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Glad I never got into the whole benzo thing tbh. I've noticed people who's DOC's are mainly benzos that I've hung out with can be really annoying.
 
Damn Phanazepam sounds crazy. Never heard of it - i guess i stick to pharmacies a little too much. so is that 1mcg =1mg of Diazepam? Exactly how strong is it?
I am thinking it would be nice to have a g, and have it be enough safety netting for coming off benzos/ tripping that it might be a good investment
 
Yea Phanazepam sounds nuts.

I'm not th biggest fan of benzos tbh, I can't even take half a clonazapam without waking up the next day wondering what the hell happened.

They also make me spew when i drink/eat dairy products.
 
No worries, its everyone's business. Its when I'm allowed to forget about it for long stretchs of time I really suffer. Talking with other people about it usually motivates me to get back out there.

But no, not yet, I'm going to get a haircut today and possibly go by a thrift store and look for a nice interview shirt. Then I will probably start trying again. I figure it's been a while since I've canvassed the restaurants around here, and that being my top choice right now I think I'll start there this time.
 
Yeah just remember when you get up early to go for some apps that you are young, freshed face, and have tons of energy. So many places of business get many aging/tired/fed up with working people that your personality can get you in anywhere. Use all of those "extra perception acquisitions" you gained from tripping to your advantage :) It never fails!
 
ektamine said:
No worries, its everyone's business. Its when I'm allowed to forget about it for long stretchs of time I really suffer. Talking with other people about it usually motivates me to get back out there.

But no, not yet, I'm going to get a haircut today and possibly go by a thrift store and look for a nice interview shirt. Then I will probably start trying again. I figure it's been a while since I've canvassed the restaurants around here, and that being my top choice right now I think I'll start there this time.
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You are a step ahead of me , i need to find an interview so that i have the excuse to buy a new shirt lol

Good morning all ... or should i say good evening ... meh i need to break this sleeping pattern
 
theotherside26 said:
Yeah just remember when you get up early to go for some apps that you are young, freshed face, and have tons of energy. So many places of business get many aging/tired/fed up with working people that your personality can get you in anywhere. Use all of those "extra perception acquisitions" you gained from tripping to your advantage :) It never fails!
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Thanks man!

I think problem #1 has been that every since this damned felony I've just felt like theres no hope especially now that the job markets crashed and that attitude has probably showed through to some degree, not to mention it kept me from going out and looking a lot too. So yeah, positivity and lots of energy, good points.

;)
 
Hey i got a question u guys might have the answer to

i often see members on BL with a score through their user name and under it it sayd "ex- bluelighter"

s this people thats been banned or something ?
 
so what about the others that have "banned" under their user names ?

what is the diff ?

is one PERM BAN and the other just a suspension
 
hmmm, this phanazepam business sounds interesting. I might have to check that out - sounds like it could be an easy way to spend some time.
 
muvolution said:
hmmm, this phanazepam business sounds interesting. I might have to check that out - sounds like it could be an easy way to spend some time.
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i know i was fucking shocked to see that this stuff is legal in the UK and so damn cheap too

why waste money on the shit valium that goes around these days when this is stronger and way cheaper too
 
It sounds like it would cost less than my legit benzo script.

although from what I gather, it sounds like a "dirty" drug, no?
 
it feels 'messy' to me, like being blackout drunk. I consider heavy doses of alcohol or benzos to be 'dirty, messy' experiences. They are faded, hard to recall, often lots of nasty, uninhibited behavior.

The thing about phenaz, is it feels messy to me at any dose. I always just get all 'I don't give a fuck'-ey and end up taking a whole smorgasboard of drugs and end up in a very nasty situation.

smackcraft said:
why waste money on the shit valium that goes around these days when this is stronger and way cheaper too
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I'd bet after you bought a bag of phenaz you'll see why people prefer 'accepted' benzos like you'd find at a US/UK pharmacy. Its hard to explain if you haven't tried it, but its just kind of a 'sketchy' drug. There are major flaws with it, imo. That other benzos don't have. Its already been responsible for a few deaths in the US as well as MANY of horror stories, people losing their marriages cars jobs etc in week long blackouts / benders.

Just a slippery slope, thats all. Not saying you shouldn't try it.
 
The problem just now is in my city at least is its all the valium going around is the cheap shitty stuff that lasts about 30-40 mins when taking about 10 blues/ 10 x 10mg .. , before if you took that much you would in the kind of mess that you talk about getting in when taking phenazepam

So when i hear that so little gives you black outs i instantly remember the valium that we used to get years ago .. you could take roughly 5 x 10mg valiums and be in the mess you talk about being in on phenazepam

It just sounds like this stuff is like the good old valiums we used to get an dont ever see any more

We get the crapy Roche 10's from the middle east and they really have very little effect if at all
 
How fucking crazy is this ..i just found my old account name while i was looking through some of the old posts in the archive

BTW its smackcraft ha ha

,,, i just looked at this old accounts private messages n shit .. i dont remember any of the stuff i was in message with people about he he


must of been more wasted last year than i thought lol
 
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