The Meth Thread

[footscrazy]

This is my favourite drug. I started quite young, before I'd heard much about it, and it's very acceptable amongst my friends, which means I've never really been influenced by the negative stigma that surrounds it. It gets me in trouble sometimes because I'm quite open about my use and I'm never expecting the ngeative reactions I sometimes get.

This drug is my miracle cure . But of course its the opposite of that. I'm lucky (?) in that I rarely experience a bad come down of stimulants of any type. But when I do (only two or three times) it certainly makes up for the times I don't come down! Usually I love lying on the couch with my friends when I'm scattered and spending the day in tears of laughter about the most inane shit.

No doubt it is fucking up my life, these days I'm either sitting around doing nothing high, or sleeping it off. Not to mention the $$ I waste on it. I want to stop, but can't feel that my life would be better without it, I wish I could

 

[rogan]

I'm a lil worried with my usage now. I can understand why people say its so addictive, while I was smoking/snorting it there were no problems - did it maybe every couple of months. But IV is a completely different game, its like you known as soon as the plunger goes down your gonna have the energy, confidence and motivation to do whatever you want for the next 8 hours or so, redosing keeps the feeling for about two days for me - can stay up longer but after this point its just chasing the rush. If you admit to yourself your not going to be able to sleep for ages the comedown isn't too bad, even after going through a couple of grams I just feel apathetic and scattered - my job is very repetitive so I usually time my use so I'm coming down at work, better than lying in bed for 10 hours furiously wanking until the point where I can actually sleep I always have heaps of energy.

Once you come down a few days of zero energy and little motivation to do anymore meth, but after I'm back to normal its just ice ice ice on my mind all day and night - everything I do I'm constantly thinking this would be better if I was spun. I can keep to 2-3 times every couple of months but even doing it that often it still has the power to fuck over your life, may only be tweaked for like a week of those months, add two weeks for coming down and another couple of weeks working flatout to pay for the next binge - very easy to lose contact with non-tweaker friends and very easy to stay in the tweaker state of mind long after the meth has left your body.

Anyway fcking tweaker rant...should be trying to enjoy the high lol. But while I can't imagine using meth everyday I also find it very difficult to imagine completely stopping. Just always remember meth IS neurotoxic and doing large doses (e.g. iv) is damaging to your brain, don't know much about neuroscience but I know your brain isn't ever going to recover to what it was.