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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - We don't even know what month it is...

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But getting ready is efforttt. I wish I was a bloke sometimes, all you need to do is shave, put some decent clothes and aftershave on and you're sorted. I could go in my pyjamas I suppose, start a new trend ;) I haven't been out for like 2 months cos of exams so I feel like I should. I've been a bit careless with money recently which is unlike me but fuck it, I worked out the other day that I've got more than I thought to last me over the summer so I can afford it. Going home soon too so won't have to buy my own food and stuff anymore which is a big bonus - not that my food bills have been huge recently with all the stims :P
 
But getting ready is efforttt. I wish I was a bloke sometimes, all you need to do is shave, put some decent clothes and aftershave on and you're sorted.
lol. You've not seen me on a night out. Jeans, vest top, basically rave pyjamas. Laziness is highly recommended. ;)
 
Could you fund an actual opi habit? An illicit opi habit? I kinda doubt it to be honest. People maintain on methadone and/or bupe cos it is not possible nor even remotely feasible to fund life addicted to other opies (codeine aside maybe). Do you have £100/day or so to spend? If not stick with scripted opies cos the rest cost a fortune. In more ways than one.

I wish I could stick with script but doubt my key worker would let me lol. She already drops hints at me to reduce... and when I asked to reduce from 12mg to 10mg, she was over the moon n kept saying how I've been through so much n well done etc. Geeze it was only a codeine addiction ffs! I've been taking 8 mg subs the last week.

Evey
 
Ahh but the thing is, even minor effort (straightening/curling hair unless by some miracle it is naturally looking good, makeup, shaving entire body) takes a good 30 minutes to an hour. I'm not one for piling on the makeup, I find eye makeup annoying as fuck especially when I'm high so generally don't bother, barely need any foundation because I've got good skin so I'm always the first girl ready haha, it always ends up me and the boys drinking while the other girls mess around gossiping and picking outfits. I think spending ages getting ready is pointless mainly because it takes away from good old getting-absolutely-fucked pre drinks time (and I love me a good drinking game). Plus if a girl can't make herself look better in half an hour then she isn't going to manage it at all imo so it's doubly pointless :P
 
^ I won't pretend to know. I have seen the made-up look at 5am... it does not look so good all of a sudden. Given the nature of the type of drugs that keep a person up and shaking a tailfeather to that time of day I'd suggest "natural" in the broadest sense works best. A large part of the attraction of such things is the truth of person and personality that shines through. The more buried it is the nastier it looks.

I wish I could stick with script but doubt my key worker would let me lol. She already drops hints at me to reduce... and when I asked to reduce from 12mg to 10mg, she was over the moon n kept saying how I've been through so much n well done etc. Geeze it was only a codeine addiction ffs! I've been taking 8 mg subs the last week.

Evey

Then speak to your keyworker. The whole point of opioid maintenance is to maintain on prescribed opies to avoid the mess that lies outside of that. If you don't intend to stick with the plan you signed up to then fuck it off and go score a bag o' smack. It really is that simple.
 
Ahh but the thing is, even minor effort (straightening/curling hair unless by some miracle it is naturally looking good, makeup, shaving entire body) takes a good 30 minutes to an hour. I'm not one for piling on the makeup, I find eye makeup annoying as fuck especially when I'm high so generally don't bother, barely need any foundation because I've got good skin so I'm always the first girl ready haha, it always ends up me and the boys drinking while the other girls mess around gossiping and picking outfits. I think spending ages getting ready is pointless mainly because it takes away from good old getting-absolutely-fucked pre drinks time (and I love me a good drinking game). Plus if a girl can't make herself look better in half an hour then she isn't going to manage it at all imo so it's doubly pointless :P

Show us a pic ;) ;p
 
yes that's good advice being a moderator n all. Talk to me when you're sober.
If you know you're snappy after a drink why come on the forum when you drink? Especially as you're a moderator now!

You can't "just stay on script nowadays" it's not that simple.

I'm not continuing this conversation with you now as I'm likely to have my head bitten off.

Night everyone :)

Evey
 
All good things come to those who wait! Not ever going to post a pic publicly, way too paranoid about being recognised plus as I want to be a criminal defence solicitor so I don't want to risk fucking my future career. Basically if you want a pic you'll have to get to know me a bit better ;)
 
You can't "just stay on script nowadays" it's not that simple.

No it's not. It's still completely open to abuse though. Honesty is the one option no longer allowed under the present system. Either take the piss and reap the rewards or delve deep and show 'em what a mess looks like. There is no middle ground anymore. Welcome to HR in the real world.

All good things come to those who wait! Not ever going to post a pic publicly, way too paranoid about being recognised plus as I want to be a criminal defence solicitor so I don't want to risk fucking my future career. Basically if you want a pic you'll have to get to know me a bit better ;)

"Tits first, I ain't no slut!"

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Oh i will... hope i can actually get up tomorrow, i need to go be social with people that i'll be living with in September.

Also i keep randomly laughing, not sure if cocaine or going crazy (crazier?). My flatmates must be wondering what the hell im doing hahha
 
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