Did you taper down as low as possible before 'jumping' Kota? If not, you could be making things more difficult for yourself than needs be. My apologies if you already know this.
I have a dual w/d to get through. The kratom part im gonna taper down whilst working, somehow it makes it more bearable knowing that at least im getting paid for feeling crap and gradually weening myself off. Plus im forced to wait 4-5 hours between doses where i can get away for a top-up.
Same goes for getting off diclazepam. That was going fantastically well compared to what i was expecting, in that i had got down to 3.3mg (+1-2mg of pyraz occasionally as and when felt as if needed) and was still able to feel the hit off it until this last weekend, when i unwisely popped loads to come down from a stim binge which has raised my tolerance and now i cant feel the 3.3mg, but i can still get to sleep and am not feeling overly anxious or twitchy or paranoid or anything like that atall. Im gonna be taking this nice and easy, perhaps reducing by 0.2 or 0.1 every week. Depending how it goes.
Perhaps i shouldnt have posted in this thread until 1-3 months away, when i might be off everything, for the first time in several years. Im listening to Antony Kiedis's life story atm, and he has a hell of a lot to say about drugs, bingeing, and quitting. On one of his quits he was under medical supervision and tranquilised for several days while he kicked heroin, he was only woken for meals and then put straight back to sleep. That's the easiest way of getting off heroin I've ever heard of. Why doesnt everyone who can afford it just do it that way i wonder
Out of the many many kicks that he did he did the vast majority of them the hard way though. And he didnt make a big deal out of any of them. Tough mother fucker so he is, though he did have youth on his side for a lot of his cold turkeys.
Perhaps when i have days off work i wont take any kratom, codeine or dhc atall, not sure if that will make much difference to speeding up the process of lowering my tolerance.
