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Everything could be an illusion... when you taste stuff how do you know you're really tasting what you're tasting? Feeling what you're feeling? Thinking what you're thinking? It could all be an illusion to blind us from the truth....

I know The Matrix is make-believe but it is one of my favourite films of all times because of the way it makes me think, DEEP, really DEEP, beyond.... We just accept everyone as it is and we're so very scared to accept anything out of the "ordinary," we don't question things, we accept them... This conflicts me with somewhat because I believe in God but when I start thinking... wow... Why was I chosen? And I am here and you're all in my world it's strange.. Do you all feel like that? Because I've felt that way s9ince I was a child...

Then there's death..... wow the endless thoughts I had over death... how it happens, what we feel, what it's like "not to exist," where is God, how do we reach him, Where's Heven, where's the end of the universe....

Imagine being a child and having those thoughts running through your head? Then you go clubbing where you are "meant to let lose, right?" but I couldn't I'd go into "deep mode," because that's where the music would take me.... constantly.... thinking, thinking, thinking...

How are people able to die? My Nain was not afraid of death... we said "I'm going to God." I didn't understand it... And the times I've tried to commit suicide.... but then I've thought - I won't exist, it will be nothing, a nothingness void....

Anyway... enough of that crap.... Told you I can't let lose EVER.... I'm too deep, which is my problem.... Far too deep and philosophical for my own good....

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
Everything could be an illusion... when you taste stuff how do you know you're really tasting what you're tasting? Feeling what you're feeling? Thinking what you're thinking? It could all be an illusion to blind us from the truth....
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There's a thought experiment in philosophy that espouses a similar concept to this, usually called the Brain in a vat scenario, you might have heard of it before but if not reckon you might find it interesting, films like the Matrix were heavily influenced by ideas like this - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brain_in_a_vat


Eveleivibe said:
Then you go clubbing where you are "meant to let lose, right?" but I couldn't I'd go into "deep mode," because that's where the music would take me.... constantly.... thinking, thinking, thinking...
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There are some club nights that encourage stuff like this and aim to inspire deep thought and meditation with the tunes they play. One club night in London which is well known in the underground is called DMZ, they used to have the slogan "Come meditate on bass-weight" on their flyers, with DJs playing very deep, trippy beats off big soundsystems designed to emphasise the bass. Imagine stuff like this (might need some bassier speakers to get the most out of that). Obviously people still let loose and go mental to tunes they like, but I don't think there's anything wrong with just chilling a bit and absorbing the tunes and atmosphere. Good shit.
 
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Couldn't resist tooting a little line this morning after spending the night in nod-land. That and a couple of pipes of weed / charas mix.

Really can't be arsed with work today, but I know the afternoon will be busy. Coffee is my friend, I reckon.
 
Bottle of codeine for breakfast, bit of a hangover and didn't sleep. Meant to be going to the pub tonight but I'll either not drink or not go.
 
Oh man I'm so jel LOL nah I'm not bothered listening to others mentioning codeine which is strange. I just don't crave it n I'm only on 4 mg subs. Yet when I was put on 8 mg subs I craved for 5 months n had to increase to 12 mg. strange.

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
Anyway... enough of that crap.... Told you I can't let lose EVER.... I'm too deep, which is my problem.... Far too deep and philosophical for my own good....

Evey
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Its not crap, and you're not too deep either. you sound like a teenager whos just started smoking weed or something

Might bust out the ole speed in a bit
 
ColtDan said:
Its not crap, and you're not too deep either. you sound like a teenager whos just started smoking weed or something

Might bust out the ole speed in a bit
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Dan your opinion is irrelevant to me. If you've nothing nice to say maybe don't bother as it's getting old. I often hear you moan about drama but no one starts it more than YOU with your negativity n blunt comments just because you're on a come down or whatever. People are not here for you to take your shite days on.

Evey
 
Jealous.

I'm fucked on the joy of life and all the love I'm feeling on this forum at the moment <3

Wait, what's the time? Oh good, wine time. Be back in a moment. And Dan, try not to cause any drama while I'm gone ;)
 
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768mg DHC + 512mg codeine cooking up right now. Should be a nice hazy Friday afternoon / saturday morning %)
 
SummerSerenade said:
Jealous.

I'm fucked the joy of life and all the love I'm feeling on this forum at the moment <3

Wait, what's the time? Oh good, wine time. Be back in a moment. And Dan, try not to cause any drama while I'm gone ;)
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Haha okay i'll try not to.. =D
 
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