hope your alright Kenny, my mental health has deteriorated these past few months as well. Been thinking about similar things, but at the end, is it worth it?
the idea that acid might give you a glimpse into the afterlife consumed me. I thought that if I killed myself, I'd merge with eternity like I do on acid, but forever.
but I realized that the grim reality is, if I killed myself i'd have nothing at all. Acid is just a drug, despite how profound it feels.
are dissociative's like ket better than booze and benzos for depression? That's what i've been self medicating with recently.