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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread v. To get drugged, or to not get drugged.

Don't want to sound argumentative Englandgz but in the context of bluelight and in the context of EEAD and in the context of this an internet drug forum it is imo unnecessary drama and if I am going to be a complete pedantic cunt...it's in the wrong thread too....gibberings is over thata way somewhere...

..and some of it is repetitive subject which ensues this 'drama' also the same misunderstandings again and again.

Today I want to get so fucking high I can't remember my name-self medication-feeling unusually rock bottom, bolshy and just not in the fucking mood....

Have I seen drama and know real context before I am questioned..yes Englandz..I was one of the poor cunts riding in the back of an ambulance most days with the possibility of making the decision to sign the pink papers............
 
The EADD is fucked Megathread.

Hiya darlings. Postcard is on the way Mrs.

Y'all can get back to bickering now. I'm off for a walk in the sunshine.
 
StoneHappyMonday said:
The EADD is fucked Megathread.

Hiya darlings. Postcard is on the way Mrs.

Y'all can get back to bickering now. I'm off for a walk in the sunshine.
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No one's bickering at mo, SHM <3 but lovely to have you drop in on us. I'll go catch up on your blog sometime. I'm well jealous :)

Stay safe, SHM, n be happy. You deserve to be happy n enjoy your holiday.

Evey
 
Booze, mepth, xanax, arguements, Zapain, fags and repeat. Strange city, strange hotel..strange night.

SHM I shall look forward to it..hopefully you found the strangest and or kitsch-est one available?

I am off to try and stick my life together with bits of bluetac, gaffa tape, evo and sticky back plastic...a temporary fucking fix would do..just a few hours of respite ..
 
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Caught drink driving... well I think it's around £6000.. might be more haha ( crying )

Could have been worse.. they could have found 4 pills and 3g of mushrooms on me... but I had to " hide " it while in the back of the cop car
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Lol fucking ell mate

stoopidlies said:
Honestly I think you need rattled out of your brains, It might sort you out.. then again you'd probably come on here and tell us shudder.

Why don't you and rassy form a cult?
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I agree. rattling and a toot of DMT

inflorescence said:
Booze, mepth, xanax, arguements, Zapain, fags and repeat. Strange city, strange hotel..strange night.

SHM I shall look forward to it..hopefully you found the strangest and or kitsch-est one available?

I am off to try and stick my life together with bits of bluetac, gaffa tape, evo and sticky back plastic...a temporary fucking fix would do..just a few hours of respite ..
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Haha so much for having a break from all of that debauchery for a lil while :p
 
Aplogies to all, for playing my part in adding to the bickering and negativity in general but specifically last night, but it has been an unresolved issue over the last few weeks infact. Thats definately not what i want to be known for on here. I know that talk is cheap, and action speaks louder than words, or in this case inaction on the bickering front is the desired behaviour. I know i can do better than this, this is the first time since i joined in Feb 2011 that ive allowed myslefto become embroiled in some long drawn out tedious squabbling. Im jst goona have to put it down to "irrecocilable diffrenes" i think, and leave it at that.

Ive often crticized others for bringng the mood of the forum down with these "spats" and im currently not doing any better than anyone else ive criticised for the same thing in the past. And if theres one thing i cant abide is hypocrites, and i dont intend to start allowing hypocricy to be another flawed behaviour, its easy to avoid, it just requires vigilance. If i want and hope for others to avoid bickering then im not certanly doing myslef any favours recently. so id better start keeping 'my own house in order' on the sqabbling front, or I'll never have credibilty to back myslef up next time i get annoyed by someone elses squabbling.

I do think this is the first time that ive fallen out with someone whilst not out of my tree on Phenazepam, and not been able to either draw a line under it, setlle things amicabbly, or as a last resort just ignoring the person i cant get on with. Sorry for letting the side down, i can see that it makes people just as irritated, if not even more irritated than it made me. And i welcome that people havent held back in expressing their annoyance. Feedback can be incredbly helpful when we can easily act on it. Besides, it seems to me that there are seldom any "winners or loosers" in these spats, it just makes both parties involved look and sound like pathetic loosers, trying to score cheap points off one another.
 
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I after two pipes of v powerful crack took 3 10mg diazapam and now enjoying a €15 bag of strong heroin.
Xanax and diaz in my pocket
'told ya id make it ma top of the world'
~james cagney - white heat (1949)
 
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I wasn't bickering with you though, MDB. I was trying to help you but just didnt think the soft approach was working. You said yourself that certain members on here gave you tough love n that it helped you. So i thought that's what I'd do in this instance. I'm not responsible for other members ganging up on me n bullying me then turning round n saying "she's causing drama on all the threads."

If you'd like to discuss this matter further i'm on Facebook or PM. But I will no longer do it when there's a lot of people against me - when my intention was actually out of compassion n concern for you.

Evey
 
ColtDan said:
You've got no need to apologise, MDB
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Absolutely THIS.

Some people make it impossible not to get involved in their squabbling unless you completely ignore them. Which can work and does work, but can be very, very difficult when the individual in question is particularly determined.

It's no stain on your character that you unfortunately have to deal with imbeciles from time to time.
 
Eveleivibe said:
I wasn't bickering with you though, MDB. I was trying to help you but just didnt think the soft approach was working. You said yourself that certain members on here gave you tough love n that it helped you. So i thought that's what I'd do in this instance. I'm not responsible for other members ganging up on me n bullying me then turning round n saying "she's causing drama on all the threads."

If you'd like to discuss this matter further i'm on Facebook or PM. But I will no longer do it when there's a lot of people against me - when my intention was actually out of compassion n concern for you.

Evey
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I realise that you meant well, its just unfutunate given our recent history that such an approach is unlikley to be suucessful. Its like when people at work who have fallen out, then try "banter" to get things back on track. It never works because there is already a bit of tension, or w/e word youd prefer to use, so the banter is never recived as a joke, it it is received as an in insult. This is a poor example of not particularly good point that im trying to mkae. The tough love approach is never going to be well recived or accepted unless both parties are currently on very good terms. Even then it can sometims takeme several days to realise and acknowledge that the other person was right. I think its fair to say that we can both be 'difficult'or challenging pople to deal with. 2 such people are unlikley o be able t help each other much,if atall, especially if they dont really get what makes the othr bhave the way they do.

Anyway i shouldnt say anymore, it may sound drastic, biut i think its for the best if we dont speak to each other atall, all the signs are there tht this relatinship has deterioarted to beyond breaking point and has comletely broken down. We jsut dont understad each other, its as simple asthat, We've both tried, with good intentions i think at the ouset, to try to patch things up, but all these attempts have endedup with further bikerings. I think the relationship is truly broken, and its beyond me to fix it.
 
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Anywy back on the topic of the threadtopic, Boy oh boy, does Cimetidine/Tagamet work well to potentiate ODT, far better than white GF juice, just no comparison atall in the efficacy. Coupled with no sleep again last night, im fighting hard to keep my face from ploughing into the k/b. Some Red Thai kratom is called for i think to keep me awake a few more hours, then i can have an ultra long catch up sleep.
 
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And Benzos for Evey is the worst advice in the world imo. Ive delibaretaly never suggsted them to her, knowing that long term they will cause her far more problems than benefits. She'll probably feel fucking great for a couple of weeks, "like a new person" She will be likely to be very calm and measured, if she gets the right benzo @ the right dose. the big problem is that something this good is going to be very hard to stop, and from what ihave seen she is at a very high risk indeed of very quickly becoming psycholcally dpendent on them ime/imo. Ive noticed her startu=ing to ask qustions about benzos recetly. vey, if you wont acceot any advive fromme, then please ask Raas, he'l back me up, ive got fist hnd experinece of3.5 yers bezo addiction, thtouhout tht=at time they have wreake havoc with my motivation and there are too many other problems, even ifi had the energy, to lidt and explain tthem all
 
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Just got £70 worth of online shopping delivered and over half of it was alcohol, the way the delivery guy looked at me was priceless. The rest was bagels and yoghurt of course. Will be doing a different kind of shopping later if I can be bothered to drag myself to the bank. There is a cashpoint a few minutes down the road but you have to pay £1.50 to take money out there, the amount of times I've done that already I must've wasted a tenner (not quite).

Glass of wine for now as I have to be sober (as in, not noticeably on something) for what I'm doing at half 4. After that who knows.

Also, fuck boring drama, more getting fucked, this is the fucked thread after all.
 
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