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The I'm Fucked Megathread: FEED ME

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Mate walks into my flat, mate hears about shit that happened last night, mate know's I'm upset today and why, mate puts my favorite song on, turns it up loud gives me a line of K and says 'everyting gonna be okaaaay.' He also says he'll knock my neighbour out for me if the cunt squares up to me again.

I needed to not be sober tonight, mission accomplished.
 
Mailmonkey said:
shit that's bad.

Was the coke any good mate??%)=D

Do you find the total abstinence thing helps for you?

Do you feel mutilated/depressed/disappointed enough to not do the coke again?

Was the coke good enough to make it worth it?

if I was a direct descendent of Sir Thomas Trago I'd spend all day every day in the funfair there and be too happy all day to think of drugs.
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The coke was better than average (still shit though) but not the usual benzocaine crap.

I must admit, the rush was phenomenal, better than crack - much easier to prepare and I think cleaner too.

Less speedy/sketchy and more of a god-like high.


The downsides far outweigh the good though. (don't even ask about the money wasted).

I spent literally hours, (from about 2-8am) standing around, ignoring everyone around me, poking needles into my arm trying to find another vein - with much difficulty thanks to the shaking, dripping blood all over the place and butchering my arms.

Talking of which, my left arm is an absolute mess.

Also ended up sharing needles. :| (something I never imagined I'd do)

I'd like to think I could gain more self respect and quit for good.

Back on the wagon for moi. :)
 
right, 3rd attempt at IM K, the last time did get me somewhere at least and was enjoyable, ust not for long at all. I bravely used a 19G needle 8( and have just finished putting about 120mg in I think.

Shouldl be win, starting to feel the win already =D
 
It's ridiculous isn't it? You pay good money for a drug that's meant to get you fucked up good and proper, and your very body conspires, through "tolerance", to prevent you getting what you want! Something should be done. I keep thinking "ooh I might have overdone the K (I hope!), better leave it now" and half an hour later I'm sitting there, twiddling my thumbs.
 
Yeah i think im gonna have to up the dosage!
Watching a movie called American Graffiti just now. Im pretty sure i seen Harrison Fords name in the opening credits yet still no sign of him?
Although im sure with a big enough line racked up ill be bantering with indiana jones in no time...
 
I've not been to sleep and I'm not going to, I need to reset my sleeping pattern which is all to fuck, and I'm managing my mental state with small doses of O-desmethyltramadol and MPA. I've had enough of getting up at 2 in the afternoon and sleeping at 6 in the morning.
 
knockando said:
I've not been to sleep and I'm not going to, I need to reset my sleeping pattern which is all to fuck, and I'm managing my mental state with small doses of O-desmethyltramadol and MPA. I've had enough of getting up at 2 in the afternoon and sleeping at 6 in the morning.
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shit init , sleeping patterns of any normality have eluded me 4 years.
 
etiz,oxy,dhc or diaz or midaz, what would do the trick to send me to noddyland? want a few hour kip before im awoken
 
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