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Hugs and drugs indeed.. beauty of a combo. ageing lech.. you're in your early 30s aren't you? Are you starting to feel old sammy

Hows the arm anyway, bet thats been a nightmare
 
Sammy G said:
Only after a while, you realise that there aren't many people out there who are worth making strong bonds with. Most people are content to be blissfully ignorant and superficial.

Once the drugs wear off (or stop working) you tend to see that.
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I would agree from my some bitter experience that yes there aren't that many people worth making strong bonds with and those that you do and then say after a twenty year sister like friendship just disappear off the face of the earth-for no known reason. That kind of rejection and hurt can run pretty deep....and wonder why you give so much of yourself to be abandoned effectively.

Would be pretty easy after that kind of situation and I am sure vaguely similar situations others have had to just give up and why forge new friendships, bonds where there is the potential for that kind of hurt again.

But I say fuck that..why let one or two people that have shit on you ruin the potential for meaningful true friendship, kindred spirits, love etc.

I feel, experience and truly believe you have to chance it....that feeling is when the drugs aren't working, are working or are not in my life at all. I don't want to be bitter and I don't want to miss those fleeting chances of possible real happiness. I took huge risks financially,emotionally and made massive life changes to be with my man-who I love the very bones all these years later. Trust me a 4 year court battle with ex cunt husband nearly destroyed me..but I would do it all over again---for the cynical ones amongst you sick bin over there for you others...well...<3
 
yeah sorry i know what you mean. it just doesn't sound right by just typing it on a forum withot explaning it more into detail about my view at it. this girl and i have a hudge bond, i was simply making her feel that she is normal. and she is infact normal.

yeah i need some drugs, much <3 Sammy
 
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Thought you were going to sleep inflo ;p

Fuck me... look at all the love in here
 
class-a-team said:
hahaha hugs not drugs <3
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I'm actually wearing a t shirt that says pugs not drugs on right now. I love a bit of irony. Hugs, drugs, pugs, it's all good <3

I don't think drugs have affected the way I view people or myself one bit. Only difference is that I tend to be more honest and transparent with how I feel when I'm on something and tend to feel things a bit deeper on meph and stuff but that's just normal i think. If I don't already like someone normally then being on drugs isn't going to change that.

I'm also a believer that most people aren't worth really knowing I think but the few that are really are in a big way. I can relate to a lot of what you said inflo. I don't tend to take the chance with people anymore unless it becomes unavoidable but sometimes I wish I could trust people a bit more.

I guess really i want to be able to be happy without being constantly scared of being hurt because the constant worry about being hurt tends to end up ruining the happy stuff.

Haha, slightly emotional there. I need some sleep, loves <3
 
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ColtDan said:
Hugs and drugs indeed.. beauty of a combo. ageing lech.. you're in your early 30s aren't you? Are you starting to feel old sammy

Hows the arm anyway, bet thats been a nightmare
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Yeah, early 30s. So ageing lech it is. =D

The hand is a fucking nightmare, but I'm finding ways around using it, and strengthening some of the muscles surrounding the fingers by pushing against the splint. Still, I've got another 7.5 weeks to go before I see any improvement apparently, so best live with it.

Women love a cripple anyway, don't they? Don't they? :?

inflorescence said:
I would agree from my some bitter experience that yes there aren't that many people worth making strong bonds with and those that you do and then say after a twenty year sister like friendship just disappear off the face of the earth-for no known reason. That kind of rejection and hurt can run pretty deep....and wonder why you give so much of yourself to be abandoned effectively.

Would be pretty easy after that kind of situation and I am sure vaguely similar situations others have had to just give up and why forge new friendships, bonds where there is the potential for that kind of hurt again.

But I say fuck that..why let one or two people that have shit on you ruin the potential for meaningful true friendship, kindred spirits, love etc.
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I'll drink (water) to that. I'm trying to be a nicer person to the folks I meet these days and I'm actually getting decent results. It's not as much fun as sneering, preening and being nasty to people, but it's more rewarding.

zzz101 said:
yeah sorry i know what you mean. it just doesn't sound right by just typing it on a forum withot explaning it more into detail about my view at it. this girl and i have a hudge bond, i was simply making her feel that she is normal. and she is infact normal.

yeah i need some drugs, much <3 Sammy
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No probs. Some things don't translate well to forum posts. :)
 
yay the sun has come out. might to go the park, bike around, and smoke a joint. maybe sniff a lil coke . still be more civilised than half the cunts there :D
 
SummerSerenade said:
I'm actually wearing a t shirt that says pugs not drugs on right now. I love a bit of irony. Hugs, drugs, pugs, it's all good <3
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pugs.. as in the dog? lol pugs... ppl either love or hate them haha. saw one yesterday and i asked the owner if i could pat it and it was fucking awesome .
 
Ick, what a PLUR-fest. <3

(Btw, I haven't been around here much lately so didn't comment, but was sorry to hear about your hand Sam - glad yer coping okay with it!)
 
I wondered where you'd got to, swampy. Saw you lurking and almost sent a PM.

Regarding the hand - I'm struggling but getting by. Which doesn't mean any assistance with certain tasks is unwelcome, of course.

SummerSerenade said:
I'm going to go mad and have a little sleep methinks. In my pug t shirt of course.

<3
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A real sleazebag would take the opportunity to ask "and anything else?". So it's a good job I'm not a proper sleazebag.
 
Sammy G said:
I wondered where you'd got to, swampy. Saw you lurking and almost sent a PM.

Regarding the hand - I'm struggling but getting by. Which doesn't mean any assistance with certain tasks is unwelcome, of course.
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Mmm, too many people in EADD (um, no offense intended.. :D) were getting on my tits so I've been mainly reading PMs and posts by people on my friends list.. feel free to chuck us a PM. (And that goes for anyone else missing me..)

Good you're getting by. I think the only task I'd be offering assistance with is tea-making, though. :D
 
Everything is fine here now evey has gone

Speaking of fucked... am nicely buzzing
 
swampdragon said:
Mmm, too many people in EADD (um, no offense intended.. :D) were getting on my tits so I've been mainly reading PMs and posts by people on my friends list.. feel free to chuck us a PM. (And that goes for anyone else missing me..)
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Ha! I made your friends list after all this time. Thanks! There was no way the invite was coming from me, as you probably gathered.

Who's getting on your tits? It's been pretty cool here. PM if necessary.

swampdragon said:
Good you're getting by. I think the only task I'd be offering assistance with is tea-making, though. :D
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Tsk. I was hoping at least for skinning up. I'll bet your dirty mind instantly went elsewhere.
 
Sammy G said:
A real sleazebag would take the opportunity to ask "and anything else?". So it's a good job I'm not a proper sleazebag.
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Well since you were such a gentleman, I will answer. And the answer was... yes. But how much else is up to you to decide ;)

ColtDan said:
Everything is fine here now evey has gone
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Haha yes.

Fuck me it's 5pm. Alcohol time. <3
 
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