I have heard of lorazepam or diazepam being used for such purposes.

Yep, Midazolam is the benzo of choice for pre-surgery injections.

4-FA has been compared to cocaine by some users, I have no interest in them to be honest but I wish I could tell you more.

Huh, interesting, cocaine? I would've thought it to be more similar to amphetamine. I don't have all the much interest in 4-FA, but I've been wanting to try 4-FMA (the methyl version) so I can compare it to regular methamphetamine.

I've heard from the few reports I found its very euphoric.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Huh, interesting, cocaine? I would've thought it to be more similar to amphetamine. I don't have all the much interest in 4-FA, but I've been wanting to try 4-FMA (the methyl version) so I can compare it to regular methamphetamine.

I've heard from the few reports I found its very euphoric.

They compared it to cocaine based on the type of dosing (IV injections, probably within 10-15 minutes of each other) - overall a very short lived experience.

Also basing it on the tolerance (this user could use up to 1 gram of the material per injection ) they acquired over a decent amount of time, I'd say this is going to be more like cocaine than amphetamine.

It might "feel" like amphetamine, but the usage pattern resembles cocaine from a non-user's perspective.

 

[ektamine]

They compared it to cocaine based on the type of dosing (IV injections, probably within 10-15 minutes of each other) - overall a very short lived experience.

Also basing it on the tolerance (this user could use up to 1 gram of the material per injection ) they acquired over a decent amount of time, I'd say this is going to be more like cocaine than amphetamine.

It might "feel" like amphetamine, but the usage pattern resembles cocaine from a non-user's perspective.

Huh, very interesting. I haven't heard about this side of things yet. Good to know, especially being that I am some kind of needle-freak and am probably destined for IV trails sooner or later

Anyways, I haven't read much about IV use of the 4-flouro amps just because I have been unable to find information on it. However, the reports I have read about oral / nasal usage seem to have some differences. Maybe its just because of the elongated timespan / smoother come up and come down. From what I have heard and read about it, I've made it out to be kind of like amphetamine, but with a much heavier serotonergic component. Some even compared it to lightly rolling. Having taken waaay to much MDMA in my time, I doubt it will feel like that to me, but I still expect a decent level of serotonergic activity / euphoria.

And hopefully, the difference between 4-flouroamphetamine and 4-flouromethamphetamine will be the similar to the difference between amp and methamp, as that would mean 4-FMA is likely very euphoric.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Huh, very interesting. I haven't heard about this side of things yet. Good to know, especially being that I am some kind of needle-freak and am probably destined for IV trails sooner or later

Anyways, I haven't read much about IV use of the 4-flouro amps just because I have been unable to find information on it. However, the reports I have read about oral / nasal usage seem to have some differences. Maybe its just because of the elongated timespan / smoother come up and come down. From what I have heard and read about it, I've made it out to be kind of like amphetamine, but with a much heavier serotonergic component. Some even compared it to lightly rolling. Having taken waaay to much MDMA in my time, I doubt it will feel like that to me, but I still expect a decent level of serotonergic activity / euphoria.

And hopefully, the difference between 4-flouroamphetamine and 4-flouromethamphetamine will be the similar to the difference between amp and methamp, as that would mean 4-FMA is likely very euphoric.

Yes, 4-F-methamphetamine is likely going to be more euphoric. I just don't know many people if anyone at all who has even found the compound.

I figure methamphetamine is going to be more common and easier to find despite its illegality - sadly enough.

Then again, comparing MDA to MDMA, I heavily preferred my MDA experience.

I never got to try IV MDMA, but I'm sure if I had, I still would have liked IV MDA more, as it was the most intense psychedelic experience I have ever had.

 

[ektamine]

Yes, 4-F-methamphetamine is likely going to be more euphoric. I just don't know many people if anyone at all who has even found the compound.

I figure methamphetamine is going to be more common and easier to find despite its illegality - sadly enough.

Then again, comparing MDA to MDMA, I heavily preferred my MDA experience.

I never got to try IV MDMA, but I'm sure if I had, I still would have liked IV MDA more, as it was the most intense psychedelic experience I have ever had.

Actually I have more than one source for 4-FMA, its just my lack of funds keeping me from experimenting so far. But yeah, in CA, meth is just about as easy to find as anything else. Even easier, if you live in the right places.

Personally, I like methamphetamine – I have no discrimination against it. And I *sure* as hell like it better than amphetamine :D


As far as MD(M)A... While I've never IV'd either, I do like MDA a lot more than MDMA, via any ROA. I enjoy the psychedelic headspace it puts you in.

Your IV MDA report has sent me on a quest to find crystal MDA suitable for injection, as I've always dreamed of IVing MDMA once or twice, but after reading your experience I think I'll try MDA first.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Actually I have more than one source for 4-FMA, its just my lack of funds keeping me from experimenting so far. But yeah, in CA, meth is just about as easy to find as anything else. Even easier, if you live in the right places.

Personally, I like methamphetamine – I have no discrimination against it. And I *sure* as hell like it better than amphetamine :D


As far as MD(M)A... While I've never IV'd either, I do like MDA a lot more than MDMA, via any ROA. I enjoy the psychedelic headspace it puts you in.

Your IV MDA report has sent me on a quest to find crystal MDA suitable for injection, as I've always dreamed of IVing MDMA once or twice, but after reading your experience I think I'll try MDA first.

There is a really good IV MDMA trip report written by Shambles, and I have also talked to another great fellow on Bluelight who's had the experience, and it sounds pretty good too.

I just think that MDA is way more psychedelic and that's why I prefer it. %)

What I felt from IV MDA is what I would expect from IVing a huge dose of DMT, and probably loading in heroin and meth too. There was a lot of bell ringing before the intense visuals began. It was a pretty crazy experience - I also managed to get the entire 100mg to dissolve into 10 units of water, I'm not sure about its solubility but that's about all the water I had to add to the powder to dissolve it. 8(

 

[ektamine]

There is a really good IV MDMA trip report written by Shambles, and I have also talked to another great fellow on Bluelight who's had the experience, and it sounds pretty good too.

I just think that MDA is way more psychedelic and that's why I prefer it. %)

What I felt from IV MDA is what I would expect from IVing a huge dose of DMT, and probably loading in heroin and meth too. There was a lot of bell ringing before the intense visuals began. It was a pretty crazy experience - I also managed to get the entire 100mg to dissolve into 10 units of water, I'm not sure about its solubility but that's about all the water I had to add to the powder to dissolve it. 8(

lol yes - don't worry I've studied over every word in your report many times with a drooling mouth and jealous eye

I've seen Shambles' report on IV MDMA as well. I would like to try that some day, but I'm more of a tripper myself I'd rather be rocketed into the cosmos, honestly. The MDMA experience is great, but I've done it too much and rarely partake in it without a psychedelic to brighten things up these days.

I fell deeply in love with IM'ing K for a good while, one of my funnest adventures was IM'ing a point of K and ~12mg 2C-I in the same shot. It was – IDK. It was.





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[Captain.Heroin]

lol yes - don't worry I've studied over every word in your report many times with a drooling mouth and jealous eye

I've seen Shambles' report on IV MDMA as well. I would like to try that some day, but I'm much more of a tripper myself I'd rather be rocketed into the cosmos, honestly. The MDMA experience is great, but I've done it too much and rarely partake in it without a psychedelic to brighten things up these days.

I fell deeply in love with IM'ing K for a good while, one of my funnest adventures was IM'ing a point of K and ~12mg 2C-I in the same shot. It was – IDK. It was.

That would be very intense!

I combined a low IV dosage of ketamine at the end of an LSD trip, which was very fun, it kind of brought me back to an intense trip briefly.

I have IM'd some 2c-E, I just didn't enjoy it wholeheartedly and couldn't do it again. It was too much for me. 8( lmao

I also love IMing ketamine, although I haven't done it in forever.

 

[ektamine]

That would be very intense!

I combined a low IV dosage of ketamine at the end of an LSD trip, which was very fun, it kind of brought me back to an intense trip briefly.

I have IM'd some 2c-E, I just didn't enjoy it wholeheartedly and couldn't do it again. It was too much for me. 8( lmao

I also love IMing ketamine, although I haven't done it in forever.

Yeah I've done loads of both 2C-I and 2C-E, but haven't tried any others other than T-7 (intense!). I've taken both 2C-I and 2C-E by:

Oral
Nasal
Vaporized
IM
IV

I found 2C-I to be enjoyable by all ROA's, even IV. On the other hand, I will never, ever IV 2C-E again in my life. It was terrifying and horribly uncomfortable.

IM'ing 2C-I is definitely worth a try if your ever found the interest. The come-up is very enjoyable and of course the intensity is high. Not nearly as much pain at the injection site as 2C-E, if you shoot into your buttocks you'll likely barely feel much more than a shot of K.

Ketamine + LSD is hands-down, without a doubt, my favorite psychedelic combination, if not my favorite combination of drugs, period. But I only fully enjoy it when I'm able to reach a K-hole, otherwise it just makes things wobbly and confusing.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I haven't been using any psychedelics for so long though, I had one hit of LSD within the last 12 months, maybe something else (if there was I have long since forgotten about it, I might have done some DMT about a year ago) and that's it.

 

[ektamine]

I haven't been using any psychedelics for so long though, I had one hit of LSD within the last 12 months, maybe something else (if there was I have long since forgotten about it, I might have done some DMT about a year ago) and that's it.

I'm in the same boat. For me it wasn't really a choice, my life just kind of changed and I found myself distanced from the psychedelic scene. I've really been itching to go on a solid trip out in the forest lately though, its been too long!

I feel like occasional use of psychedelics helps me work through a lot of things, and results in a higher level of enjoyment of life.

Its a fine line to walk, because over use leads to depression and dissociation, but having been on both sides, I think its worth the risk.

If nothing else it certainly helps me appreciate.

 

[Swerlz]

I don't have the time for LSD anymore.. I'd love to sit back and melt.. but I's a grown up now.. got shit to take care of

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I don't have the time for LSD anymore.. I'd love to sit back and melt.. but I's a grown up now.. got shit to take care of

I can do psychedelics and function, I have gone to work on 2c-I even.

I just find myself having less and less opportunities where it would feel "right" to use one of them for whatever reason. I have always thought that if you don't feel it's a good time to use it, you really shouldn't. It's all about your mood beforehand, and how psychedelics amplify it.

I'm in the same boat. For me it wasn't really a choice, my life just kind of changed and I found myself distanced from the psychedelic scene. I've really been itching to go on a solid trip out in the forest lately though, its been too long!

I feel like occasional use of psychedelics helps me work through a lot of things, and results in a higher level of enjoyment of life.

Its a fine line to walk, because over use leads to depression and dissociation, but having been on both sides, I think its worth the risk.

If nothing else it certainly helps me appreciate.

I have been dissociated a lot of the time from having PTSD, and overall psychedelics lessen this for me. Generally speaking, though. High dose mushrooms is way too dissociating for me to repeat.

 

[ektamine]

I just find myself having less and less opportunities where it would feel "right" to use one of them for whatever reason. I have always thought that if you don't feel it's a good time to use it, you really shouldn't. It's all about your mood beforehand, and how psychedelics amplify it.

Yep this is the point I am at too. I just came out of (~2years ago) a period of heavy, heavy psychedelic (ab)use, to the point where I was getting way too looped out and dissociated from reality. It didn't help that I was always pretty dissociated growing up just because – I don't know it was just my way of dealing with things. Just blank out. So I started to get really disconnected but then I ceased all psychedelic use for a while and it just never really started up again.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Yep this is the point I am at too. I just came out of (~2years ago) a period of heavy, heavy psychedelic (ab)use, to the point where I was getting way too looped out and dissociated from reality. It didn't help that I was always pretty dissociated growing up just because – I don't know it was just my way of dealing with things. Just blank out. So I started to get really disconnected but then I ceased all psychedelic use for a while and it just never really started up again.

Yeah, that's how I've always sort of been too. It just got worse for me over time as I kept living through trauma.

If I could compare my life to a made-for-TV-movie, I would hope no one would ever have to watch it.