C Divinity
Bluelighter
a tiny whimper
amidst a pool of blood
and stillness in the room i can't quite describe
i held my breath as i watched each tiny head emerge
still bloody and fetal
experiencing the world for the first time
with new eyes and ears
naive-
(like i once was, but only a few years on the planet and i learned quick)
watching this innocence captivates me
three tiny kittens
relying only on instinct
and a mothers nurturing.
where were you mother when i needed you?
i guess i have relyed on instincts
no mother to show me or teach me
only myself and what i was born with.
the innocent child i once was melted when you left me
forced to harden and wise to the ways of this world at such a young age
a child robbed of innocence
and robbed of the chance to be young.
but now i watch this mother
kittens warm and tucked under her belly
i watch her care and nurture
three tiny and fragile babies under such constant care..
and i wonder
what does that feel like?
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You gotta be a bad girl in this world to be heard--DJ Rap
"The integrity of a man's creative work is of greater importance than any charitable endeavor. Those of you who do not understand this are the men destroying the world"
"I'm not here to be served, but to serve"
amidst a pool of blood
and stillness in the room i can't quite describe
i held my breath as i watched each tiny head emerge
still bloody and fetal
experiencing the world for the first time
with new eyes and ears
naive-
(like i once was, but only a few years on the planet and i learned quick)
watching this innocence captivates me
three tiny kittens
relying only on instinct
and a mothers nurturing.
where were you mother when i needed you?
i guess i have relyed on instincts
no mother to show me or teach me
only myself and what i was born with.
the innocent child i once was melted when you left me
forced to harden and wise to the ways of this world at such a young age
a child robbed of innocence
and robbed of the chance to be young.
but now i watch this mother
kittens warm and tucked under her belly
i watch her care and nurture
three tiny and fragile babies under such constant care..
and i wonder
what does that feel like?
------------------
You gotta be a bad girl in this world to be heard--DJ Rap
"The integrity of a man's creative work is of greater importance than any charitable endeavor. Those of you who do not understand this are the men destroying the world"
"I'm not here to be served, but to serve"
