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The I'm Fucked Megathread: Brown? White? Granary?

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mercy on my soul he does have indeed, woulda got more out of 2 tokes of weed, done fuck all except make me confused, & i was already in a fuckin shit mood, it seems to make me type in rhymes aswel, ahh well, il let the blues & booze take me back down to hell
 
ColourfulKronos said:
mercy on my soul he does have indeed, woulda got more out of 2 tokes of weed, done fuck all except make me confused, & i was already in a fuckin shit mood, it seems to make me type in rhymes aswel, ahh well, il let the blues & booze take me back down to hell
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sounds odd, try a different source... 150mg of mxe should do more than that
 
pontifex01 said:
Do any of you lot come out of a k-hole, and instead of going straight to sleep (as normally happens to me) go slightly mad for a few hours?

I don't get this. I was on K, xanax, AND wine and while i was so fucked i couldn't move i was still perfectly lucid. The lucidity has carried over past the k-stage and now i just feel mildly psychotic (very mildly so) and can't sleep for the life of me, regardless of the potentially life-threatening downer combo.

I'm thinking either I've built up a massive tolerance to xanax (which is unlikely, been doing an average of 1mg a night for roughly a week), or I'm having a paradoxical (for me) reaction to K (normally K knocks me out straight after the hole), or I'm suffering mild opiate WDs which are causing insomnia (which is the worst symptom for me).

I don't know, I can't think straight. Also taking a birds-eye view at my life, drug habits, general dissolution, lack of sense of direction and values which the K afforded me has left me feeling with terribly low self-esteem, and yet helpless. I realise where the fundamental problems in my life lie (lack of sense of direction) yet have no way of fixing this. So I'm stuck in a loop. And while I'm constantly aware of this in day-to-day life, and also aware of the futility of dwelling on my situation, I can't seem to get my mind off "where I'm at" right now.

Did I mention I'm feeling every so slightly psychotic? AAAAARGH. I haven't experienced dysphoria in a good while, can't say I missed it.

2mg alprazolam down the hatch should sort me out. I'm going to copy-paste this into the ket thread on PD to see if anyone has anything interesting to say on the matter.
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i can relate to that. once i was just coming out of a hole after a heroic line and me and my mate decided to try get some sleep but i couldnt sleep at all! we just sat up discussing how much we fucked up. And it felt like id a second pair of eyes sitting about a foot over my head lol. i was told that the k might have been cut with tiletamine which might have something to do with it.
 
quite stoned for the first time in ages, just been on a biscuit raid
 
Not long out of a weird k trip I could see matrix code scrolling up the walls. :o Aint been like that in a while.
 
waiting on my ganja. have been very good the past while. only smoked it about 4 times the past month. i used to be a daily toker for ages but hopefuly my tolerance is way down and i get nice and toasty :)
 
^how's it going Acidtek mate? gone into another dimension yet?

I am feeling nicely opiated after my first dose of o-desmethyltramadol, the real fun begins after the redose in an hour or so, that is when the nod time will be on it's way. Now it is mainly just opiate euphoria and stimulation.
 
That sounds good mugz, just been tidying my room, I'm gonna go into another dimension tonight!
 
Mugz mate do you think dimension travelling is better with a film or with music?
 
I always go for some Jack Bauer action, 24, but that is when I want to enter the Bauer Dimension, lol.

Music I think is better for closing your eyes and going into a dimension of your choice. Some films are a risk and don't mix well with MXE I found, same with some TV shows.
 
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