neverwas
Bluelighter
*They say to love someone just once is the greatest feeling in the world. even if you never love again...but can you truely look in the mirror and say you can handle it once ts over? it will be better soon? time heals all wounds...so they say.these couple of paragraphs arent a peom.they arent a story either. its more a description of a section of an all to familiar part of life.*
What do you do when everything you have come to depend on, everything that you rely on crumbles beneath you like a mound of dust in your palms? when you stand before a mirror and you see what you have reduced yourself too. and for what? for whom? you now stand alone. you stare deep into the eyes of the face looking back that is now a starnger to you. it smiles. but that smile is fake. the darkness and loneliness in the depth of those eyes return.
a single tear falls.
the person in the mirror lies to you. it smiles again as if the world is going well. your heart aches as you search for that security and that longingness you had come to depend on. the feeling you had where no matter where you were, no matter what happened the person in the mirror would be there for you. to count on. rely on. depend on. betrayed and hurt. now you stare blankely. not knowing what to do, where to turn. realising you are now alone.
the person in the mirror walks away. leaves you. loneliness creeps back in round you.
how do you survive?
What do you do when everything you have come to depend on, everything that you rely on crumbles beneath you like a mound of dust in your palms? when you stand before a mirror and you see what you have reduced yourself too. and for what? for whom? you now stand alone. you stare deep into the eyes of the face looking back that is now a starnger to you. it smiles. but that smile is fake. the darkness and loneliness in the depth of those eyes return.
a single tear falls.
the person in the mirror lies to you. it smiles again as if the world is going well. your heart aches as you search for that security and that longingness you had come to depend on. the feeling you had where no matter where you were, no matter what happened the person in the mirror would be there for you. to count on. rely on. depend on. betrayed and hurt. now you stare blankely. not knowing what to do, where to turn. realising you are now alone.
the person in the mirror walks away. leaves you. loneliness creeps back in round you.
how do you survive?
