Hello everyone...I have quite the story but don't have the time to write it all out right now. All I want to say is get off love NOW before it kills you or ruins your entire life. I was on this drug for four years after my back surgery. Before surgery, I had been on some type of opiate for at least 15: years. Doctors just pushed the pills, and I willingly took them because who wouldn't? Anyway, after surgery, I was still taking pills, and I was given an ultimatum to either stop taking opiates or be forced into rehab and be alone. I researched my options and found lope as the miracle cure, or so I thought. I took 20 of those green little nasty pulls and was fine all day. I couldn't believe it! I could literally go to Sam's and buy 6 or more boxes and be set. I worked my tolerance up to taking 200mg a day. I hid empty bottles every where and hid my stash in my trunk under my spare tire. My partner questioned my sudden need to take diarrhea meds ask the time, but she NEVER knew just how many I was taking. I told her it was to control the ibs I had developed from years of opiate abuse, which is kinda true. Well, fast forward four years, and my life seems ok, but I'm totally broke, in debt, need to file bankruptcy, and have ruined almost every relationship with friends and family. Despite all that I've caused, I've kept my job, managed to keep a roof over my family's heads and food in their tummies. I was doing enough to just make it, but my life was in a complete fog. I am surprised I didn't get fired, but I'm great at my job, but my mouth was like no other when in a lope state of mind. I took it every single day without fail for four freaking years. My partner and I had a kid while I was on lope. Luckily, I'm not the child's biological parent bc God only knows what I would've produced. Despite my addiction, I was and am a good parent, but could've been way way better.
I have my child to thank because without him, I would've kept on taking them. Things just kept getting worse; it was like Something was punishing me for being so wreak. I started to resent the little green monsters. I hated taking them. It got ridiculous, and I felt like such a loser. I was finally ready to stop and reclaim my life. And that's exactly what I did. It only took that one choice, and it was the best choice I've made in a long time. It took me FIVE months to tartrate down. I jumped from 100 pills a day to 40. I went through mild discomfort but nothing major. Then I slowly got down to 20/day but it took months to get below 20 without getting horrible PAWS. I finally did get below 20 with the help of weed. It's been two weeks, and I feel great. Tonight I'm going to bed without any help. This is the first time I'm my life that I've been completed sober, and I will never ever go backwards. Get off the lope be now. It's just not worth it at all. No matter what you take to help you kick the habit, just remember that replacing something with another substance is s vicious cycle, but cannabis was truly a God send. It's the only drug that made me return to myself and it's not addictive!