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  • EADD Moderators: Pissed_and_messed | Shinji Ikari

The EADD I'm Fucked MEGATHREAD - Slurp, Nom, Slurp, - stand up - aw shit- I'm Fucked

Nothing major like some of you crazy cats, but had a few bags earlier pretty decent too, and just took a strip of yellows with a cup of tea, mucnhies are due on just shortly actually, I dont care what anyone thinks in here, valium heads coming on so the attitude is fuck you, currently.
 
Methoxetamine tolerance is mostly a function of frequency of use, not so much of dosage. Although relatively small daily doses like <50mg will not cause dramatic tolerance rise, and large doses will be a bit worse.

The big risk for me is the mental dependency, there's nothing quite as addictive as dissociatives IME and regular life will look terribly drab mundane and unrewarding without them after a while,nothing can really fill the void.
 
I don't get an afterglow if i've hammered it. I take it back now though- after last night and this mornings binge, i'm tired of the wonk. I'm glad i've basically run out.
 
Erikmen said:
Be careful. You said 1 000 mcg?
That´s a lot!!! I was on 150 mcg and I using about 300 mg of oxys and it was very, very difficult to find my equivalent dosage of methadone..And up to this date I´m still trying to get off mdone.
You should really try to decrease that. It´s too strong. And way too much. You are about to OD.
If I were you I would start to decrease it immediately.
You are at a very dangerous spot and I know the feeling that "I´m okay with that" but trust me, you are not if you are taking 1,000 mcg of Fentanyl !!
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felix said:
I'm sure that exact thought went through many former Bluelighters' minds shortly before they ended up in the Shrine.

Sproutie. Examine your usage and have a word with yourself if this is a "problem". Fucking seriously now.
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Guys... ugh.
Thank you.
Felix, your tone carved up the distant feeling a forum provides.
I can't find the words, really.
It was what I needed.

Monday's total was approx. 1,800mcg, with Diaz, Triaz, Diclaz AND a full bottle of 14% wine. Oooh, and 360mg Codeine.
Disgraceful.
Yesterday: 600mcg Fent.
Today: ~750mcg.


95% of my WD experience has come from loooong HL/duration opioids - PT, 'Done (brief), Tram-->DM-Tram, 4-Acyl-Lope, not sure where H/Oxy belong.
Thus; I am not used to the insanity of 'High-->Sober-->Sick' in less than 2 hours!

7 hours 'till I can see the efficacy of Loperamide (with full inhibition) against its chemical cousin...
 
SproutOnSmack said:
Guys... ugh.
Thank you.
Felix, your tone carved up the distant feeling a forum provides.
I can't find the words, really.
It was what I needed.

Monday's total was approx. 1,800mcg, with Diaz, Triaz, Diclaz AND a full bottle of 14% wine. Oooh, and 360mg Codeine.
Disgraceful.
Yesterday: 600mcg Fent.
Today: ~750mcg.


95% of my WD experience has come from loooong HL/duration opioids - PT, 'Done (brief), Tram-->DM-Tram, 4-Acyl-Lope, not sure where H/Oxy belong.
Thus; I am not used to the insanity of 'High-->Sober-->Sick' in less than 2 hours!

7 hours 'till I can see the efficacy of Loperamide (with full inhibition) against its chemical cousin...
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Awwww, feel free to message me anytime, when you feel sick/sad/you know what i mean! You seem like such a nice guy, you don't deserve this shit! Felix is sooo right about this, you're too young to destroy yourself! x
 
4mg diclazepam and 6mg of bupe has left me feeling tip top this morning. Gonna be a good day!
 
SproutOnSmack said:
Guys... ugh.
Thank you.
Felix, your tone carved up the distant feeling a forum provides.
I can't find the words, really.
It was what I needed.
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Dear Sproutie. Thank fuck.

Here's the thing. I spent literally years making an absolute retarded fool of myself abusing one drug or another, while spending (wasting) most of my life on Bluelight. I'm honestly struggling to think of one example of someone (on BL) telling me to get a fucking grip. I wish someone had. Not that it's anyone else's responsibility; it's all mine. But still.

I'm glad my words may have helped, and I hope you really do continue to be more sensible about things. The very word Fentanyl is the biggest red flag ever on this site, in association with certain people and their use of it. :|
 
Sproutie it would be so bloody awful to have another BLer death and you being so new too and we've all grown so fond of you so quickly. Please listen and take good care petal.
 
dead tired. does that count as being fucked? :P i can stumble my way to bed without chemical assitance no problem. in fact, if i werent so lazy to get up from the computer thats where id be.
 
I have noticed the *insta-gasp* when Fent is mentioned, deserved, but I can't help but think the 'Stay away from FentaKill. Do not talk about Fentakill' rhetoric undermines the HR aim of the site, if I'm honest.

It is lethal.
It is pharmaceutical R.R.
It has claimed too many lives.

But; it is still used, so surely the best option is available information?

N.B. - I am referring specifically to Pharmaceutical standard Fentanyl Citrate, NOT 'China White', nor a poorly homogenised bag of A/B-F and Mannitol from some sketchy RC vendor.
 
I believe you know well what you are are having. And it´s a normal reaction. I´ve used to nod out all the time.

When I tried to switch to heroin, there were no sufficient dose to calm me down. Never experienced the rush as my tolerance were always up to the roof. Using more than a gram at once each time wasn´t appealing at all..

That was when I started to have the worst withdraws ever. My doctor actually told me that I could have died if I did not have my daily opiate fix. In dillies equivalency, at that time, it would be like 25-50 amps IV per day!

One of my thoughts about that, and this is really because I have the impression we are pretty much alike in terms of quantities, and tolerance, would be to try to change it to methadone.

It´s safer, basically the only option out. When you mention the quantity for example, I sense that if it was with methadone, you could probably work the tolerance issue quite efficiently with your doctor.

If you need help feel free to send me a PM anytime.I´ve been through a lot of shit many years ago. And after that suicide episode that I shared earlier today, I still kept ongoing until I was basically force to go on treatment.

I used methadone for 7 years and now I´m finally coming down after so many years. It´s been quite bad actually but better late than never..I say this but am not sure if I´m going to succeed. It will take sometime..a lot of time..

Wish you all the luck you need!!:\
 
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Fucked because i could get any shuteye this night. Got work in a few hours and planned to have some sort of fun tonight.
Any ideas on how to make things better? I couldpotentially sleep for 3 hours but dont know if benzo aided or not.
Crap
 
hey inflo!
nice to see you again :) you seem in a good place, at least apparently...
i ll take your advice about laying still.. but no dice on the very dark room, i dont have blinds and my windows face east.southeast.
ill try my best. no benzos.
got some aspirin on hand for help with muscle fatigue, some liters of water...
ill just go read something for work. that usually puts me to sleep on regular days :P
 
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