I'm here still, yet a million thoughts pass me by.
I'm locked within a dark room, there's a light but way too high.
Outside, there are people,
Long to join them yet here I am, sitting still
I long to join them n be included
But I feel they want me so I hid
Lonely yet people, there are many.
I long to feel include yet I fear them
I wish to be amongst their chatter yet I don't feel worthy
So I crawl away, make my excuses
I'll try again another day
I just want to be included but that will never be
You see they don't want people like me
It's dark outside, yet lights are many
I peer throuvh the pane and see
I see them together, chatting n laughing
I am on the outside looking in
I walk outwardly silent, always calm n silent
Inside I am screaming, battling, in torment
I just want to be included but will never be
You see they don't take people like me
My heart aches to be included, loved n wanted,
But that's just a dream I feel taunted
Fear it so i reject
Possible opportunities I neglect
I just want to be included but that will never be
Bevause they simply don't want people like me
I cannot try I know it wont work
So I watch, feeling isolated I watch n I lufk
Full of comfidence n laughter they seem so happy
More than I could ever be
You see they don't want people like me
Frustating when what you want you also near
Standing from afar I'm never too near
I see them n I hear their laughter
With them n besides them I csnnot ever be
Because they do not want me like me
Evey 16/04/2016
I'm locked within a dark room, there's a light but way too high.
Outside, there are people,
Long to join them yet here I am, sitting still
I long to join them n be included
But I feel they want me so I hid
Lonely yet people, there are many.
I long to feel include yet I fear them
I wish to be amongst their chatter yet I don't feel worthy
So I crawl away, make my excuses
I'll try again another day
I just want to be included but that will never be
You see they don't want people like me
It's dark outside, yet lights are many
I peer throuvh the pane and see
I see them together, chatting n laughing
I am on the outside looking in
I walk outwardly silent, always calm n silent
Inside I am screaming, battling, in torment
I just want to be included but will never be
You see they don't take people like me
My heart aches to be included, loved n wanted,
But that's just a dream I feel taunted
Fear it so i reject
Possible opportunities I neglect
I just want to be included but that will never be
Bevause they simply don't want people like me
I cannot try I know it wont work
So I watch, feeling isolated I watch n I lufk
Full of comfidence n laughter they seem so happy
More than I could ever be
You see they don't want people like me
Frustating when what you want you also near
Standing from afar I'm never too near
I see them n I hear their laughter
With them n besides them I csnnot ever be
Because they do not want me like me
Evey 16/04/2016