BACK AGAIN
IM STILL ON THIS SHIT
IT AINT NO CAP IN IT
IM PASSIN EM
I WANT EVERYTHING
I NEED IT FASTER BITCH
NO RATIONING
DE-lI-VARY SICK
CHECK OUT THE PACKAGING
IM BAGGIN EM
KILL OFF EVERYTHING THAT TRIES TO STRAGGLE ME
BITCH I STARTED FROM NOTHING
SO I CONSTANTLY PUT UP A FIGHT
I SAID THAT I CANT FUNCTION
YOU WONT STOP ME FROM LIVING MY LIFE
ALL UP IN IT
STILL CANT FUCKING BREATHE
IM UNDER WATER WITH IT
FAR FROM FINISHED
POP UP OUT THE BLUE
JUST LIKE PARKING TICKET
DARKEST FIGURE
STILL I SHINE THE LIGHT
UP OUT THIS COFFIN NIGGA
HARD TO LISTEN
GOTTA KEEP IT PUSHING
I DONT TRUST THESE BITCHES
FOR THE FUCKING DISCUSSION
YEA YOUR FUCKING DISGUSTING
LOOK AT WHAT THIS DONE LED TO
GOTTA TRY TO FORGET YOU
God please save me from all of this shit
Gimmie a wish
Really I think this is it
Shit that I been dealing with
Causing me pain
From all the shit in my brain
Tryna get sun through the rain
I was just searching and loosing myself
With these people
With you girl I thought I would gain
Guess I was wrong
Everything we built is gone
Now I'm here singing this song
Why would you lie to me
Throw away something we had
Now I see how it was all along
This shit is wack
You know I'm all about facts
Thought you was better than that
Now I'm just keeping my heart to myself
And I put that on us you ain't getting it back
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How could you say it
How could you take all my energy given and try to replace it
How could you put me in this position
I don't know how to take it
Might as well keep yo apology
Don't wanna hear it just save it
I thought that you wasnt basic
All this shit over now
Holding it in it was hurting
So all my emotions I show it now
You was my everything
I wasn't nothing
But fuck it I know it now
I gotta numb it I don't wanna feel it
So fuck it I smoke it out
Fuck it I'm guessing I'm solo now
Constantly think if it’s worth it
Don’t know for what
But I’m searching
All that I know is I gotta get high
Just to hide from the hurting
( Hide from the)
Mentally stuck in a haze
Whats the time I lost track of the days
In the dark with these demons
They stay by my side baby don’t be afraid
I know my time gonna come
All of our time gonna come
But when the reaper come for me
I promise I’m not gonna run
I’m so caught up with this life
like I Can’t tell my wrongs from my rights
I think I’m better alone
So I think imma smoke for tonight
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So now I’m just drifting away
(I Don’t think imma go out today )
So now I’m just drifting away
(I’m not talking Ain’t got shit to say )
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Smoking can’t feel no emotion
Rather numb it
Than feel the Commotion
And It’s still fuck these bitches
They left me with stitches
Can’t believe the shit That I told em
Broken inside and I know it
So what Fuck it it’s hard not to show it
Took some time but it’s fine
Still no peace in my mind
But Content and confined within solace
NIGGAS ALWAYS WANNA SAY THEY GO RIDE
BUT THEY NEVER ON SIGHT
WHEN IT’S TIME TO POP OFF SHIT
I AIN’T WAISTIN NO TIME
I BEEN ON A SLOW GRIND
THEY JUST IN THE WAY
AND GETTING LEFT RIGHT QUICK
THEY JUST WANNA TALK SHIT
BUT I’M BOUT THE BARK BITCH
ALL THIS SHIT IS MINES
YOU BETTER WATCH WHERE YOU SIT
SHE JUST WANT ATTENTION
BUT IT’S NOT TO MENTION
PIPE IT IN HER BACK
SHE GO TAKE THIS DICK
BUST BACK
NIGGAS SENDING SHOTS
BUT NEVER HIT
CAUSE IMMA DUCK THAT
I BEEN ON THE EDGE AND OUT MY MIND
SINE THE RUGRATS
THOUGHTS OF BREAKING NECKS
SO I SUGGEST TO GET THE FUCK BACK
HOLD UP LITTLE BITCH
GET THE FUCK OFF MY NUTSACKS
BITCH IM LIKE THE SUN
IMMA SHINE EVERYDAY
THE WAY I GET SHIT
IS ALWAYS MY WAY
SHUT UP THAT MOUTH
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY
DONT EVER REAP HAVOC
WHEREVER YOU LAY
HELLO MUTHAFUCKA
WHAT THE FUCK IS UP
ALL THE HATE I GOT
I KEEP IT BOTTLED UP
COME ACROSS
LIKE SOMEONE WHOS A BITTER FUCK
CAUSE IM STUCK IN HELL
SO BITCH I GOTTA LIVE IT UP
SMOKE EVERYDAY TILL IM GONE
I NEED SOME BLUNTS
FUCK A BONG
DONT KNOW HOW I HUNG ON THIS LONG
CAUSE I KNOW THAT MY MIND IS SO WRONG
GOING THROUGH THE STRUGGLES
GOTTA MAKE IT
CANT DEAL WITH THE FAKE SHIT
DONT KNOW HOW I TAKE THIS SHIT
YOU THE SHIT IM HATING
I DONT WANNA CHANGE IT
IF I SEE YO FACE IMMA BREAK IT BITCH
COMING IN
IF ITS ALL YOUR SHIT
DONT GIVE A FUCK
IM BOUTA RUN IN IT
I COULD NEVER DIE
PIT OF FIRE IMMA JUMP IN IT
I JUST WANT THE MONEY
IMMA MAKE IT FOR THE FUCK OF IT
YEA MY FINGERS ITCHIN BITCH
I WANNA COUNT A 100 QUICK
FIGHTIN WITH THESE DEMONS
WANT ME DONE
BUT IM NOT GIVING IN
MY FUTURE SHINING BRIGHT
A FUCKIN SIGHT
THAT IM INVISIONING
HARDER FROM THE START
IM NEVER GONNA STOP RESISTING SHIT
BACK AND FORTH IM SWINGING HARDER THAN A FUCKIN PENDULUM
BITCH IM OUT MY BRAIN
SOME PEOPLE THINK IM INSANE
I BEEN THROUGH HELL AND THE PAIN
CAUSE I THREW MY LIFE DOWN THE DRAIN
PRESSURE FROM THE PAST
GOT A LOT OF THAT
I CAN’T EVER LACK
AIN’T NO TURNIN BACK
I JUST WANT THE RACKS
BIGGER BETTER BAGS
GOTTA GET IT FAST
FOOT STUCK ON THE GAS
LIFE ILL FLOW THROUGH FLUENT
YOUR LIES
LINE UP CONGRUENT
IN THE NIGHT
THEY DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING
MIND ON MONEY
BITCH IM PAPER PURSUING
IMMA BEAST
BACK THE FUCK UP OFF OF ME
FUCK A DEMON
BITCH THE DEVIL WOULDNT SPAR WITH ME
I MIGHT JUST WAIT FOR YOU TO SLIP
AND SLIT YA ARTERIES
I KNOW I ALWAYS FALL APART BUT THATS APART OF ME
HAD TO LET EM GO ILL GET BIG ON MY OWN
NIGGAS THEY LIKE MAGGOTS
THEY JUST LEECH OFF AND GO
NO I DONT RESPOND
I DONT PICK UP MY PHONE
I DONT LIKE TO TALK
SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
TELL A BITCH QUICK GRIP THIS
SHE RODE MY DICK LIKE A RIPSTICK
LEAVING LIPSTICK
THEN I DIP QUICK
SHE CANT FIX THIS
I MADE THE SHIT LIST
FUCK THIS SHIT IM ALL ALONE
AND I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY
WILL I GET THE SHIT I WANT
I THINK ABOUT IT EVERYDAY
ALL THE PEOPLE SHOWING LOVE
I KNOW THEY LYING TO MY FACE
PEOPLE LYING TO FACE
GET THE FUCK UP OUT MY WAY
FUCK THIS GAME AND INDUSTRY
NO I DONT WANNA FUCKIN PLAY
IMMA FOLLOW MY PATH
IMMA DO IT MY WAY
ALL THE SHIT IN MY HEAD
I GET STUCK IN MY BRAIN
THINK IM GOING INSANE
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"Now how do you feel?
Where were you when you were laughing?"
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DONT KNOW WHY WE STILL CONFINE
TO ALL THE LIES
WHEN I KNOW THE TRUTH IS
WE ALL LIVE TO DIE
I AM JUST FOCUSED ON PLACEMENT
I CANNOT STAND CONVERSATION
I JUST BEEN STUCK IN THE DARK
MAN ITS LIKE IM LOCKED IN A BASEMENT
ALL I CAN SEE IS MY DREAMS
SO I GOT NO CHOICE BUT TO CHASE EM
DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MONEY
I RUN THROUGH THE RACKS AND REPLACE EM
ITS MY TIME TO SHINE
ITS MY FUCKIN RIGHT
IF IM GONNA DO IT
GOTTA DO IT RIGHT
IF THEY WANT A WAVE
ILL MAKE A FUCKIN TIDE
SOME MIGHT THINK IM CRAZY
BITCH IM OUT MY MIND
LET GOOO
OF THE FEAR THAT YOU HAVE
WHEN YOU STEP FORTH
ON THE PATH
THAT NOBODY WILL STEP ON
ITS THE BIRTH OF A NEW RESSURECTION
KNEW IT WOULD BE HARD
FROM THE START OF THE SHIT
MOST OF THEM GET SCARED
ONCE THEY FALL IN THE PIT
CANT HANDLE ALL THE PAIN
AND THE DARKNESS FROM IT
YEA THIS LIFE IS HARD
BUT IM AS HARD AS IT GETS |
BACK AT IT
YEA BITCH I BEEN PRACTICING
YEA I KNOW THEY WANNA SEE ME FALL
BUT IM TOO PASSIONATE
FAST TRACK LIKE IM TRAFFICKING
DISSING BITCH I LAUGH AT IT
SHE TOLD ME
SHE LOVE THE WAY I TAKE
CAUSE I DONT ASK FOR SHIT
WAIT
I MIGHT JUST SHATTER YOUR FACE
CRACK THE SHIT JUST LIKE A PLATE
WHEN I GET MAD I JUST BREAK
YOU JUST A WASTE TAKING SPACE
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GOTTA SEE MY SIDE OF IT
THEN YOU SEE WHY I LOVE IT
KNOW I NEEDA CHILL
GOTTA BLOW ME A SPLIFF
GOTTA GET MY MIND SOMETHING
SO IM STILL INSIDE PUFFIN
SMOKING LIKE A HARLEY
IMMA ROLL IN THIS BITCH
BIGGER THOUGH
REAL SHIT IM BIGGER BRO
JUST GONNA STACK
AND RUN THEM COMMAS
THEN GO GIT SUM MORE
BIGGER THOUGH
REAL SHIT IM BIGGER BRO
JUST GONNA STACK
AND RUN THEM COMMAS
THEN GO GIT SUM MORE
Told me that I speak in riddles
Tell em I speak in the truth
And if you feel little and caught in the middle of all of this looped abuse and use, without a clue
Drown it all out today
Drown it all out today
Flush the whole town away
Told me that I speak in riddles
Tell em I speak in the truth
And if you feel little and caught in the middle of all of this looped abuse and use, without a clue
Drown it all out today
Drown it all out today
Flush the whole town away
Drown it all out today
I wrote you a letter, I thought you were better than this
But you’ll never admit to your scams
Sworn to protect but feed off those
Dying in debt for a check and it scans
I get wanting bands
But you’ll sell your city for 10 grand, damn
Damn, what was the plan?
Cause I won’t pretend I’m no bent man
I fuck with with violence and cocaine
But I draw the line at these faux saints
Spending our lives for their own gain
Don’t care if we die like we Cobain
Turn us to crime and it don’t pay
They eat off bribes on a Gold Plate
No more of these lies with the bold face
We flooding the whole place
Told me that I speak in riddles
Tell em I speak in the truth
And if you feel little and caught in the middle of all of this looped abuse and use, without a clue
Drown it all out today
Drown it all out today
Flush the whole town away
Told me that I speak in riddles
Tell em I speak in the truth
And if you feel little and caught in the middle of all of this looped abuse and use, without a clue
Drown it all out today
Drown it all out today
Flush the whole town away
Drown it all out today
I wrote you a letter because we are better together
You know that you’re part of this play
If you feel you’re wearing a mask
As you’re tackling everyday tasks we’re the same
I’m living a life of charades
My only disguise is my face
How could I ever be fake
Cause I’m only myself when I’m up on the stage
And I’m not gonna change
Till I break the chains
Renewal’s a lie
But Vengeance Remains
And Now is the time
Today is the day
We started an army
United in rage
And I’ll take the dive
To start off the waves
And go for a ride
In reckonings wake
As they’re asking why for the very first time
That they’re getting a taste of our pain
Told me that I speak in riddles
Tell em I speak in the truth
And if you feel little and caught in the middle of all of this looped abuse and use, without a clue
Drown it all out today
Drown it all out today
Flush the whole town away
Told me that I speak in riddles
Tell em I speak in the truth
And if you feel little and caught in the middle of all of this looped abuse and use, without a clue
WHETHER OBJECTIVE, SUBJECTIVE, OR COMPLEX
YOU’LL FIND IT IN FULL IF YOU CONFESS
No, no, no, no, NO!
Fuck love
I don’t want none, I don’t want love
I’ll be blunt I'm a time bomb
Tick, tick, tick
You say I’m a God
But I know I’m not
Why do I feel like?
Nothing
Literally a million other reasons I gotta pretend I’m ok
But I'm not I'm not, I'm not!
What you want, bitch I’m nothin but a notch
I went diggin' thru my lungs this is all I really got
When am I gonna learn to give it all up?
Nobody wants you, nobody wants you
When am I gonna learn there’s never gonna be a forever for me a letter from me delivered to me?
Teaming up with demons instead of trying to defeat them looking shawty in the eyes sayin' “Take it or leave it
”Ima keep it under wraps that I a rap maybe then she won’t become a demon either and we can live in another reality count on me to Fuck it up, fuck it up!
Never not the case, level 11 mage, I got it all made
Shouldn’t I be happy? Shouldn’t I be?
I'm no fucking God!
I'm not fucking happy, I'm never happy!
No!
I was 15, following my dreams, holes in my jeans
Daddy hated everything, but his pills, got his thrills
With his finger in my face, in my face
Then he'd said, "What a waste, what a waste, what a waste–"
What a waste! What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste!
"by thoughts I mean, specifically, chatter in the skull, perpetual and compulsive repetition of words, of reckoning and calculating. I'm not saying thinking is bad, like anything else, it's useful in moderation"
Issues imma get around em
Aint problem
when I’m tryna slide
Uh uh uh uh
If they wanna trip about it
Then I got it
When I’m outside
Uh uh uh uh
If it’s on my mind
Then imma think about
Not to many times
I might forget about it
I really can’t stand new folks
I really wouldn’t stand to close
Cause I’m feeling like
I done hit a brand new low
I done hit A brand new low
Uh uh uh uh
Everything is different now
I went and got it
Patient with this shit
Until I get up out it
Understanding
That I’m not just anybody
Really not concerned with how they feel about it
I think I seen a brand new ghost
He told me that I came to close
Uh uh uh uh
I Never was to one to try to boast
I Never was the one to do the most
Uh uh uh uh
I ain’t finished
Tell em ain’t no stopping this shit
I’m locked in this bitch
And after birth I was the prophet for this
I’m godly with this
The only problem
That I bottle within
A lot of it when I’m tryna get outside of solace and then
I’m Taking all my time until it take me out
Lay her on my bed
And then I lay it down
Watch I shut it down
And never make a sound
"And all so called civilized peoples, have increasingly become crazy and self destructive, because through excessive thinking they have lost touch with reality, and lives in a world of illusions"