Heyyyo! Im new here, how are you? I feel like shit, have a bit of GHB withdrawal still. What a mess i was 4-5 weeks ago, trying to quit cold-turkey after 8 months 24/7 heavy use(Abuse aside, it was a crazy adventurefuck summer:D). I had made sure of drinking up everything, i mean boiling tea with 12 used bottle caps. Some witch i found under my bed, some in the closet(wish my mother could have seen me then

). Well the plan was actually to go the hospital, on some sort of 48 hour acute detox. But i overslept, they had tried to call me. Do you think i had the nerve to call them back with my apartment cleared of G, Alco, benzo u name it! I lay like 4 hours under my sheets feeling like a knife repeatedly stabbing me in the chest(Been there before 3 times). But this time i went totally skitz. I was to scared to put my feet on the ground, knowing it was a rabbit monster under my bed waiting with an axe, just waiting to chop my heels of. After a while all the smurfs came, and started stabbing me in my nutsack with rusty heroin needles. I was screaming, the pain was so realistic. But i kind of knew i was delusional, i checked my pulse and it was like 200-220 a minute. I realised: This is not good, i might die. I managed to order a taxi, and gave him LOTS of money to drive and get me a couple bottles of whiskey. I stuffed my face with the entire first bottle in 2 minutes. After a while i calmed down, no more seizures and i could think clearly again. I sat awake for 4 days drinking alcohol, so I would not go ballistic again. I mean, NOTHING Could make me sleep, i tried 200mg Levomepromazin, 200mq quetapine, 28mg clonazepam, 15 zopiclone and 100mg diazepam the same night, still just wide awake and twitching.
Anyhow, staying up for 4 days, i spend all my time on my computer on Bluelight, erowid, and google. Keywords GHB + Withdrawal + Help FFS!

Well with my new knowledge i got me some baclofen from a friend who doesn't use them, and later on i got Lyrica prescribed(Yay!). I tampered down from 1/4 liter to 9 ml a day in like 6-7 days. Haven't had any in 4 days... bit twitchy now that i have run out of baclofen and lyrica. But i will get more lyrica today or tomorrow.

Thank god for the internett and nice informative sites like Bluelight!
"The internett made me able to self-medicinate myself of GHB
LOL looking back, what a ride! If you really want to trip balls, forget about LSD, 2ce, 4acoDMT. Just do GHB 24/7 for a looong time then QUIT!
Kind of long introduction.... Have a nice one, thank you bluelight!

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