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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - is Super Mario your dad?

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As for psychedelics, they can be very beneficial and useful, but also a big risk

Exactly - like playing russian roulette with most of the barrels filled (if you're unwell). Not saying that they can't be beneficial, but thinking of the people i've known to have been tipped over the edge by them isn't a pleasant stroll down memory lane.
 
beginning to think (although I've been feeling this way on and off for a while now) that my relationship with MDMA is coming to an end. I love the high (although it is getting a bit samey) and with LSD it's indescribable, but it just feels far too mentally taxing. I never used to get comedowns if I took decentish breaks (it worsened a bout of sleep paralysis and depression last year, but then was when I was out raving every weekend on it for a few months) but just the one session on Sunday has left me feeling a bit shite and depressed. It's probably also a little to do with the booze and benzos I've had recently, and the fact I'm really not enjoying my new job, but MDMA does feel really mentally taxing to me. Shame as it was the first drug I fell in love with, and I've had some of the best times of my life on it.

2CB is a lot cheaper and sounds a lot better, I might replace it with that.

2CB cheaper? As in same amount of drug for a lower price? If so, then wow. Over here I pay ~3 euro for a 10-12mg 2c-b pill (White miffy) and around 2-3 euro for a 200mg MDMA pill so MDMA is wayyy more expensive.

I get what you say about the MDMA though, have been having similar thoughts about it as of late. Really a shame though, guess it is time for a long break from the stuff
 
Amen...:)

Down to my last bit of cb and im reluctant to use/waste it as its a pain in the ass to get these days..

Where did it all go??

I'm surprised it isn't more popular, I've never had it but it sounds great.

As I said before, not going to entirely blame MDMA on my current low mood. I don't like my new job, everyone there knows my girlfriend so if I fuck up she'll hear about it from them, and she's gone home for the summer and I'm beginning to miss her a lot. I thought some time apart would do us some good, but not this much, I miss having her around : / it's hard to go from spending all your time with someone consecutive days in a row every week for months to not seeing each other at all. Also spending less time with friends, not had a night out in ages cause I'm working.

I should be happy I have a job but the hours are so shit I'd be getting almost as much money on JSA. I'm just going to work there a few months, hopefully get a good reference and something to stick on my CV, then get the hell out of there and go back to being a drunken idiot myself instead of serving/ cleaning up after them. (I work at a nightclub).
 
Erm, sorry - but you were just talking about killing yourself a minute ago. It's enough to make anyone worry.
 
I haven't read much, but stimulants don't help with any problems

I would recommend taking a few week break from stimulants and have one LSD trip, and go from there
 
I haven't read much, but stimulants don't help with any problems

I would recommend taking a few week break from stimulants and have one LSD trip, and go from there

A few weeks break like I've had the last few weeks? Oh yeah.

I didn't say there's anything wrong with being mentally ill but it's kind of rude to say that about someone you don't know a fucking thing about. Maybe something happened that would make me or anyone want to kill themselves did you ever consider that? Doesn't mean I've got some kind of illness for fucks sake.

I'm sick of people jumping down my throat on here over every tiny comment I make, yeah you all think I'm a cunt, sure I'll get over it, doesn't need to keep being said. And I fucking love myself, shame you all feel the need to project your problems onto me and use me to justify your own behaviour but that's not and never will be my problem. Shame for you <3
 
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A few weeks break like I've had the last few weeks? Oh yeah.

I didn't say there's anything wrong with being mentally ill but it's kind of rude to say that about someone you don't know a fucking thing about. Maybe something happened that would make me or anyone want to kill themselves did you ever consider that? Doesn't mean I've got some kind of illness for fucks sake.

I'm sick of people jumping down my throat on here over every tiny comment I make, yeah you all think I'm a cunt, sure I'll get over it, doesn't need to keep being said. And I fucking love myself, shame you all feel the need to project your problems onto me and use me to justify your own behaviour but that's not and never will be my problem. Shame for you <3

I don't think the comment about you perhaps suffering some minor psyhological problems was meant as an accusation, & if it had been, an admission of plans to kill yourse make they pretty justifiable in my opinion. People with perfect mental health (should such people exist on earth) don't contemplate suicide often I'm sure.

Anyway, rememebr this is primarrilly a HARM REDUCTION site & folk who work to help others here do so for free. They are prone to error, sarcasm & dwnright rudeness on ocassion & althought it may not seem so at the time, ven the bluntest messages on Bluelight have worth.
 
Agreed Si ????

I think it was very much a hypothetical "the girl could be crazy so don't encourage or advise potentially, hypothetically crazy people to dose up on acid"..

Nobody is sane, not that I know of anyway.. apart from my dad maybe, hes so sane and grounded he's got to be insane... :?
 
You are all a bunch of misery guts who have a knack of sucking the fun out of recreational drugs. If you aren't dying you are bashing them until you lose your girlfriend/job/sanity.

If a 19/20 something girl can't spend the best years of having perky tits, off her tits in a club while building a sizable student debt, then we have no excuse to not ban all drugs and turn vegan.
 
Hey, I'm not the one playing concern uncle Ron over some girl who likes to get loose on the weekend and use the Mega fucked thread as a diary.

If any one has free reign to get fucked up it should be summer, not some misery guts like yourself.
 
Im not cluttering up the fucked thread as im not fucked, ive had no drugs in a while.. you've got me on misery though..

Finally, ive no problem with summer getting fucked on owt whenever she wants...

Now go fuck yourself
 
I've got to agree...if you can't spend your late teens shovelling drugs down your neck and going to raves every weekend when can you do it.
 
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