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The EADD I'm Fucked Thread V. Noxious vapours and fanny batter

Some combo of tiredness, booze, underdosed K, mood of the club, music played, and possibly a dodgy patch of 3 mean I spent most of the night glued to a sofa. Ah well, was still pleasant, though I want a proper hit of K when I get home, to make up for getting crap all while out.
 
SquidInSunglasses said:
Some combo of tiredness, booze, underdosed K, mood of the club, music played, and possibly a dodgy patch of 3 mean I spent most of the night glued to a sofa. Ah well, was still pleasant, though I want a proper hit of K when I get home, to make up for getting crap all while out.
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Buy yourself a snorting bullet..it will make your life much easier when clubbing.
 
Sloth - A Definition

DISCLAIMER - THIS IS TO ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES A TRIP REPORT SO PLEASE DO NOT CRITICISE FOR ANY OBVIOUS PRACTICES THAT DO NOT MINIMISE HARM OR RISK

Didnt leave myself enough weed for the w/e, about 1.5 grams and Im broke.

Friday morning - i manage to raise £40 but my dad only has an hour free before lunch to take me into Wolverhampton if I want some ganja for the w/e. Cant get a single person to answer, so I just thought 'fuck it' and rang a heroin dealer instead. Lots for good things for sale in Wolverhampton now but very expensive - street shotters still selling half point bags for a fiver each as standard. I speak to the fella who agrees to sell me 9 of these for my £40 (0.45g).

More than enough though now my tolerance is down a bit. Despite only having my methadone at 9am, I only managed to hold on untill the R5Live film show at 14.00 then I threw one of the bags onto a plate and smoked about 5 lines which didn't reveal any surprises as I was confident I recognised the gear. Adequately strong but without being stupid potent, I shot a second bag which was fairly lovely, the rush smashing me so hard I was rolling around the bed giggling and speaking in tougues and coming out with other rubbish. I threw a second bag onto the plate I had already started, and as soon as the madness subsided I started to nod, topping myself up with a few lines every time I threatened to come to. I smoked another 3 bags over the next 9 hours or so, deciding to get my head down properly for a bit at around 3.00am. By 7.30 I was awake again, so, with 3 bags left I decided to shoot one and smoke the other two which naturally sent me back nodways, with my Saturday morning gauche probably representing the first lie in I have had in 2 years (Im usually up by 5 at the latest). By 9.30 I was awake but still really mashed from the gear.

This then allowed me to toddle over to the chemist for my Saturday supervised dose and to fetch my sunday takehome. As hoped, the methadone started to kick in before the gear wore fully off, chain - linking the two bouts of morpheous ecstasy into one. By 10.30, I was fully nodded out again, and as soon as the main methadone buzz started to wean then I gave myself a final 6 hour extension by taking a further 60mls of juice at about 3.00, rekindling the joy and renewing the nod until about 8.30pm.

I know how stressed out my life can be but Im sorry to admit that in my world a 31 hour continuous bout of opiation is like manna from heaven, especially as my use is becoming the exception rather than the rule as my methadone reduces. I know I will have to stop this completely if I want as smooth a detox as possible but I have my eye on 50mls - as soon as I get that low I will commit to my final smoke after which I will concentrate on my reduction and pre-rehab group therapy sessions which are due to start in April.

In the meantime I have to say that Im fairly impressed with the last 2 days - a 31 hour nod is pretty good going and as it finally evaporated from my brain yesterday evening. I decided to get up for a bit and watch a film ('The Game' by fincher). Prior to starting the film 80mgs of flubromazepam witha cup of tea made sure that I would still maintain my sleep pattern despite spending the previous day and a half semi - conscious, waking at 6 this morning, feeling reasonably relaxed, ready for my morning Ps4 morning session consisting of a round of Rory McIlroy PGA Tour and a match of Fifa - my 2 morning eye openers.

And although Ive pinched a couple of little bongs here and there, I still have about a gram of weed to smoke today. Come tomorrow, I have a drug free week starting due to lack of money although at leasr with the amount of f-PAM sloshing around inside me I cant see myself needing any more benzos until Friday at the earliest.

Thats my post. I hope it was to general satisfaction.
 
Yes I do. I cant see how this makes any difference to the plans I have to change my behaviour, I wont be able to use come the end April so why should I spend my non life sitting here like a monk? You really dont half contradict yourself when it comes to your attitudes towards total treatment compliance. Why exactly were you prescribed Subutex - you havn't exactly taken it as prescribed all of the time (you have reported snorting your medication and giving them away to people who are not prescribed the drug)

And exactly why are you taking them? You do not ever seem to discuss reducing the dose in order to head towards a detox, so are you just taking them as a maintenance treatment due to your prior codeine dependence as you could not face coming off opiates? Theres nothing wrong with this, and your continuing maintenance treatment suggests that you are not ready to come off them yet.

But if this is the case, what gives you the right to criticise how other people face their disengagement from opiates? I already have a long term plan which is already in motion to get myself completely free, have you? The day is coming soon when I will have to say 'this is the last gear I can ever afford to use' after which I will have to stick to my methadone reduction through to the end, but what right have you to comment on when I will be ready to face that day, or how I insulate myself from a very stressful homelife in the meantime?

I wish you would use whatever in your head passes for a brain before you post, and think about your own past approaches to your own drug use and for once in your narrow minded life, try and think about things from other people perspectives.

You really will never get it will you? I don't condone any of the behavior I displayed this weekend, but I'm not apologising for any of it either.
 
steewith2ees said:
Yes I do. I cant see how this makes any difference to the plans I have to change my behaviour, I wont be able to use come the end April so why should I spend my non life sitting here like a monk? You really dont half contradict yourself when it comes to your attitudes towards total treatment compliance. Why exactly were you prescribed Subutex - you havn't exactly taken it as prescribed all of the time (you have reported snorting your medication and giving them away to people who are not prescribed the drug)

And exactly why are you taking them? You do not ever seem to discuss reducing the dose in order to head towards a detox, so are you just taking them as a maintenance treatment due to your prior codeine dependence as you could not face coming off opiates? Theres nothing wrong with this, and your continuing maintenance treatment suggests that you are not ready to come off them yet.

But if this is the case, what gives you the right to criticise how other people face their disengagement from opiates? I already have a long term plan which is already in motion to get myself completely free, have you? The day is coming soon when I will have to say 'this is the last gear I can ever afford to use' after which I will have to stick to my methadone reduction through to the end, but what right have you to comment on when I will be ready to face that day, or how I insulate myself from a very stressful homelife in the meantime?

I wish you would use whatever in your head passes for a brain before you post, and think about your own past approaches to your own drug use and for once in your narrow minded life, try and think about things from other people perspectives.

You really will never get it will you? I don't condone any of the behavior I displayed this weekend, but I'm not apologising for any of it either.
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VERY well said Stee, you don't have to justify yourself to anyone, let alone someone so hypocritical it actually hurts...

I wish she could comprehend what you just wrote


As for your situation, Enjoy it mate, Hope you had a blast
 
i'd post em pics of smack again if i could. in fact i will with my next gram or sizeable oxycontin 40-80 mg script (usually in the triple digits), stay tuned.

for now i'm pretty nodacious still on taht gram i posted here yesterday. it some strong shit.

i'm thinking bout subs on the maybe at some point, possibly. or done.
 
Slept till 6 recovering from the past 2 days. Feeling mostly fine now, although that 50 mg of ket at 4 AM last night was definitely a poor decision. Might take the week off from anything stronger than weed and caffeine for recovery, we'll see how I feel after today as I am still a bit dead currently.
 
The best hits are the ones that heat the blood to boiling point and replace the visual field with ethereal white light... Daaaamnnnn. 8(
 
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