As a child life was so simple, friends never left and parents could fix anything
Somehow growing up everything turned to chaos and simplicity deminished
Soon friends turned scarce and you'd be lucky to have one who would stay true
A guy then replaced the love you thought only family could give
"Daddy's little girl" no longer meant anything, to him all your decisions were wrong
You could still count on mom to stand by you as long as you meant the truth
Now that guy dad didnt approve of becomes Mr. Right promising forever
But the road to forever doesnt seem like the easiest journey
The one friend who really did care is gone because your life revolves around an asshole
You cant figure out how this perfect guy turned into an abusive dickhead
You're convinced he will go back to the way he was when you first met cause he is all you have left
Going out and visiting friends and family is no longer an option cause the bruises are to hard to hide
You are living in a prison with the one who cheats, lies and kills your unborn
You try to get away but you cant, you are too far stuck in his trap
Dying seems like your only hope so you try but GOD doesnt agree
For some reason GOD wants you to learn these lessons
So you fight to reach the light at the end of the darkened tunnel you've been traveling
That friend who always cared comes back to hold your hand and help you through
He succeeds, he got you through your worst nightmare and helped but back the pieces of you
You are whole again but still fragile, you know next time it wont take much to break
That best friend convinces you otherwise and keeps building you back up
You never once realize the strength he gave to build you up made him weak
You are strong now, you used him as your crutch to move on and left him lying in a pile of your broken pieces
He cries out for you to return the favor and help him back up but you are to self absorbed to hear
All the signs were there you just didnt see until GOD let him take his life
You cant understand why GOD works the way he does
Why did he stop you the person who constantly fucked up and let the one who was good to everyone go
So now you are stuck at a crossroad of belief and disbelief
You have somebody who loves you, he seems to take away all the pain of the fucked up life you lived
But how do you trust a world so crazy in the way things happen
How do you let yourself love him back when you have ruined everything you have ever touched
Somehow growing up everything turned to chaos and simplicity deminished
Soon friends turned scarce and you'd be lucky to have one who would stay true
A guy then replaced the love you thought only family could give
"Daddy's little girl" no longer meant anything, to him all your decisions were wrong
You could still count on mom to stand by you as long as you meant the truth
Now that guy dad didnt approve of becomes Mr. Right promising forever
But the road to forever doesnt seem like the easiest journey
The one friend who really did care is gone because your life revolves around an asshole
You cant figure out how this perfect guy turned into an abusive dickhead
You're convinced he will go back to the way he was when you first met cause he is all you have left
Going out and visiting friends and family is no longer an option cause the bruises are to hard to hide
You are living in a prison with the one who cheats, lies and kills your unborn
You try to get away but you cant, you are too far stuck in his trap
Dying seems like your only hope so you try but GOD doesnt agree
For some reason GOD wants you to learn these lessons
So you fight to reach the light at the end of the darkened tunnel you've been traveling
That friend who always cared comes back to hold your hand and help you through
He succeeds, he got you through your worst nightmare and helped but back the pieces of you
You are whole again but still fragile, you know next time it wont take much to break
That best friend convinces you otherwise and keeps building you back up
You never once realize the strength he gave to build you up made him weak
You are strong now, you used him as your crutch to move on and left him lying in a pile of your broken pieces
He cries out for you to return the favor and help him back up but you are to self absorbed to hear
All the signs were there you just didnt see until GOD let him take his life
You cant understand why GOD works the way he does
Why did he stop you the person who constantly fucked up and let the one who was good to everyone go
So now you are stuck at a crossroad of belief and disbelief
You have somebody who loves you, he seems to take away all the pain of the fucked up life you lived
But how do you trust a world so crazy in the way things happen
How do you let yourself love him back when you have ruined everything you have ever touched
