Killing_time
Bluelighter
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- Oct 22, 2003
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Opening my cupboard this morning a large portion of what had been crammed in there since I moved last year fell out.
This consisted of heaps of books (literally heaps.. 40-odd textbooks ALL OVER MY FLOOR) amoung other things.
Pissed off I abandoned the mess thinking to myself I would clean it later.
Hours passed until a couple of minutes ago when I turned around and, within the mess, saw an old photo of my Mum, my brother-in-law and myself.
I looked at the old snappy, looking at myself at 10 or so, making the photo around ten years old, and realised how i've changed.
I then proceeded to look at my Mum and Bro-in-Law.
Both looked A LOT younger than they do now and I started to think.
Not only am I getting old, something both me and my friends have been trying to come to terms with recently, but so is everyone else around me.
Now i'm worried.
I do not in any way like the inevitablity of those things that occur when we get old.
People we love die, people we love get old, people we love change.
Am I the only one deeply... upset by these things?
I'm only 20 but already i'm dreading those things that WILL occur as I age.
Just a thought.
PEACE
This consisted of heaps of books (literally heaps.. 40-odd textbooks ALL OVER MY FLOOR) amoung other things.
Pissed off I abandoned the mess thinking to myself I would clean it later.
Hours passed until a couple of minutes ago when I turned around and, within the mess, saw an old photo of my Mum, my brother-in-law and myself.
I looked at the old snappy, looking at myself at 10 or so, making the photo around ten years old, and realised how i've changed.
I then proceeded to look at my Mum and Bro-in-Law.
Both looked A LOT younger than they do now and I started to think.
Not only am I getting old, something both me and my friends have been trying to come to terms with recently, but so is everyone else around me.
Now i'm worried.
I do not in any way like the inevitablity of those things that occur when we get old.
People we love die, people we love get old, people we love change.
Am I the only one deeply... upset by these things?
I'm only 20 but already i'm dreading those things that WILL occur as I age.
Just a thought.
PEACE