The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Four Posts Early!

[foolsgold]

you make me look a lightweight inflorescences

 

[Nicklazz]

not sure mydrugbuudy likes it you see and i am after something just to take so that i am not craving shit and guessed this may help take the edge off

Hope ya find what ya seek mate, u deserve that break from em' "hard" stims man

Not combined the two so couldn't rightly say, I suspect not though. I'd try 'em separate first before even thinking of combining. They're not that much like acid but I can see what people are getting at when they make those comparisons I mentioned. All psyches are fairly unique substances, I'd say. Each one has its own feel and is only superficially comparable to another. Basically, AL-LAD is "easier" and LSZ is "slightly more demanding" but neither definition is absolute and - as with all psyches - YMMV at all times. Set & Setting have a greater effect on things than the chemicals themselves (meaning all psyches, and to a lesser extent all drugs) in a funny kinda way. But the "easy vs slightly more demanding" metaphor is just about correct in my own limited experience of these two particular psyches.

Oh, and in fukked news, best part of a bottle of Johhnie Walker. Still on offer for £15 and still very tasty. Also had a bit o' niceish weed - soooooooooooo much better than synth noids

Well yea guess ya right about try AL-LAD on it own first, then maybe try em in a combo. But Im 100% sure im getting sum more LSZ blotters, had a good time on em'.

What is Johhnie Walker? Whiskey? :D

Whats happened with you?

There was 1 guy who RAT with cops. I will go sober to club in a few weeks, and check if i can find him, its gonna be a lot of a fucking fun!

Well, a hard life & sum psychosis & loads of paranoia, I have to try to get a "sober-livin" going

Fuck em' snitches, nothing more worse, I break that bitch nose 4 sure man. Can't stand people rat on one.

 

[eLW]

Oh eLW I do hope your ok..that was alot of vallium you took last night

I am a HR failure someone take me in hand..I have to be up at 5am to get to my consultant re. this surgery been on a 3 day bender and today 3 or 4 zops/3 ishetz..some melatonin and 5htp didn't touch sides (although I did eat something for 1st time in 3 days which is not sitting right).

Just opened 2nd bottle of prosecco and as me and the scales are not getting on probs about 200ish mg of 4FA and am looking at array of other crystalline collection kit with interest. After 3 weeks of bed solitude and feeling very lonely, scared, isolated I have sure got extra reckless....

Can someone give me a slap please.. Now I was your typical excessive and now occasional coke fiend-5 g average night and that was/is London's finest.

I am now more of a hobbyist compared to many,,,common sense has deserted me ..oh bugger I disappoint myself again

Hey inflorescence, you are a really great person in my opinion. You dont need a slap, you need a hug..

When i felt like shit, i remembered you post you posted about - that we learn something new from something bad.

 

[foolsgold]

Hope ya find what ya seek mate, u deserve that break from em' "hard" stims man


Well yea guess ya right about try AL-LAD on it own first, then maybe try em in a combo. But Im 100% sure im getting sum more LSZ blotters, had a good time on em'.

What is Johhnie Walker? Whiskey? :D




Well, a hard life & sum psychosis & loads of paranoia, I have to try to get a "sober-livin" going

Fuck em' snitches, nothing more worse, I break that bitch nose 4 sure man. Can't stand people rat on one.

not sure if that was a jibe then mr mdpv lol its the fact i been self medicating for over 20 years man and just want something till the doctors get me sorted

 

[eLW]

Shit i have to wake up in 4 hours to be at bus station...

i think 3 hours is enought for sleep..

 

[Nicklazz]

not sure if that was a jibe then mr mdpv lol its the fact i been self medicating for over 20 years man and just want something till the doctors get me sorted

No It was not to be cocky mate, not at all! I really mean u deserve to get it better.

Sorry for using the " ".

 

[g1zzl3]

Still on me old mulled wine, had another xanax too. might just fuckin neck another 4 etizolam aswell ha

 

[eLW]

Still on me old mulled wine, had another xanax too. might just fuckin neck another 4 etizolam aswell ha

How do you find benzon to cause please? The "euphoria" effect lasts 10 - 20 minutes. Voii..vittu :D

 

[Inflorescence]

you make me look a lightweight inflorescences

I am a habitual hobbyist and while this may not touch the sides with some I am feeling remorse and worry mixed with feeling pretty good.
I want Knock to tell me off..I mean I really do need a good talking to. I just felt dead for 3 weeks after op..barely exisiting the only day I got any relief in those 3 weeks was the day I got fucked on something apart from handfuls of etz, tramadol and co-codamol, co-proxamol (out of date) etc. I feel like I have been dead for some time. I gave up alcohol, street drugs and rcs and even cigs for 2 weeks prior to op and continued for some time. I missed N.Y.E=nomjor biggy but I was tethered to a bed and a catheter for most. I just want to get outta of it for a wwhile-it was pretty traumatic...deep down I know I am being a bit reckless. While this should is never about competition my sensible head has just abandoned me...I need someone to tell me off. Although it's not if I am unaware,,but I may be shortly xx

 

[foolsgold]

shit sorry did not realize it had been as bad as this hun that and i cant remember what i read 5 seconds ago most of the time

you don't need telling off you just need to vent

 

[Shambles]

Just opened 2nd bottle of prosecco and as me and the scales are not getting on probs about 200ish mg of 4FA and am looking at array of other crystalline collection kit with interest. After 3 weeks of bed solitude and feeling very lonely, scared, isolated I have sure got extra reckless....

Well, you probably should step away from the Goodies and make with the consultant appointment. GIven how... uncomfortable things have been for you of late I can't help but feel it'd be worth skipping a night of furries and dragging yer arse down to deal with whatever medical stuffs need dealing with. Drugs will always be there, finding out the things your doc has to say perhaps should take precedence just this once. Call me old fashioned

If you are totally decided on the Goodies option, it just so happens I just found a bomb of 4-FA I'd forgotten I had. That's not to say you should be joining me or vice versa - I truly do believe it's likely to be better to get the medical stuff sorted first if only to get it out the way.

This is a scant slap at best but it's a slap. I tend to think prolonged discomfort after surgical procedures (especially in "that" region) are probably worth getting the absolute all-clear on when such a thing seems likely. Peace of mind value maybe?

But if you're not up to it and are gonne be up for a while, I'll likely be somewhat pissed and fourfa'd too 8)

*slaps the fluorescing one*

(but only slightly)

What is Johhnie Walker? Whiskey? :D

Yup. I gots the Red one...

Shit i have to wake up in 4 hours to be at bus station...

i think 3 hours is enought for sleep..

 

[Nicklazz]

Looks tasty Shambles, all tho' im mostly a beer-man, but a single glass wouldnt hurt :D

 

[Shambles]

It's actually but a blended whisky which I'd normally ignore, but The Liberal Media knows his whisky and gotta admit he was right on this one. Sooooooo smooth 'n' suppable

In fukked news, still but pissfukked but when unwrapping that 4-FA bomb it just so happened I left a lil wrap of 6-APDB in there too

(combofukked in...)

 

[eLW]

I am a habitual hobbyist and while this may not touch the sides with some I am feeling remorse and worry mixed with feeling pretty good.
I want Knock to tell me off..I mean I really do need a good talking to. I just felt dead for 3 weeks after op..barely exisiting the only day I got any relief in those 3 weeks was the day I got fucked on something apart from handfuls of etz, tramadol and co-codamol, co-proxamol (out of date) etc. I feel like I have been dead for some time. I gave up alcohol, street drugs and rcs and even cigs for 2 weeks prior to op and continued for some time. I missed N.Y.E=nomjor biggy but I was tethered to a bed and a catheter for most. I just want to get outta of it for a wwhile-it was pretty traumatic...deep down I know I am being a bit reckless. While this should is never about competition my sensible head has just abandoned me...I need someone to tell me off. Although it's not if I am unaware,,but I may be shortly xx

Dont be sad, im always there for you..

 

[eLW]

It's actually but a blended whisky which I'd normally ignore, but The Liberal Media knows his whisky and gotta admit he was right on this one. Sooooooo smooth 'n' suppable

In fukked news, still but pissfukked but when unwrapping that 4-FA bomb it just so happened I left a lil wrap of 6-APDB in there too

(combofukked in...)

IM jelaous right now, shit i even wonder what those drugs feel like? We never ever get those legal in "here"

 

[foolsgold]

Looks tasty Shambles, all tho' im mostly a beer-man, but a single glass wouldnt hurt :D

don't they just the one thing that i don't mind spending cash on is whisky

 

[Shambles]

£15 a bottle on Johnnie Red at Co-Op around here. Seems to be a Valentine's thing. I'd take advantage of that fact if I were near a Co-Op with such an offer...

IM jelaous right now, shit i even wonder what those drugs feel like? We never ever get those legal in "here"

Meh. They don't feel a million miles away from MDMA. I can't easily get MDMA so I have to "resort" to "replacements" most of the time. Grass is always greener and all that

Sorry to hear about your recent troubles. Try not to get too down in the booze 'n' blues stuff. I don't know what the drug laws are like where you live, but I've been busted for more stuff than I dread to think of and never yet seen more than a night in the cells. As long as you aren't dealing or otherwise being some kinda antisocial scumbag (not saying all dealers are, but we all know wot Plod think of them no matter what kinda service they provide) you "should" be fine as far as I can tell. Dealing with the fallout from friends and family can be very hard, but they are your friends and your family and they will understand if they are worthy of those titles. Chin up, fella

 

[Inflorescence]

aghh Shambles thank you for the advice but all a bit late sadly I wanted slapping HARD. i think I said I had all ready eyeballed 200mg of 4 Fanny Adams. I am sure those zops procured of black market are dud ..I have to leave here at 5am to get to big smoke for final consult for hopefully last consult..STUPID and I should know better at my ancient age. I have so much stuff in the house it's worrying me..spent a month or so straight and on a collecting mission. I will surely pay tomorrow..........

I had this crazy (probably not new idea.............HR and Bl would probably kill/infract me now..but wouldn't it be interesting if for just one staying at home driveling on on BL we all did the same drug? A kind of anthropological research thing. We all come on here on our D.O.C and everyone is in a different emotional/high/low/state..I only have one BLer on FB and as we like similar chems we just bounce and have a laugh (that person also happens to be a very lovely individual) but you see what I mean..Ramble ramble,

oh god I have a g of 6apb? or summing similar shams ..trigger alert ha ha

Thank You eLW This may be some kind of karmic crap though as you posted a while ago you were worried abour MDMA use..while not religious I am a fatalist (is that what I mean-fate happens for a reason and steps in when necessary) eLW do you live in Italy my friend?

OK am rambling shit more than ever..you still awake people) I love the trem fluorescing one!!! x

 

[eLW]

aghh Shambles thank you for the advice but all a bit late sadly I wanted slapping HARD. i think I said I had all ready eyeballed 200mg of 4 Fanny Adams. I am sure those zops procured of black market are dud ..I have to leave here at 5am to get to big smoke for final consult for hopefully last consult..STUPID and I should know better at my ancient age. I have so much stuff in the house it's worrying me..spent a month or so straight and on a collecting mission. I will surely pay tomorrow..........

I had this crazy (probably not new idea.............HR and Bl would probably kill/infract me now..but wouldn't it be interesting if for just one staying at home driveling on on BL we all did the same drug? A kind of anthropological research thing. We all come on here on our D.O.C and everyone is in a different emotional/high/low/state..I only have one BLer on FB and as we like similar chems we just bounce and have a laugh (that person also happens to be a very lovely individual) but you see what I mean..Ramble ramble,

oh god I have a g of 6apb? or summing similar shams ..trigger alert ha ha

Thank You eLW This may be some kind of karmic crap though as you posted a while ago you were worried abour MDMA use..while not religious I am a faalist (is that what I mean-fate happens for a reason and steps in when necessary) eLW do you live in Italy my friend?

OK am rambling shit more than ever..you still awake people) I love the trem flourescing one!!! x

Well here it goes... I never have been busted by cops... so thats why im so stressed. IM myself - personaly im Russian-ukranian (deep digger i had poland and german..) , But i speak Estonian, Finnish, English, Russian.

I live in Helsinki.

This is the song i hear in my head

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSUIQgEVDM4

I just dont know english that much so i cant express my self or something like that..

 

[foolsgold]

yer still here only because i am sober strange i spend more time in here clean that mashed