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Social The NEW "What Song Fits Your Current Mood" Thread

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JTemperance said:
Another timeless classic from lovemissle66... How's it going? Is your day count still increasing?
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Hey there! Gotta keep it real & honest on BL. I stopped counting my days and also disappeared from BL, on day 34 and a half. Yes, I have been beating myself up over it. Also, I accomplished something

I never thought was a possibility. Never thought I could string over a month of clean time together. So, now I do it again. This time, I aim for a longer count and maybe some extra support beyond BL.

Although, BL and my cat are what sustain me these days...even with the relapse. Having the dope definitely helped with my stress level, but I felt much better without the drug. That nugget of knowledge

about self, will come in handy next round. Prior, I couldn't know what over 30 days would feel like. It had been since 2013. It's late (early?) and it's snowing its ass off here. I really appreciate your

asking:)
 
lovemissile66 said:
Hey there! Gotta keep it real & honest on BL. I stopped counting my days and also disappeared from BL, on day 34 and a half. Yes, I have been beating myself up over it. Also, I accomplished something

I never thought was a possibility. Never thought I could string over a month of clean time together. So, now I do it again. This time, I aim for a longer count and maybe some extra support beyond BL.

Although, BL and my cat are what sustain me these days...even with the relapse. Having the dope definitely helped with my stress level, but I felt much better without the drug. That nugget of knowledge

about self, will come in handy next round. Prior, I couldn't know what over 30 days would feel like. It had been since 2013. It's late (early?) and it's snowing its ass off here. I really appreciate your

asking:)
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Hey, I'm still impressed with 34.5 days – I didn't even make it a week on Suboxone my last attempt. It's definitely never a wasted effort, so don't feel bad.
 
PJ Harvey – "Big Exit" (live on Later... w/ Jools Holland, October 2001):



I see the children,
As sharp as knives.
I see the children,
Their dead-end lives.
See beautiful people,
See beautiful girls.
But I just feel like
It's the end of the world.

I walk on concrete,
I walk on sand.
But I can't find
A safe place to stand.
I'm scared, baby;
I want to run.
This world's crazy—
Give me the gun!
 
The Housemartins – "Get Up Off Our Knees" (1986):



Paupers will be paupers, bankers will be bankers.
Some own pennies in a jar, some own oil tankers.

What may sound like tomorrow
Could be ours today.
There's no more need for sorrow
If we get off our knees to pray.

Countries will be countries, borders will be borders.
Some have lost their folks at war, some have give orders.

Don't wag your fingers at them
And turn to walk away.
Don't shoot someone tomorrow
That you can shoot today.
 
im super depressed so i wrote this tonight... just going through some shit




Fallen tree around the corner
Recovery’s always just out of reach
I wonder how she got this way
So far down the gutter
Where the subway rails get warm from the heat
people rushing by
Going places and running out of time

And she told me she loves me
And bought a bucket of roses
A shining light
In a tunnel of darkness

Why am I a shadow
Why am I so hollow
A lovable pestilence
That sticks to your window
And ears away your garbage
And wood

You went to California
I told you you should
Ever since you’re gone
I haven’t felt alive

Pancakes at 3am
In a lonely coffee shop
The waitress asked me
If there was anything else
I wanted

I feel so helpless
Maybe a reason to live
Not sure why I lost it
Or what happened to my brain

Baked over easy
And fried to a crisp
And now im made of fireworks
And when you burn me
I turn to ash in the sky

If only it weren’t for those sweet eyes
And that voice of mine
Who would I be
But another heel pounding the pavement
Fill up my doses
And fall asleep

Because it’s all so easy
Being dead Inside

And there’s no bullet
Only corks and bottles
And glass pipes
And resin
Sitting alone on my counter top for weeks

And I want nothing to do with it

I can explain

But somehow I’m still in this same mess

I’ve always been
 
blxnc said:
im super depressed so i wrote this tonight... just going through some shit




Fallen tree around the corner
Recovery’s always just out of reach
I wonder how she got this way
So far down the gutter
Where the subway rails get warm from the heat
people rushing by
Going places and running out of time

And she told me she loves me
And bought a bucket of roses
A shining light
In a tunnel of darkness

Why am I a shadow
Why am I so hollow
A lovable pestilence
That sticks to your window
And ears away your garbage
And wood

You went to California
I told you you should
Ever since you’re gone
I haven’t felt alive

Pancakes at 3am
In a lonely coffee shop
The waitress asked me
If there was anything else
I wanted

I feel so helpless
Maybe a reason to live
Not sure why I lost it
Or what happened to my brain

Baked over easy
And fried to a crisp
And now im made of fireworks
And when you burn me
I turn to ash in the sky

If only it weren’t for those sweet eyes
And that voice of mine
Who would I be
But another heel pounding the pavement
Fill up my doses
And fall asleep

Because it’s all so easy
Being dead Inside

And there’s no bullet
Only corks and bottles
And glass pipes
And resin
Sitting alone on my counter top for weeks

And I want nothing to do with it

I can explain

But somehow I’m still in this same mess

I’ve always been
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Fuck meth shit is garbage
 
JTemperance said:
PJ Harvey – "Big Exit" (live on Later... w/ Jools Holland, October 2001):



I see the children,
As sharp as knives.
I see the children,
Their dead-end lives.
See beautiful people,
See beautiful girls.
But I just feel like
It's the end of the world.

I walk on concrete,
I walk on sand.
But I can't find
A safe place to stand.
I'm scared, baby;
I want to run.
This world's crazy—
Give me the gun!
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I LOVE PJ Harvey!!!
 
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