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Bleedin hell Mendo that's some polydrug use right there

I'm not a fan of Tramadol, I've been on and off Venlafaxine the last few years (off for good now) so leave it alone.

Coke any good, I gave up on the stuff a while ago but I got a bit out of hand with it so twas for the best, same with the booze.

What the fek is merkidon ?
 
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36 days and your off what, if you don't mind me asking ?

I now you were having opiate issues, hope that's going OK, and tapering Xanax?
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I was off everything - no opiates, no stims, no psychs, no dissociatives...just alcohol on nights out and benzos according to my taper. I've been slipping up on heroin/opiates this past week but otherwise still clean from the other stuff so I'm gonna try to keep things on the low side regarding drugs for now.
 
just drunk tonight,

despite my comedown induced rant last night, now I've recovered I've decided I would quite like some drugs of some sort.
 
is that pathetic? to make such a big statement and then go against it the moment I feel better again? sorry for double posting, am a bit drunk like I said.
 
Im beginning to realise that methylone does not agree with me. Took well over 500mg yesterday, it enhanced music a little bit, but overall it had less effect that when i took half that dose a week or 2 before. Started to feel paranoid and fucked on the comedown around 11pm, so etiz to the rescue. Woke up at 5am BST/BWT. Im quite confused actually.

Couldnt eat anything after lunch yesterday so that plus a heavy serotonin battering has left me a bit fucked. So fucked ive been a very naughty and silly boy and had 2mg of Bupe. Hopefully one day of falling off the wagon wont be too much of an issue. I fear otherwise the day is gonna be one of the most listless and depressing days ive had for ages. I think i may even ditch that 250mg additional free sample of methylone that i got. Im trying to transition back from drug dependency to recreational use. Shame its quite hard to get hold of decent recreational drugs, if you're not much into weed etc, it gives me paranoia and anxiety attacks.
 
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I was off everything - no opiates, no stims, no psychs, no dissociatives...just alcohol on nights out and benzos according to my taper. I've been slipping up on heroin/opiates this past week but otherwise still clean from the other stuff so I'm gonna try to keep things on the low side regarding drugs for now.
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Great work Paget, don't be too hard on yourself for the odd indulgence, you are obviously beating the real battle which is not to fall into habitual use again, slip ups are just that.

@MDB I couldn't get on Methylone, a few hours of compulsive redoseing chasing the rush followed by hours of unpleasant stimulation and sketchiness, I actually preferred Butylone but both are lacking for me anyway. I'd avoid them if your still have anxiety and depression issues, if you react anything like I do they will make things difficult for a good few days.

My meth exertion went better than expected, I kept dosing low, party out of caution , partly as I only had 400mg and my normal speed benders last a good 3 days, I vaped a bit which was not as I excepted, a different hit seemingly les stimulating but proves not to be over the next few minutes. Snortin worked really well, didn't try plugging but will do next time.

Time perception was affected more than other amphetamines, Friday night never happened I by passed it for Saturday morning. Lately Ive been doing a fair bit of decent quality Sulphate but the hit from meth was very different, this may be party dose related as I'm a pig with Sulphate. The meth felt very much cleaner and functional.

I had some Xanax to hand, did the last of the meth at about 5pm yesterday, vaping abit and them a line of about 35mg and to the adi of a couple of Xanax had a great nights sleep ad feel very much OK this morning.

It was expensive in terms of weight and Sulphate would have gone much further for the same money , but I really liked the stuff and will be looking to sample again and try upping the dose a bit here and there. Overall not what I expected having heard all the horror stories, I'm not advocating the stuff, I can see the addiction potential but it's far from the demon drug some would have you believe especially when compared to quality Sulphate.
 
Its amazing how fast good stimulants make time fly. Hours can pass by, whilst youve been engrossed in some pointless task like re-arranging files and folders on your pc or something. Sometimes they can be put to more usefull use, like household chores, but for some reason opiates tend get me into doing more usefull stuff like a house cleaning / washing up binge.
 
That meth was the wost amp for making the hours evaporate, still very clean though.

This small blue Xanax I got in were stronger than I though, I took 2 about 10am and fell asleep on the sofa then barely managed to stumble off the stairs.

I did my last smaller dose of Meth about 5pm, A bit vaped the rest railed, in the doses I was doing is at least as manageable as decent Sulphate, but I get the feeling the chances of worse habitual use would be much easier to fall into.
 
I guess it depends on the type of stim and your own constitution, but i find many stims very self-limiting. Particularlu MDPV for example after 1,2 or 3 days at the most on that i start to feel very ill, and my body is telling me in no uncertain terms do not take anymore of that shit. However, modafinil is a stim i take day after day, you can still eat and sleep and do functional stuff on that. Ive never had a good sized dose of coke but i imagine that would be a bad one for falling into habitual use. (All the rock 'n' roll or celebrity life stories give that impression)
 
MDPV is nothing like Meth IMHO and I used to like MDPV quite a lot (a bit too much)

I'm using amphetamines recreationally, it does help provide a break from various ills but I use way to much to claim it medication.

I often work on amphetamines and go about my daily business but it wouldn't be sustainable, benzos help with sleep but would almost certainly lead to habituated use....again, so only get them when getting Amps and then not many.

Coke is utter shite for daily use, I used regularly for a couple of years and it turned into a sketchy sweating mess almost everytime, caught in that classic trap of just one more line will sort this out. Compared to amphetamines and MDMA I find it hard to understand why it's still so popular.

The arrival of legal Meph got me off the stuff.....£5 a g or £50...no contest
 
I'd have to say with the best speed it is best in a capsule if you can. If you can get pure stuff about 50mg in a capsule don't redose more than about twice in the day and have some benzos handy for bed and it's pretty easy going on the body really. It's the over doing it staying awake for days til your a sweaty jittery mess suffering from auditory hallucinations that ruins it.

I'd agree meth and mdpv are nothing alike. Pv is just edgy altogether it's uber fiendish but there is no real point to the fiending. Meth particularly when vaped is very smooth and kind of subtle seductive euphoria with the energy pv just doesn't have.

I would say good strong eu made speed is better at low doses for functioning on, because its a clearer headed buzz than meth and not so euphoric. For work and getting things done your better with that. Meth is damn good though =D


The problem with bombing meth is it just lasts way too long. 24 hours for me before. Sniffed it seems to be the most "rushy" but a heavy bodyload and worse comedown. Vaping it everything seemed smoother and a better euphoria. Never tried IV and likely never will.
 
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Had an fucking amazing evening! >)
 
I don't bomb speed unless out of necessity, snorted or plugged all the way.

I went careful dosage wise as its a very long time since Ive had any, railed 20-30mg lines in the main and vaped a bit in a lightbulb.

Snorting worked fine for me, mors functional than my usual heroic does of Sulphate and much longer lasting, vaping was way too nice, I could see an afternoon and G gone this way fairly easily.

I found it cleaner than Sulphate, some of that would be dose related, but the hit was clearer, I didn't fine redosing a big issue...did it anyway though:)

Worth the money IMO, but further use with be limited or I could see me 24/7 in no time.
 
Meth is great for getting shit done. It provides focus, which is impressive for something that gets you so very fucked. It has all the fun of MDPV, plus bells and whistles. I'm sure in time it'll run you down worse than anything, but for a few days it's a nice clean stim that feels more serene than you'd expect.
 
I'm fucked. Lost count. Think it was 2c-t-7 last time. The walls are morphing big time and everyone else has gone to bed. lightweights.
 
Any of y'all take drugs anymore or are you too busy killing yourselves/being bitchy about Russell Brand?

Lightweights all.
 
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