silentcowboy
Bluelighter
Just got back from a 4 day vacation, my plan was to taper for a tolerance drop (i have been working at home with the taper but with limited success). For me it was very easy to take half my doses to stay out of physical withdrawal. The point im trying to make is that i felt a lot less psychologically addicted when on vacation. I thought about it a lot, how i didnt mind taking half my dose and not get a buzz, or if i woke up a little sore (from physical wd) i wouldnt take a big dose, rather i would accept that a little dose will clear everything up. I also think its got a lot to do with boredom, at home i take kratom sometimes just because i am bored, out of town i didnt feel bored at all, didnt over take it, and came back with a lower tolerance
. I guess in a nutshell: if you'd like to taper your DOC, do it out of town if you can, not at home, in a place thats not familiar, and without the anxiety and troubles of everyday life. I dont know why its so much harder to taper here at home, i guess i "justify" it by work and other things. Im sure my tolerance didnt drop too much after 4 days but i can feel the drop when i take a dose, at the moment the buzz seems to last about twice as long as it did when i left (1 1/2 hours vs 45 mins) but i dont expect it to last too long unless i start being better about my doses here at home.
