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The Memory Haunts Me

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~*Meg*~

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Ten Years old, a child
A usual gathering with family friends
Delicious Italian food
Playtime
He is fourteen
Playtime in the bedroom
Playing in the closet
Don’t tell anyone I am doing this
Those words haunt me to this day
Darkness
I cannot see my exposed body
His weight is heavy on me
His breath is hot on my face
Pain
Make it stop
Fear
Innocence lost
Rape
It is such an ugly word.
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"Weep not sad soul, nor forget, that sunrise never failed us yet."
"Madness such as this, its like trying to stop a fire with the moisture from a kiss"
"Stupidity has a knack of gettings its way" ~ Albert Camus
 
{{{HUGZ}}}
my best friend is dealing with haunting memories of rape, but she won't get help. hopefully you are, as no one deserves to be living in pain, especially if someone else has caused it.
if you need to talk IM or e-mail
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'id rather live in an illusion than face harsh reality' me
GouRanGA:)
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*hugs meggles close*
You are amazing, always remember that
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This was painful to read, but beautifully done. Thank you for sharing yourself with us.
 
Awwww hon! It tears me up inside to hear something so terrible happen to someone so wonderful! This poem was very difficult for me to get through, though it was superbly written.
YOu have soooo much beauty meg. Your always in my thoughts. Hit me up on AIM ANYTIME!
/me gives meg a GREAT BIG HUG!
Jeff
[This message has been edited by Nietzche (edited 06 November 2001).]
 
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That was really sad but I think its cool that you (as well as me) can use poetry as an outlet for such intense and painful emotions and memories. You are talented, keep it up!
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*Andi*
 
Thanks so much everyone. Your words of encouragement mean so much to me.
This was one of the heardest things I ever wrote, but I felt emotionally lighter after doing so.
Much love to you all
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"Weep not sad soul, nor forget, that sunrise never failed us yet."
"Madness such as this, its like trying to stop a fire with the moisture from a kiss"
"Stupidity has a knack of gettings its way" ~ Albert Camus
 
Awwww, Meg...I agree that this was hard to read...my heart goes out to you...you are one of the sweetest people I (kinda
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) know...know that I'm here if you need an ear or shoulder, just as you have been for me....Stay strong, sweets....
 
you're not the only one. but i'm proud of you for being brave enough to write about it... something i never have been yet.
keep your chin up.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
Find one person you can count on forever, one person you can love forever, and one person you can be with forever... and if you're lucky, it will all be the same person.
"Live for the memories."
 
Hey megs my love goes out to you
When I read that it reminds me of when I was raped but its good you can talk about it
HUGZ OUT to you
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