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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Four Posts Early!

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My first order of 4-FA arrived yesterday but not in the right mind set. promised I wouldn't but just banged 4mg of Etz and I swear to god if that doesn't get me to sleep I may have to take some more. Just wannnnaaaa sleeeeep.

If I had any energy I would just start cleaning and hoovering. I love cleaning on restless drugs! Always nice when the sleep finally comes to curl up on fresh sheets with the stench of Mr Sheen in the air..hmm just me then? :!
 
raas_2012 said:
awwww eLW don't you know your retarded posts are what MAKES this thread!
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eLW But please please look after yourself. I was doing a ton between 1990-1996 and still managed to function and have relationships, hold a job down and get a degree,,but I had youth on my side,
Pills just aren't how they used to be in my opinion (there is plenty of documentation that the presses were purer and of better quality back then( although I remember alot of downer Wednesdays), Take care poppet. <3
I remembered when stopped after a long time of caning all the time..I got new high for a while off being straight..almost like a new drug and a new altered conciseness. If that makes sense?
 
inflorescence said:
My first order of 4-FA arrived yesterday but not in the right mind set. promised I wouldn't but just banged 4mg of Etz and I swear to god if that doesn't get me to sleep I may have to take some more. Just wannnnaaaa sleeeeep.

If I had any energy I would just start cleaning and hoovering. I love cleaning on restless drugs! Always nice when the sleep finally comes to curl up on fresh sheets with the stench of Mr Sheen in the air..hmm just me then? :!
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Nope. See PM.
inflorescence said:
eLW But please please look after yourself. I was doing a ton between 1990-1996 and still managed to function and have relationships, hold a job down and get a degree,,but I had youth on my side,
Pills just aren't how they used to be in my opinion (there is plenty of documentation that the presses were purer and of better quality back then( although I remember alot of downer Wednesdays), Take care poppet. <3
I remembered when stopped after a long time of caning all the time..I got new high for a while off being straight..almost like a new drug and a new altered conciseness. If that makes sense?
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Yeah, apart from altered conciseness. I hope you meant altered consciousness but then again, the more I think about it, if being straight made you feel sharper and be more concise....:)
 
etiz and beer
thing about etiz is. I'm having a perfectly good time on smaller amounts already (like 2mg and three of four beers) But I loose my inhibitions and start taking more of both, to try and increase my buzz, but I just end up blacking out and doing things I regret.

I need another trip now I think, it's been a while. Psys always help me out.
 
is there a thread full of random fun chatter now Gibberings has turned into the EADD metathread? where are the mashed people? thx.
 
Now I'm off the gear I desperately need to find a non addictive drug that I can enjoy getting wasted on whenever I want to.
I miss getting wasted.
 
swampdragon said:
is there a thread full of random fun chatter now Gibberings has turned into the EADD metathread? where are the mashed people? thx.
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Isn't the giggerings thread for gibberings/ random chatter and the 'i'm fucked' thread for the fuckup up people? wither eay I'm prety gone tonight, 4mg etiz without any real tolerance and four cars of Red Stripe.
 
maxalfie said:
Now I'm off the gear I desperately need to find a non addictive drug that I can enjoy getting wasted on whenever I want to.
I miss getting wasted.
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Bit of good green? I know it'ss udch an obvious choice and won't compare to gear but it's not addictive and you can smoke it pretty much whenever you like without any real long lasting problems.
 
First of all let me say that I am in sooo much pain post op that HR and caring if I wake up tomorrow due to this is temporarily flung out the window. not that I want to peg it as i have so many good things in my life..but intense, crippling pain fucks your judgement.

Since 4am I have had 6 etizolam, 4 tramadol, 4 norofen, 2 co-codamol, 3 c0=proxamol and 1 co-drydamol and hlf a bottle of vodka...this is not like me..I have pathetically tried to make things better with copious Milk thistle and l-methionine amongstother vits and copious amounts of water.

I have al-lad, 4-FA. ethylphenadate and MPA to hand....I Just want to stop screaming in pain and feel normal/pleasure/nothing for a while...coke dealer doesn't take calls after 10pm....28 days fag free and I am chuffing on a benson like my life depends on it.

Scales slightly fucked...this is no harm reduction post this is a get me the fuck through the next 48 hours thread....4-fa..yes. no...oh fuck

Come on lovely people you can tell me off all you like but suggest sonething please..yours in desperation xxx<3
 
i'm not sure if the stims you have will really help with pain reduction, the euphoria might distract you from it though I guess, and definetly don't take thr AL-LAD if you're not in a good way.

As most pharmacists are closed my olnly suggestion would be to try and drink more, unless you have more opis, or maybe benzos, at hand.
 
I know you don't want HR but I don't think you should have any more of anything. I don't know about your tolerances but that's quite a dangerous combo already.. <3
 
hexagram said:
Bit of good green? I know it'ss udch an obvious choice and won't compare to gear but it's not addictive and you can smoke it pretty much whenever you like without any real long lasting problems.
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Yeah, the thought had crossed my mind plus I guess it probably goes nicely with a valium.
Might have to give a try again as not smoked it for years apart from the very occasional spliff.
 
got 400 etz...but thye just aint working...sorry for being so pathetic..I have never experienced pain post op like this and am regretting to hell taking my emergency strangelyproccured morphine as that would surely do the job. The other proble is pissing the other half off BIG time...he can take it or leave it and knew I was free spirit and liked pushing the boundaries when I met him..but although no nahgel he don't like it...I don't want to disapoimt him by being fucked out my head when he gets up for work but am feeling pretty desperate.

Sorry..not usually so needy and self obsessed but PAIN clouds all rationale....xx
 
You need better painkillers. Basically you have acid and mild speed. If you really dont mind staying awake, do some speed. You seemed happy enough on the eth the other day. You're right about pain fucking judgement. Hang on in there. <3
 
Booze obvs kicking in as my typing gawwn to the dogs more than usual...goona take a smidge of 4fa and deal with any fall out..I hae a fully stocked bar..living i2 miles from a shop means you always have a fully stocked bar, a room of loo roll, tinned products and candles for the black outs..right gonna shut up now,,,so moany and whingey I am ashamed of myself. <3

Totally with you swampdragon and appreciate what you are saying but screaming in pain and literally animalistic gut wrenchong pain has brought me to this point.

Ok so couldn't calibrate scales but have banged some 4-FA and already even maybe placebo like intervention is helping apart from now can't find either scales or packet which worries me more. Been a prisoner in this bed for 3 weeks and never felt so low since 8 week hospitl admission in youth for excema..singing detective had nothing on me the..would swap for that any day..okay sorry blithering on and not very articulte...gonna go listen to happy music and smoke glorious illegal cigarettes.
 
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swampdragon said:
I know you don't want HR but I don't think you should have any more of anything. I don't know about your tolerances but that's quite a dangerous combo already.. <3
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shit, stupidly didn't think of that. Mixing opi's, booze and benzos is a bad idea. Sorry for being so ignorant.
 
Desperation of agnising debilitating pain throws intelligence, harm reduction and self preservation out the window in the short term.

Don't do it kids. I am in no way proud of my actions just 8 hours of screaming, crying and wanted to escape-sleep eludes me has brought me to this point. For fucks sake don't try this at home kids...If I didn't have such a low oppinion of the care and methods and hgiene of my local hospital I would have been there 3 days ago..self medication is not the answer ....we have one of the worse NHS hospitals in UK and I have no desire to spend 5 hours screaaming in A and E and placed on a trolly in tretment room for 4 and trip over peoples pisssamples in the loowhile listening to the nurses talk abou there next holidaay to magaluf..been there far too many time. xx
 
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