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White cherries were the first pills i tried back in.. umm.. about 2005ish?

They were ok..

Anyone get the yellow triangles from around 2006? Trippy fuckers.. Or white Armanis from 2007? Trippyer fuckers..
Id of been swallowing those armanis around that time...

Or was it 2001... ah... I forgot...
 
Drink is the worst of them all imo. You see headlines, person died from taking this or that, failed to mention they drank a litre of voddy with it.
I've been in the same boat. I can put away a lot of alcohol and not be sick that I've got into some pretty terrifying states looking back. Quite dangerous and lose all inhibitions. I never get that stupid on drugs. I've always got a little bit about me to snap out of it no matter how mangled I am. It's all a matter of control with drugs, you control how fucked you let them get you, the more in control you are the more you let the drug sweep you away. Dunno if I'm making sense but I know what I mean.
 
Benzo tolerance, I'd say you would be fine, especially with your last dose of oxy being a few hours ago, its fairly short acting, unless simply swallowing XR forms like oxycontin, with OCs, at least the 80s by mouth they would last maybe 10 hours for me, more like 6 if shooting/plugging once the time release is broken.

Definitely think I'll go to bed soon, tired, but sleepless right now, probably start getting sleepy soon once the chlormethiazole+muscle relaxers I just had do their thing.

Might have to give MDA a go then^

And it wasn't me that got that lass puking, that was all her doing, well her and vodka. All schoolfriends of my then (second of two times engaged) fiancee, although she didn't come with.

But generally your not wrong about the booze, Beer isn't so bad I find, as I find it hard to drink enough, fast enough to get really seriously pissed faster than I need to stagger to the loo and piss it out, but with spirits its another matter, can chug a pint glass of vodka etc. down in one go, then it gets messy. Although I can't really do that now since I got the heminevrin script as it really interacts with alcohol, enough that one cap (192mg chlormethiazole base) and a few drinks is enough to get absolutely paralytic shitfaced drunk and then end up just sleeping/passing out after a while.

IMO the combination of dissociative effects and GABAergic sedative effects of alcohol makes it one of the more dangerous substances for losing inhibition. Too easy to get out of it and do something stupid or puke. I tend just to drink either beer to quench thirst/relax a little, or buy a bottle of something more flammable if I simply want to chug it, climb in bed and sleep for a while, as its one of the few things that if I've no opiates will reliably put me out, other than a large dose of chlormethiazole (no alcohol or very, very little) or barbs. Benzos don't do the trick, unless I neck 10-15 pyrazolam, etc.

Not that big of a fan of etizolam, I'm not entirely confident it has no antipsychotic effects due to its structure and some side effects others have noticed. The pyrazolam though does a good job usually otherwise, the only one of the triazolobenzodiazepines I've tried, and most of those are the most potent, hard-hitting examples of benzos, such as alprazolam and triazolam, although relatively short lived.

It wasn't white cherries I had at that get together though, that was pinkish, with a double cherry stamp, and strong as fuck, since then I've tried MDMA, 5-APB, 5-MAPB and 5-EAPB, as well as AMT and methylone. The last ended up a really nasty experience, after I got a batch that proved later to have been contaminated with triphenylphosphine, ended up coughing up and spitting blood after the methylone experience ended, the day after was when it really started happening. Most alarming at the time, not to mention unpleasant. The drug itself was alright though.

If only it hadn't had PPh3 in it, it would have been even better. Made me wary of working with the stuff in future too (triphenylphosphine that is, and no, I wasn't responsible for that, it was a commercial product, nothing I'd done myself. Plenty useful stuff I could do with it, but haven't once actually used any since the day I bought it, once bitten and left coughing up blackened blood MORE than twice shy. Not that it makes much sense really, as I've certainly worked with worse, azides, H2S, soluble mercury salts and other less-than-fluffy, cuddly things in my time, its more not knowing just HOW toxic TPP is, and the already having had a horrid experience due to it)


I find with some drugs, like alcohol, they take control away from a person, whereas with the psychedelics one generally experiences the same, but has to surrender that control in order to progress psychologically which I think is an important distinction.

Dissociatives per se, though are somewhere in between, at lower doses, at a full-on hole dose of IV MXE, 4-MeO-PCP, methoxphenidine or similar then there really is very little one can do but lose physical and mental anchoring to the current reality. Its not the same as losing inhibitions, that seems a speciality of the GABAergics. Got into a few rather hairy spots drinking, and even more so during my dalliance with barbiturates, disinhibited redosing/intellectual dullness I ascribe to their AMPAr antagonistic effects plus relatively prolonged half life added up to my almost dying, ending up in hospital, and the pork getting involved, my losing several grand worth of my most prized posessions in the way of scientific equipment, not to mention reagent supplies, plus the box of pills, powders, potions and a pretty extensive variety of ethnobotanicals.

The pork were truly at a dead loss when it came to ID'ing those haha. Like the manchester pork had ever before even heard of yopo, epena/parika/, kanna, iporuru and others besides. Fuck only knows how I got away without any possession charges after that one, although lost my stash still.
 
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Armarnis were a popular stamp, it seemed one a good batch came out, you'd find shite imitations with the same stamp. It's rare I go on names alone if I buy pills. I check pill reports and I have a trusted dealer but it is a rarity I'll buy them nowadays with mdma Crystal being more available.
 
Benzo tolerance, I'd say you would be fine, especially with your last dose of oxy being a few hours ago, its fairly short acting, unless simply swallowing XR forms like oxycontin, with OCs, at least the 80s by mouth they would last maybe 10 hours for me, more like 6 if shooting/plugging once the time release is broken.

Definitely think I'll go to bed soon, tired, but sleepless right now, probably start getting sleepy soon once the chlormethiazole+muscle relaxers I just had do their thing.

Might have to give MDA a go then^
Thankyou, they were the fast acting 10mg oxynorm? Something like that? I snorted also. As of yet I'm not even feeling the etizolam. Usually kick in by now but I have tolerance. One doesn't usually do much. Good night. :)
 
I ordered food as I was too busy chatting to fall asleep. Ironically everyone has disappeared now and I'm sleepy as hell.
 
Hmmm...Some ketamine and a day off work is what I be fancying... dont do that on JustEat though last I checked :( sad times we live in..

Not really hungry much, im looking at a nana, dont really like the texture and I feel a bit silly eating one, im feeling in a silly mood though so fuck it... A BANANA
 
I lol'd ???

I've had like 3 bites and full. Suppose it's good breakfast.
There should be a just drop or just sniff for people like us.
 
Tis a hearty breakfast for sure :)

A JustSniff(this200mglineofpureketamineandgotoheaven) would be fuckin tip top right about now, me acid is just stimulating me now, no fun left... hmpff :(
 
Has been good ta.. nowt earth shattering but enough to give me a kick, really underestimated my dose so it kind of took me by surprise as I wasnt in for wild one.... I went a bit wild round and about my whereabouts and now sat back here, only minor swhirls now... I miss the swhirls :(

You been on MD this eve??
 
Sounds brill I would like to try it some day. Can I ask, would a Benzos bring you back to planet earth if you wasn't enjoying it? I worry I'd get too worked up about the effects that if force myself into a bad trip, if I had a safety net it would be much more appealing to me. Is there any stimulation with acid?

No not md tonight, last night though. Had 250mg in a bomb. Blew me away. I'm not one for taking it too often as I love it so much but I'd love a repeat of last night. Only drugs I've had today was a couple of oxy's and a Benzo recently that hasn't done anything.
 
Yeah I know those oxynorm, I get those for breakthrough pain, although typically throw in 50-60mg of those with ~150 of morphine for a guaranteed good day/night. Never slept better either since I got those, when I have some, I'll almost never have a night where I can't easily drift off to sleep. Oxy isn't one of my favourite opiates though, not that I'm going to refuse the free script haha, its too short-lived, little rush on IV although does give me a good nod in sufficient doses. My main use for it really is for spicing up the morphine a bit, although I much prefer, if on their own, morphine to oxy, that gives a lovely rush, even if at doses >200-250mg then the histamine release is enough to make me catch in my breath for a few after doing the shot, and big rigs are needed once one gets a tolerance, due to the max. solubility in water of morphine (as the sulfate salt) being 60mg/ml or so. Still, I can fit enough in a 5ml rig to hit pretty fucking hard.

Think I'll finally get off my arse and into bed after I finish the tub of chocolate icecream I'm munching, have a fag and finish a bit of postwhoring on one of the spesh forums I'm on.
 
Starting to get pretty sleepy now. And hungry. Not really fancying what there is to eat though, I CBF cooking any sulfur polypore, really cannot be arsed having to rustle up a meal from scratch and don't fancy finishing the ice cream I have just now. Sod it, I think I'll just KO myself and sleep if I can.
 
Nope... it'd dull its effects, definitely reduce any anxiety but once you start, you aint getting off..

It sounds scary, everyone pretty much is scared the first time to some extent, its not called CloudDrops its called ACID ffs, you should tread with caution I guess.. be kinda dumb not to..

Imho - go for it and high, low dosing sucks ass... tis beautiful and stimulating ill be here to the early hours... sorry.. im a bit fucked <3
 
I love it. Talking to people that are intoxicated interests me although the tiredness is setting in after my crazy two days. Wish I had some drugs ?
So what Is a good starting dose then?
If I can take the edge off the anxiety that's definitely gonna help.
What I don't quite understand is do you know the visuals and hallucinations are not real in the back of your mind or is it that powerful a drug that it all seems real? I've got pretty good control over substance use, I know how to work with them to get the maximum effects and use it to my advantage as opposed to be afraid to let it take over you and always feeling like you're not quite where you wanna be.
Mild trips on mdma I find pleasurable and the shadow demons as I call them when you've been up all night and you see things out of the corner of your eye, or being on a train after in a club and the train moving sounds like music. All that I love, it's the anxiety of not knowing what to expect and completely freaking for it to be too late that puts me off trying acid but Damn I wanna know....I find md to be an extremely powerful drug, I can't imagine anything being more powerful yet I know acid is. Sorry if I've blagged your head lol
 
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