I have been fucked with a rather off colour mood for a few weeks. It happens to everyone occasionally, right ? It got to the point where i re-ordered pentedrone for the 2nd time in as many weeks as i enjoyed the first gram so much. 'Knowing' full well that it was a bad idea if my mood was already low.
I was fully expecting to feel even worse after the 2nd pentedrone allnighter and comedown. Bizzarely, and inexplicabbly, the exact opposite has happened. It has perked me right the fuck up. Fuck knows why, it should have further depleted all my feel good brain chemicals but nope something has clicked back into place and i feel fine again.
Pentedrone is very underrated and overlooked imo, WAY better than nealy all the post ban 'meph' stuff i have tried. It is also not so rough on the heart but it is extremely fiendish. On both occasions i binged through the whole gram in a relatively short space of time, less than 12 hours for the 2nd gram. Has anyone tried vapeing this stuff? I know its bound to be extremely unhealthy for the lungs, and snorting works just fine, so if i do re-order i should probably stick to that.
This could be relatively good news, as im struggling to fill the void left by quitting opis, and i could not sustain a daily stimulant habit, perhaps this is the kind of substance i could semi sensibly stick to occasional recreational use without ever standing a chance of becoming addicted to it. I dont have the stamina to take more than one allnighter and not being able to eat for 24 hours anymore. I was cheating a bit by using kratom for the comedown and i felt absolutely fine for the whole of the next day, despite not having slept or eaten. Obviously things will be different when i take kratom out of the equation. That will mean just etiz to deal with the comedown. Its not strong enough to overpower pentedrone, or my tolerance to the hypnotic effects has blown out, probably a bit of both. I spose if i do want to sleep next time i get some Pent then i could pop a couple of diphenhydramines.