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the 'n-word' in drug culture

tantric

tantric

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i don't say 'the enn word' because i find that phrase an obscenity of self-censorship - but i was banned from a forum just for quoting a conversation once. only one of my friends is bothered by it (and thus is consistently 'mah nigga'), the rest it's just slang. last night when i saw a friend, he said, 'namaste, hooker!' and he got a, 'yo mah nigga wassup?' now, i ain't stupid, and i ain't gonna go up to the gansta disciples and start 'nigga dis' and 'nigga dat', but yeah, say it, especially when i speak from my heart. the last time i meant it as something bad was when my niece joined the DA - my euro-american lesbian niece dating a mixed race (well, black, here) girl in just barely suburban ATL, well, i went off and gave her the malcolm x speech about the two kinds of slaves and called her a 'house n-word'. your experiences?
 
The only time I use the word is by myself in my car, when yelling at road garbage who should get off their phones and/or just kill themselves.
 
I don't score or use drugs in the ghetto so I never met Monica.

White guys with money saying nigga is very wigger from what I have heard.
 
now, the wigger shit is complicated. i heard guys getting called that in prison, but it seems to be something more, a need to be accepted. but me, i snuck into a bootsie collins concert

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when i was seventeen, and i ain't been right since. maybe i ain't been white, since, i don't know. but i ain't black, i got a mf mirror. i have about zero use for what passes for urban black culture today (here, let the right reverend dr. king tell y'all about it) because i lived Pfunk (last days), De La Soul, Digable Planets, etc and i know that this crap the recording companies are selling, telling kids to ... well, okay - i was on my bunk one day, and this guy walked by with headphones on, rapping to himself, 'i'm a real nigga and you can TELL, i'm a real nigga goin straight to HELL'. that shit is NOT okay. most people don't understand how much urban black culture and prison culture are linked. i'll never tell a man not to fight for what he believes in, unless he believes in gettin money and bitches and fuck all the rest. damn, i was locked up in the ATL dc for conspiracy to manufacture ecstasy when they brought in a group of kids to be 'scared straight'. every one of the kids was black, in the city of MLK, and they only message was 'obey the law, do what you're told'. i bit my lip so hard it bled.

wtf you gone do? i speak perfect, accentless, standard english, the language i used to defend my dissertation. but that's a mask i put on. see, with 'white' people, meaning bland, they accept me at first based on how i look and how i talk (sometimes) around them. only when they get to know me do they kick me to the curb. black folk might judge me at first from looks, but when i get to talkin its all cool. and hell, i'm fluent in spanish and have a mayan jaguar tattoo. and gay culture - no, that doesn't work at all. when they find out i'm a homosexual convict who doesn't do casual or anonymous sex, it's like holding a bone in front of a chained dog (idiot prison porn, like being gang raped is ever gonna be fun). and the leathermaster dudes can't handle it at all, cause i don't give respect to anyone who hasn't earned it. i don't go to gay bars anymore cause i get in fights.
 
I fucking say it non-stop. Don't care who I'm fuccin' with, no one will call me out, if you say anything, either deal with it or put em up. Been in the game too long, never been an issue cuzz. Santa muerte been tatted..
 
I'm white as the driven snow, so I typically won't say it. I mostly listen to rap/hip-hop, so whenever I'm listening to music I tend to rap along with the lyrics. My homies(white, Latino and black) say it frequently. But out of respect I never say it in front of black people I don't know. But I've got plenty of homies that are my nikka's!!! I mean, if it was that bad nobody would say it, right? Let alone name songs and albums after it.... Right?
 
No, all of my connects are black, and i kick it with them all. If ibwere to slip the nword then id get some mean stares. And i like my drugs.
 
I don't say it at all, and my black friends don't say it and think that other black people who do say it in any form but especially other black people are racist towards their own race, and low class/trashy/not raised or brought up right with values and morals.

There was a black guy I was acquainted with in college who I would see in bars and party with and we would drink and smoke herb with his roommates, and he would call me a white guy his n-word really loud in public when he saw me and I would get embarrassed or look around nervously since where I was from if someone yelled out the n-word even if they're black they would get their ass beat or worse; but he didn't stop doing it. However I didn't hang out with him that much, and he would get drunk or high pretty much nightly and yell stuff out from the movie half baked with Dave Chappelle's character as the drug dealer yelling "YOU KNOW IT'S HARD BEING BLACK AND GIFTED!!!!!" and other lines from the movie or from Dave Chappelle's show, and fight with his roommates.
 
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