Furnace
Ex-Bluelighter
I was like a blank page that got drenched in vivant shades of red, blue, green and yellow.
When you arrive, you greet me with joy. I see you running, pony tail swaying. Your smile is the only thing I see, until I look up and lock-on to your soft green velvet eyes.
Your eyes, they are closer now, for you are now hugging me, your legs wrapped around me. Ourselves pressed together. Perhaps nervousness on my part nearly caused me to spill from the exuberance of the happiness you posessed at this moment.
I wanted to kiss you. I wanted to press my lips against yours and feel your taste. Even though I've just met you f2f for the first time again, you are my friend. A friend I haven't seen for a year, now by my side, holding my hand, and sharing your time with me.
I did not ask you to hold my hand, you just placed my hand in yours and took us off in blinding speed.
I sat. Tired, from you. You came to me and sat on my lap. My hands instantly wrap around you, and we are warm.
I kissed your back. Very warm and slighty wet from persperation. You felt it, but did not move away. I felt brave and relieved. I wanted to spin you around and hold your face and gaze back at you. I wanted to hold my face close to yours. I wanted to feel your breath on my neck. Then you hugged me again, and I felt that breath, and I felt you quivver.
You left early that morning, leaving me and our moment behind.
It was the best night I'd ever had. Because there was no tension. There was no nervousness. We were just two friends who spent time together, helping each other, support and structure.
I loved you that night. I loved your warm heart. I loved your smile and your eyes.
You touched me that night.
Thank you.
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Infesticon #0, Murder Blah Blah, ur all Yakitty-Schmackity.
[This message has been edited by Furnace (edited 15 July 2001).]
When you arrive, you greet me with joy. I see you running, pony tail swaying. Your smile is the only thing I see, until I look up and lock-on to your soft green velvet eyes.
Your eyes, they are closer now, for you are now hugging me, your legs wrapped around me. Ourselves pressed together. Perhaps nervousness on my part nearly caused me to spill from the exuberance of the happiness you posessed at this moment.
I wanted to kiss you. I wanted to press my lips against yours and feel your taste. Even though I've just met you f2f for the first time again, you are my friend. A friend I haven't seen for a year, now by my side, holding my hand, and sharing your time with me.
I did not ask you to hold my hand, you just placed my hand in yours and took us off in blinding speed.
I sat. Tired, from you. You came to me and sat on my lap. My hands instantly wrap around you, and we are warm.
I kissed your back. Very warm and slighty wet from persperation. You felt it, but did not move away. I felt brave and relieved. I wanted to spin you around and hold your face and gaze back at you. I wanted to hold my face close to yours. I wanted to feel your breath on my neck. Then you hugged me again, and I felt that breath, and I felt you quivver.
You left early that morning, leaving me and our moment behind.
It was the best night I'd ever had. Because there was no tension. There was no nervousness. We were just two friends who spent time together, helping each other, support and structure.
I loved you that night. I loved your warm heart. I loved your smile and your eyes.
You touched me that night.
Thank you.
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Infesticon #0, Murder Blah Blah, ur all Yakitty-Schmackity.
[This message has been edited by Furnace (edited 15 July 2001).]
