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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - 25 posts overdue

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For the love of all things 'n shit is it really just me again ?? ahh well someone has to keep the good name of EADD firmly in the mud:D
 
Nah brother im off my tits and have been around the clock. hows it going? =D
 
ColtDan said:
Nah brother im off my tits and have been around the clock. hows it going? =D
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Dan you are a trooper of the highest order, I've had a great day out at the science museum for the little boys birthday, twas fekin fantastic.

Now time for a bit of speed I rekon, did I see you had been at them Oxys with meph in a kinda speedball fashion !
 
Haha i dunno about trooper, more like silly bastard whos gonna regret it, science museum sounds cool man glad it was fantastic. speed sounds like a wicked idea. did a lil bit of oxy ontop the meph earlier but it felt abit shite so i left it n carried on with the meph. i wanna try some speed. tunes on n feeling good, altho sleep time soon i reckon
 
I'm on a shot load of codeine from the docs but try not to take it every day.

Got a little speed paste which is pretty dam good, did a couple of small gel caps in the day to keep me going ! my son had a great time which has made me feel genuinely happy ...not common for me TBH, Mrs A and my daughter also had a great day so I'm in good books for once.:)
 
ColtDan said:
Not common for you to feel happy? how come?
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I've suffered from persistent and sometimes quite acute depression for many years, I find it hard to get and real sense of happiness or enjoyment much of the time, it's a common symptom.

I've been properly ill in the past but seem to cope better of late, we all have our medical issues I guess and I have much to be thankful for.
 
Quite pissed despite not drinking too much (suicide with my current bowel setup) thanks to a few xannies beforehand. Think it's shutting down here due to it being a small town social club. Soon will be another xannie and a spliff if I can find a bit of the hotel grounds to smoke in peace. :)
 
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Not good mate didnt realize that, you always sound happy, i vve been feeling that on and off for awhile now, its bleak. anxiety and depression on and off for years, find it hard to talk about, n ive made it worse as well, deffo getting more chilled in my old age tho n tis all about seeing the big picture of life
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Just make sure you do seek help of things get bad, I left it way too long and ended up having to go into secure care for a bit, I've no issue talking about it. I was in a bad way and it took a long time to get back on my feet. Almost everyone I knew said much what you just did 'you seemed fine' truth was I wasn't and hadn't been for a long time, years in truth.

These days I'm getting on OK, work is OK, Mrs A sticks by me and I have 2 wonderful children, I'm not complaining and there is no one underlying reason for my depression I just struggle with the world a bit.....but I aint throwing the towel in mate. I shall be inflicting myself on the world for a good while longer :)

@Rogan sounds like a nice relaxing evening, I do love a Xanax !
 
Well ive had 3 hours sleep since tuesday night due to xtc and acid thought i had my shit together after i spent ages making a tuna and emmenthal sandwich then just before i was about to take a bite i noticed the crumbs turned into tiny insects were deffo moving then stopped
now i cant eat it am starving
im officially FUCKED
 
Ahhh shut up and eat it, you know you're going to feel better for it.

I can eat on speed these days no problem, I don't exactly enjoy it but it really helps in keeping yourself well.

I ate a plate full of maggots on MDMA once...well it was rice but it had been a long weekend:D
 
Allein said:
Ahhh shut up and eat it, you know you're going to feel better for it.

I can eat on speed these days no problem, I don't exactly enjoy it but it really helps in keeping yourself well.

I ate a plate full of maggots on MDMA once...well it was rice but it had been a long weekend:D
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I wrote a long reply to uour post took me ages on acid. Then i hit the wrong key and lost it
feel like smashing my fone but as it cost me€500 i wont...
im need sleep but my mind is racing
just took my last few e's a while ago im relieved ive none left
Zzzzzz
 
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had a binge on mephedrone and cocaine on friday night, then ate 5 etizolam to help with the comedown. Only just woke up now.
 
Came back from the club with my flatmate, and made a foolish choice to smoke some weed.

Cue Toilet whitey.

Thankfully hectic stoned feeling has passed. Now boshing a few Etiz to kickstart a long overdue snooze
 
raas_2012 said:
you just post all this to make us jealous, don't u
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Nah i was just sorta thinking out aloud .

Albion said:
No tolerance, no.

It wasn't that big a deal. Took the 60mg over a few hours. Was nowhere near overdose territory; didn't even get a nod on.
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I can get a nod off of 80/100mg of oxy with no gear . Usually take some moggys though . The duration for OxyNorm is 4 / 6 hours i usually get about 4/5 hours out of 100mg n say 25mg of mogadon or 30mg of Vaium .

Why don't you just take all 60mg in one go tis pointless taking them over a few hours as you will never get the full amount in yer system . That said i sometimes take 80mg n if i'm gouching take another 20mg when it's starting to wear off n that will get a few more hours out of it .

I don't see the point in taking Oxy if your not gonna get a gouch


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Did a bit of oxy ontop of meph earlier n it felt a bit wank
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I fukin told you DAn didn't i ?

I was right yeah ;)
 
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heh, tried 2 times earlier to post in this here thread. obviously too fucked to be able to. sheesh, mustve took me too long to press that damn post botton.
also posting from the post is far more work than its supposed to
 
Back home from the festival and decided to continue with the partying and drop a ghost with some 6-apdb with wine. Oops. Work tomorrow isn't going to be fun. Fucking banging night though apart from fucking up with a gorgeous Serbian girl. Partly why I'm drowning my sorrows...

Edit - Fuck me despite destroying my brain during the night this pill and 6-apdb has got me utterly spangled! Can hardly see!
 
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