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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread v. To get drugged, or to not get drugged.

Fucked... not in a good way. Can't even find the words - I think one of the larger vendors is offloading stock of soon to be banned chems in the classiest/most dangerous way possible: by selling them as something else entirely. MPA has never felt so odd: duration approaching 16 hours, weird dissociative-esque headspace (do I exist? Does the Universe exist? "I am a machine", my atoms are connected to every other atom in the Universe - I am infinite, I am the Universe), massive gurning, 2-3hr come-up with significant G.I. distress, mongy sedation for first 2 hours, tunnel vision with distortions in periphery.

Odd. Amnetic. Dark psychedelic feeling.
 
sounds horrible. id also vote for some dissasociative, but its only guesswork. guess you either throw it directly or send some for testing. don forget to report that vendor on the safe or scam site, or report in in the appropriate mpa thread too...
 
foolsgold said:
5 grams of mdpv in my shopping cart ? y/n 2 grams of mxe as well and 130 mg sample of 5--mapb demon on one shoulder devil on the other
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WTF you <3

Why so much, what's wrong with "just" mxe? I mg is more than enough. You don't need much, less is more and all that jazz.

On yeh go, empty the cart and fill it back up moderately <3

Why else are we here on BL - harm reduction eh. That and its not good for you!
 
Thought you were gonna sort yourself out foolsgold. Back to square one again it sounds like
 
Just about approaching sober - had to resort to using 25mg Librium and 250mg of Codeine.
I can barely even comprehend the experience, my body feels like a car crash, my brain feels fried. Still finding it difficult to elucidate so apologies.

My memory is slipping quickly so I want to detail the important things while I can.

Dose: 150mg total (50mg bomb first, wasn't stimulating, opposite if anything, so added another at 1hr in, another at 2hr in). Felt 'removed' but chatty, comedy was hilarious, sound distortion developed rapidly until every sound became offensively loud and warped. Realised that this wasn't normal but couldn't comprehend anything further ('this is not right'.... but no further expansion), felt like my body was an 'extra'; only my mind existed, massive thought acceleration which became deeper and deeper until it reached the whole 'questioning the fabric of reality' stage - feeling like a 4th dimensional entity looking at the 3rd dimensional Universe fall away to reveal the 2nd and 1st dimensions (I can't explain properly it as language doesn't seem to suffice). The '1st dimension' consisted of nothing more than the fundamental principles of the Universe; Time, Gravity, Entropy, Enthalpy and, worryingly, Chaos. The 2nd included Light and Darkness, Existence and Emptiness, Heat and Cold.
Then, suddenly, I'd 'come back to reality', so to speak, and realise I'd been slumped in ridiculous positions. I attempted to calculate how long I'd been in 'Hyperspace' but found the concept of time so alien and confusing, a worthless, baseless construct as time did not exist.
I continued to jump between Hyperspace and warped reality, trying to comprehend the very nature of the constructs of the 1st Dimension - I never reached the 'Universal Truth/Answer' that I was convinced would 'unlock the Universe'. An entity in the form of a white orb/light attempted to guide me until I/my Ego shattered into an undetermined amount of entities, each operating in a different dimension of thought. Once I became 'me' again and saw the real world, I realised my entire body was contorted to such a degree I must have resembled a gymnastic Hentai fan's fantasy. Sweat soaked and confused: I sat up, I was in my bedroom, but every object had a sinister look to it, a menacing anthropomorphosised demeanour. I lay in bed, fearful, broken, amazed, bewildered, and confused for around 2 hours until it hit me that I had supposedly taken MPA.

EDIT: I must add: this reads like an enjoyable, 'spiritual' experience - it was not.
Every second was tainted by complete fear and confusion. Resting BPM at 1.5hr was 134, I don't even want to imagine how high it went at the peak. Blood pressure spiked to the point my entire body was vibrating. Severe vasoconstriction that turned not just my knees purple, but every joint in my body. Along with numbness developing in the extremeties that I am so glad I noticed during one of the brief periods of normalcy.

I have never experienced anything like it.
~18 hours of main effects, I feel poisoned even now more than 24 hours after dosing.
Worse than even the most brutal serotonergic comedown, almost every muscle feels torn, particularly in the torso, every joint aches, my head is pounding. Food is impossible, water is a struggle.

I can't think of a single dissociative with such a long duration, though I am well aware of 2 psychedelics that match the duration - conveniently, one of which is very soon to be illegal and possessing MAOI activity.

I consider myself lucky I am able to write this post; this could have ended so much worse.
I tried to phone the Emergency services myself but was far too inebriated to work the phone.
 
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Sounds an awe inspiring experience but not something you want if the aim is to get a bit stimmed up. Does sound like some sort of dissociative.
 
Edited the above post with more details.

This is the from the same vendor that sold the aMT that landed Pagey in hospital. The same vendor that sold a toxic combo as NM-2AI a few weeks back. Also implicated in both the 5-IT and 4,4-DMAR fiascos.

Please: anyone in possession of 'MPA' - be fucking careful.
 
So you were sold this stuff as MPA Sprout ? clearly it wasnt, have you been able to let the vendor know as yet ?
 
I've had the same poisoned-like aftereffects from dodgy batches of ketamine earlier this year. Similar darkening at the joints that looked like both vasoconstriction and dehydration. I don't trust these new NMDA antagonists (diphinide etc) for one bit.

Thanks for the write up. I'd advice you to give it its place, making sure your health is OK through refuel & rest is #1, then don't file this experience away carelessly but don't overthink it either. :\
 
The vasoconstriction is not really typical of a dissasociative is it?.... Also a dose that high... Nmm, perhaps a bk2cb but it doesnt have the flavor of that... Sorry about your horrible experiemce sprout... :(
 
Sixpack of Tuborg christmas beers, 2 mg dicla & over 1000mg Lyrica. Oh fuck im going to get FUCKED
 
Nick man pls don't go over 600mg of Lyrica, I used to ignore that limit as well but nearly found out the hard way (I was taking 900mg) that it's not good for your kidneys at all. I don't have the websites ready but I have read about bad bad renal issues after >600mg use. I know tolerance is a pain with this stuff :(
 
Thanks for your advice lurching, But I have been up to over 1200mg before and went fine, the only problem here today is that I have drank those beers + sum benzos in the mix. But Im sure it will end good. Lucky my bed is close. <3 + Im on Lyrica in daily (300mg) so got sum tolerance.
 
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Yeah you'll be fine if you do it once or twice but your kidneys do get a nasty hit. And that's completely aside from the risk of mixing it with benzos and alcohol. I'll drag up the articles another time but that 600mg limit is really not just some arbitrary line
 
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