The end!

[The Forsaken]

I am hurt.
The pain burns deep inside my chest.
What shall I do?
How should I react?
I hope for her everyday but she does not give a damn.
I hope for it every night and she does not give.
I fell into this lonely hole.
Cold, wet, and dirty.
I fell into this woman.
Cold, wet, and dirty.
I am a hopeless romantic.
I am a sucker that is sucked into every beautiful idea.
I am ashamed to be who I am.
I step forward every day, and when I awake I am at the begining.
I fall asleep and awaken in my dreams.
I fall asleep and cry in my private reality.
This pain is unbearable.
This pain is killing me.
This pain is devouring my love.
This pain is becoming more numb but hurting more than life itself.
I had to vent, this is helping me, sorry for all the darkness!!
Life has more light than darkness, all you have to do is open your eyes!!

)))HUGS(((((

[This message has been edited by smileEs (edited 22 October 2000).]
[This message has been edited by smileEs (edited 22 October 2000).]

 

[Mr. Horse]

know how you feel buddy, know exactly how you feel. All I can offer is my smypathy and some *hugs*
take care, and "dont let the man get ya down"
Horse