Down the hatch, up the nose.
It's 7pm -- so I really should get everything I need to get done, done. While it still lasts. Because I am going to be useless the next few days.
I have 5mg of suboxone which will hopefully smooth the landing. Although I've been using at least 150mg of oxycodone per day since the 1st. Now I am pretty much out of money and have to wait till I get more money or find a job once again.
I wish I could control my usage... but it never works out that way. I want to try an NA meeting but it really doesn't appeal to me. I know everyone has awful stories about how badly their use of drugs has affected them.
Oh well. If I could get my hands on some pot that would be great. I have 7mg of xanax and all the clonazepam one could want. I have some loperamide. I have alcohol and benadryl and seroquel and flexeril. Maybe that will help with the RLS. Unless my girlfriend threw them away. I told her not to. Oh well.![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
I've been a terrible girlfriend for a long time now so what's the point? I love her so much and I know she loves me but she deserves so much better than me.
Yay withdrawals!
It's 7pm -- so I really should get everything I need to get done, done. While it still lasts. Because I am going to be useless the next few days.
I have 5mg of suboxone which will hopefully smooth the landing. Although I've been using at least 150mg of oxycodone per day since the 1st. Now I am pretty much out of money and have to wait till I get more money or find a job once again.
I wish I could control my usage... but it never works out that way. I want to try an NA meeting but it really doesn't appeal to me. I know everyone has awful stories about how badly their use of drugs has affected them.
Oh well. If I could get my hands on some pot that would be great. I have 7mg of xanax and all the clonazepam one could want. I have some loperamide. I have alcohol and benadryl and seroquel and flexeril. Maybe that will help with the RLS. Unless my girlfriend threw them away. I told her not to. Oh well.
I've been a terrible girlfriend for a long time now so what's the point? I love her so much and I know she loves me but she deserves so much better than me. Yay withdrawals!
