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The EADD Mental Health Support Thread

Bath definitely has a unique vibe. Round my way it's all the same whichever city you visit. Same look, same feel, same shops, same architecture. :\
 
I bet massive attack would be more than tolerable in a small venue like Bath not sure id want to see a big band there though. Mind you, brimz, Bath seems to get bigger every time i visit.

What are the teachers doing for TTC now then?

Precious little vibe here too curious. :( Got to travel for anthing rousing.
 
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its not v brave dan. cowards way out.


There i said it.


NSFW:
suicide is cowards way out.suicide is cowards way out.suicide is cowards way out.suicide is cowards way out.suicide is cowards way out.suicide is cowards way out.etc times about 40.. you might want to spread the smacking about a bit and maybe finish off with a fling to the floor

lol <3
 
yeah its a beaut dan.

I dont know if its as much pretense though, not acknowledging my godliness, more trepidation. Its a theological hot cake in judeo christian faiths. Satan, adam and eve got in serious trouble there. But the bible does actually assert in several places that we are gods/one with God etc ...at some point you have to dare ( or i do) to push through that and start roaring properly while also retaining your bleat... which seems to take nothing less than a marriage of heaven and hell, illogical, impossible but crucial.

Actually it seems like you admitting to God (most high ..to me) that you dont want the job of God or judge that he starts giving you nice jobs.

( Like the work i do for the community)
 
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@dan, then rule of thumb I was advised was that if such symptoms of depression continued for 2 weeks straight you should seek medical attention. Clearly if you feel you may actually attempt suicide you need to get yourself help straight away.

Many see to think that when people talk of suicidal thoughts and ideation that the only thing to be understood from that is that they may kill themselves, logical but IMHO not really the case.

Thoughts of suicide are symptoms of depression and other mental health conditons, a large proportion of people who suffer depression experience such thoughts in some form, anyone who has filled out an assessment form will know the question about how often you think about these things.

The brigade that use phrases like 'cry for help' or indeed the 'cry for attention' show a very superficial understanding of a symptom that has so many possible causes and can indicate such a variety if other problems that they would be much better served in just saying nothing.

I go through periods of suicidal ideation and disregarding the possibility I carried it through it is a very upsetting place to be, I urge anyone suffering such thoughs to seek help, the Samaritans are always there (08457 90 90 90) if you just want to talk to someone who isn't going to freak out when you tell them how you feel.

Best Wishes to all<3
 
i aint even sure why i typed all that stuff. having a moment of reflection. spilling emotional stuff aint my sort of thing
 
nah i feel fine-ish, no comedown... yet. those reflections were from 2011 ish, dark times, a lot more happy, calm and content these days. all about the peace and love
 
That's the only soap I'm into actually...

well I'm not into any, so nyah ;p ... Me Ma got by on Emmo, Doctors, Holby n Waterloo Road, but I can't be arsed with normal telly usually tbh.
Weirdly, when my Ma was struggling to breathe and on the day before she died, one of her main concerns was about wanting to find out about the end of a plotline on Doctors, and wandering what the conclusion was. Eh, fuck me, I'll probably start watching the fucking show now, just cos it makes me so fucking sad thinking about it now as I'm typing this. Meh :(

Anyway, re: daily plodding ..

As I mentioned, I don't watch soaps either but there's daily (decent) yank TV DLs, they're a good un to plod on with when you can't muster the motivation to care about owt, they're very much my thing and a survival tool, and no fucking ads either.

-Walking Dead on Mondays (as well as about 5 others)
-Sons of Anarchy on Tuesdays (as well as 4 more passables etc etc)

It all counts towards plodding on.

It doesn't help with the underlying reasons, I know that, but it can help with generating reasons to plod on and pass the time in a more positive way than just dwelling on the shit that makes you miserable, until you can find a better headspace. And if you find yourself in a place where you can never seem to find a better headspace then there's still the above. Or people here, or getting pleasure out of helping someone out or summat. There's always something to keep the plodding continuous.

Plodding sucks, but it's better than no plodding at all and feeling like having no alternative but to end things.
 
OK the thread is re-opened. This thread is for:

  • expressing your misery, or rejoicing in your new-found sanity.
  • requesting support
  • providing support and succour, and sharing in the happiness of those who feel they have recovered.

If you have anything to say about your, or another's, mental health or emotional well-being, or the theoretical topics of mental health, depression etc. that does not fit in that list, then take it to the Mental Health Discussion Thread. Offenders WILL be prosecuted :D

Brimz, please could you visit the EADD Metathread. Your input on how to tidy this thread up would be appreciated, as you started the thread. Also, anyone else with any thoughts on the matter is of course welcome to comment there too.
 
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What is thread about, our mental health ye? Anyway man im feeling shite, nick is going down
 
wtf I refresh the page then suddenly im another place?!

man knock I can't go on much more man. my mind/my life it is so fuckin twisted. Im done man, Im fuckin people up I love and they don't even know it. Im such a fuckin idiot
 
wtf I refresh the page then suddenly im another place?!

man knock I can't go on much more man. my mind/my life it is so fuckin twisted. Im done man, Im fuckin people up I love and they don't even know it. Im such a fuckin idiot

A lot of us have felt like that. You have a psychiatric diagnosis, don't you? In what way are you fucking people up that they don't know?
 
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