~the light of my dieing flame~

[neverwas]

sometimes i wonder why i set myself up for the same fall.
over and over,
and over again.

sometimes i wonder why i bother to hold so much together.
when inside im dieing,
falling furthur and furthur.
into the grave.

im tryin so hard to hold it together right now.
im trying so hard to wear my painted smile.

but as the hours go by,
my heart it breaks.
it shatters and shimmers,
in the light of my dieing flame.

my life seems so pointless right now.
full of pain.
full of hurt.
i thought i would be full soon.

yet it continues to overflow.
flooding my life.
making me drown in sorrow.
misery plauging.
taking over all of me yet again.

im tryin so hard to hold it together right now.
im trying so hard to wear my painted smile.

but as the hours go by,
my heart it breaks.
it shatters and shimmers,
in the light of my dieing flame.

 

[brothermarcus]

...all the times, that i've cried, keeping all the things i knew inside- it's hard, but it's harder to ignore it...

talk to me anytime hun. i've always got a *hug* for you.

 

[frostyangel]

honey what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger...

And sometimes we have to hit our lowest points before we ever get stronger. And we always learn something from this shitty times.. plus the fact that they make us not only colder, but stronger.. and they help you to stand up for yourself..

I always allow myself to be right in the middle of shit.. usually the same shit, but sometimes it hits alittle harder than it should..

Just know that their are people out here who love you

 

[Cosmic Mist]

you and i are two of the same i think - ihave this uncanny knack of keeping things inside of me and letting them build upon each other until they are choking me and i can't breathe properly. I have a lot of difficulty talking about the things that really bother me the most, and so i bury them deep within me..

I potentially understand what you may be going through. If it is what i think it is, then i relate 100%... we're going through the same thing.

You know where i am if you need me.

 

[vurtomatic]

and sometimes, this is what lets us know we're alive

*hugz*