There's a difference between Jesus and Christianity. You seem to identify Jesus with Christianity while I see them as two very different things. I don't think much of Christianity, but I do have respect for Jesus. I believe he was a truly enlightened being who brought some of the greatest teachings to Earth, even if there are few of his words left in the Bible now, I think there still are a few that sounds like something he would have said.
But like I said, I believe the major religions are just as much about controlling the population and just assume 50% of it are lies. Then there must also be some truth to it as humans aren't THAT easy to fool, and I think also according to Divine Law. Anyway, I don't encourage anyone to just blindly accept or follow any religion but to question everything and think for yourself.
Also, learn to recognise the things that seem to reoccur in all religions and philosophical systems, and get some sense for the "truth vibration". But of course that is hard if you just reject and refuse to look at anything.