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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Only 6 posts overdue

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Albion said:
Albion is high.

About 1-2mg buprenorphine. First time I've tried this stuff, it's really quite lovely. Might be a partial agonist but fwiw it feels like a full opioid high to me, but with less of the fear of overdosing.
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Bupe is a really nice drug if you get the dose right. Glad you enjoyed it!

I'm nice and fucked tonight :)
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Funkadelica said:
Been drinking all night and came home to a few good lines of 6-apdb. Sorry but I stand what I said the first time, I fucking love this stuff. So much more energy, music apprecaition through the roof, empathy to the max but seriosuly not at levels I would normally have, feeling of closeness to everything, the music is part of me.
Seriously, I much prefer this to MDMA, it makes me feel so much more attractive and confident in life.
Have a good one all <3
Hahahaha much <3 to all actually!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahahahaa what the hell, huge grin!"
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That sounds awesome, well done! Really intrigued by that 6-apdb stuff by the way :) x
 
Dilemma time. Had some 2-FA on Friday after work. Didn't intend a 48 hour binge but there you go. Dilemma is that there's enough left for one more dose. But I have work tomorrow, haven't slept, haven't eaten -- want to do those things. Buuut I'm really a session girl -- a single dose of a sitm if I save it will make me feel like hell (good for a tiny time, then edgier and edgier and edgier, without the exhaustion of a binge to help me sleep.
So my options are:
  • Finish it now. I don't reaeealy want to, but this might be the best option
  • Save it, have a horrible crappy time next weekend
  • Buy more drugs so I can carry on this behaviour next weekend
  • Flush it

I don't want to do any of those things!!! I just had a shower and got changed out of horrible stimmy clothes, I don't want to actually go an entire weekend with zero sleep (well, I don't care, but as I said, work tomorrow).

I think I should flsuh it but it's so so against my religion.

Ideally I should save it and have it next time I fancy stims enough to have bought more. I didn't even list that as an option -- if they're there and I'm free, they get nommed up, Shitty senf control.

Not really even a post of the fucked thread, though I'm really still pretty damn fucked. Mostly jsut wanted somewhere safe to put my stream of consciousness.

Hmmmm. One more dose probably isn't going to make a lot of difference. I'll make a bomb them contemplate it.
 
Aye fuck it, down the hole.


UYRHGERGERUKHGDERUGIERI the bomb got stuck at the back of my mouth and opened up. That is some BAD TASTING SHIT.
 
Was gonna say take it, but too late, try have the day off tomorrow, and just take some depressants to help you sleep once your coming down, you'll probably sleep for 18 hours
 
It's what happens when I'm too lazy to buy rizla to make them, so use a single ply of loo roll, then become too lazy to walk to the bathroom, so wrap it up in a bloody great big wad of kitchen towel. Guess half the point of kitchen towel is that it's absorbent, but I didn't want to fucking absorb itself onto the roof of my mouth.

Ahh well, crisis over,
 
18 hours, that'd be sweeeeet. but I really can't take the day off tomorrow.

I think I'll be fine. Last time I went in after this kind of session I was ok -- mostly because I'm used to crawling out of my skin from GBL withdrawals, so being exhausted felt like a lovely change.


I mean if I'm really too screwed up to go in then I won't, but things are mental at work at the mo, and now I'm sorta the boss I feel like I should be there, even if I just read my emails for 8 hours.
 
I've never done a multiple day stim binge. Does it not really wear you out? seen some mates after a few day meph bender and they looked like crackheads by the end of it, they said that after the first night or two you don't even really get high anymore, you just keep taking it cause you can.
 
hexagram said:
I've never done a multiple day stim binge. Does it not really wear you out?
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Same here, lower duration is with meph, after 8-9 hours top I'm done, and then after 5 hours I crash in bed. Can go on longer with E, but certainly not for days...
 
Yes it wears you out. Used to go all weekend on meph. so more-ish. physically and mentally hanging after
 
Iv'e done good 15 hours sessions, you really don't get high after 10 hours unless your sniffing 0.5g lines, I would rather crash and sleep, rather than carry on for another 15 hours

I can manage the cravings, but non of my mates can, they carry on till they literally crash and fall over and sleep haha
 
meph does seem to be a really fiendish drug, so many sessions my friends have said 'we'll stop at 3' or 'this is my last line' then six lines and four hours later are still going.
 
I've been on some very long meph binges - not something I'm proud of. I really start to suffer after about 72 hours, but less than that I'm just like MOAR MOAR MOAR. My problem with meph is that I didn't really develop a tolerance, and that it still got me high no matter how long I'd been at it.

This one was a bit weird, I was hammering away at the computer making but mostly I was quite zoned out and was redosing without thinking about it. When it got to about 3pm today I started to get a bit upset/freaked/annoyed that I'd been at it all weekend. Then I noticed my doses, cos I was taking them to make the worry go away. That was pretty dim. Think it was also just mixed in with stim anxiety which made it seem worse.

Me and stims... we're still friends. I wanted to unwind, achieved that. Guess I'm saying I'm peeved at my lack of self control but all in all it was a good weekend.
 
Yeah -- I find meph very fiendish. When it's all gone it's like "nooooooooooo". GBL feels fiendish to me, but allowing myself to fiend usually means KO.

Ooh, I'm hallucinating. That's weird, happened last time with this same batch of 2-FA but not with the stuff I had before. If I stare at stuff it'll levitate and sort of melt. Probably a bit of sleep dep involved too. All good with me -- I'm not into 'tripping', even just the visual side, but I don't mind when I know it's something wearing off. Kind of calming.
 
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