I was dosing 2.7ml around 3 times a day with a day off per week. I got a bad cold last week so I went 3 days without any and I got sick as fuck. Really bad nausea, anxiety and a feeling of dread. Every time a car/person goes past my house my heart starts to pound.
I guess this means I'm physically addicted, I don't have problems sleeping though so I don't think I have it too bad. I'm now trying to taper off it, I'm only dosing once when I start to feel sick and I'm reducing by 0.5ml each day. Hopefully next week I should be clean.
Does anyone know if the addiction lasts? At the moment I'm bored of it so I really have no desire to take it, I'm only dosing to stop myself being sick. But in a couple of months would I be able to dose again or does the addiction come straight back? I know I can be sensible with it now, I've learnt my lesson but it is a great drug that I wouldn't want to lose.
Thanks for any replies.