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The I'm Fucked Megathread: Gobbbad with a Saudi

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night night rlp.

bear, shambles...you know what I mean right?? i mean this isn't all in my haed? you know what i mean with the shapes dont you? and the better world? where im not broken?
 
I need to know it's not just in my head and it's a real escape. please. it's united here and Im full again, the pieces are back together and I'm one. i can't go back to the other world. please tell me this is real. it'so kay if i can't go there and if i just have to have gotten a peak. i just need to know it's real. even if i cant have it. it's there
 
Pagey said:
night night rlp.

bear, shambles...you know what I mean right?? i mean this isn't all in my haed? you know what i mean with the shapes dont you? and the better world? where im not broken?
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Pagey hon, Your not broken, at all. Shambles and I know what your talking about - the better world is simply the same world as yesterday but with your fresh understanding .
 
4 Pagey...

Man was made for joy and woe
Then when this we rightly know
Through the world we safely go.
Joy and woe are woven fine
A clothing for the soul to bind.
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William Blake

<3

Logged in just to post that for you, spinning off Bearlove's point. Enjoy the ride :)
 
thank you mela. that was beautiful...it makes sense now of course but i'll need to incorporate it once i'm in the other world again. thank you <3

Bearlove said:
Pagey hon, Your not broken, at all. Shambles and I know what your talking about - the better world is simply the same world as yesterday but with your fresh understanding .
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nono bearlove i am broken but it's okay. this gives me a chance. i jsut need to know it's there and then i can ue tit to change the world of yesterday, like you said. but i just need to know this other one is here, even if i cant get to it...that way I'll know there's a world where I'm not broken. where i can be good enough. just need to know there's a world where i'm not broken. it HAS to be there.

i'm happy you know what i'm talking about. makes it more real, i'm not just inventing things...you've been there too.
 
Hehe. Nah, I don't think it's just in your head. There is definitely "something" that goes on behind the scenes that you only get glimpses of with psyches. It's just trying to put experience into words that's the issue. It really is just one of those things you either know from personal experience or you don't. or is just so much yoghurt-weaving hippy shit. To be honest I can totally understand how it looks from the outside... But that's the outside. Is just one of those things you have to experience to know cos it just looks fukkin stooopid from outside sometimes. It's just that that kinda stuff is nigh-on impossible to transalte into words so all comes out jumbled. It's kinda like we all get to see this special lil cosmic secret but when you try to bring it back it just fragments and wafts away. Ephemeral, as it were. Just tiny fractal shadows of a very Big Thing indeed that's all kinda ineffable as is the way of such Big Things.

Also, Blake <3
 
Pagey said:
thank you mela. that was beautiful...it makes sense now of course but i'll need to incorporate it once i'm in the other world again. thank you <3



nono bearlove i am broken but it's okay. this gives me a chance. i jsut need to know it's there and then i can ue tit to change the world of yesterday, like you said. but i just need to know this other one is here, even if i cant get to it...that way I'll know there's a world where I'm not broken. where i can be good enough. just need to know there's a world where i'm not broken. it HAS to be there.

i'm happy you know what i'm talking about. makes it more real, i'm not just inventing things...you've been there too.
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We all get broken at one time or another - if we didn't life would be very dull. These times (now) is the glue that eventually puts us together again?
 
Bear is a wise bear indeed ;)<3

And I totally agree. Is what I <3 most about psyches. They just give you a chance to break it all apart and put the pieces back together anew each time. Allways trying to bring pieces of it back. I tend to think this is why they is magic and medicine as well as being mucho fun along the way sometimes =D

Also - get yer bloody wifi sorted :!;)<3
 
Shambles said:
Bear is a wise bear indeed ;)<3

And I totally agree. Is what I <3 most about psyches. They just give you a chance to break it all apart and put the pieces back together anew each time. Allways trying to bring pieces of it back. I tend to think this is why they is magic and medicine as well as being mucho fun along the way sometimes =D

Also - get yer bloody wifi sorted :!;)<3
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TY - and with this I'm going to bed as I am fucked :D (Pagey hon I will PM you my telephone number /contact details - if you want to chat /rant / vent etc just give me a shout)<3
 
yes shambles. you saw it <3

bearlove that's so nice of you, you're a good person. probably not a great idea tonight because I don't think I'm making any sense...Well it all makes perfect sense in my head but I have no idea what's real or not anymore. I'm trying to bring the world into words, the other world, but it's all coming out horribly disconnected. Oh well.
<3 <3 <3
 
Shambles said:
Ha! Well I know what she means anyway :D

Also, LSD - Testing On British Marines (1964). Really is fascinating to see the effect is has on 'em all. Aside from one or two that clearly feel threatened by it it's just fukkin joyous to watch solidier boys climbing trees to feed the birds and shit :D
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sucha beautiful video...they're happy and united...and see he's climbing a tree at the end.

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quality pagey goodness, hope you're still in it my dear <3
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whatever this is, im still in it yes <3 never want ti to end <3
 
Hahahahahahahahha! I kinda suspect the boy Knock has had more than his fair share of visits to that brighter world ;)

In fact I know he has :D<3

Maybe not on aMT (I dunno - you'd have to ask him) but all these kewl lil playthings are just different ways of trying to wrap yer head around whatever the hell that thing is.
 
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