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The EADD a trifle annoyed thread.

Ahh chatative hold hard one of us needs to set an example <3 Also only time a dealer texts or rings you trying to offload his 'amazing. brilliant. 98% pure yada yada yada products is when it's actually probably shit..remember this...:\
 
Haha, fair point! Always has texted when he has stuff in mind. He's more of a middle man than a proper dealer these days... just deals to friends & old oontacts sort of thing, I think. He actually has a 9-5! 8o

Trifle annoyed again this morning, not only did I sleep poorly but my asthma is playing up again. Had to used my reliever for the first time in many months... had a niggling cough appear the past few days so I guess it's no shocker. I've often wondered if sleeping poorly might have something to do with my asthma as well. I only got diagnosed with it earlier this year, so still learning the ins & outs.

On the plus side, I think my SSRIs seemed to have counter-acted the anxiety / jittery effect I had started to get when using my reliever.
 
Chatative said:
Haha, fair point! Always has texted when he has stuff in mind. He's more of a middle man than a proper dealer these days... just deals to friends & old oontacts sort of thing, I think. He actually has a 9-5! 8o

Trifle annoyed again this morning, not only did I sleep poorly but my asthma is playing up again. Had to used my reliever for the first time in many months... had a niggling cough appear the past few days so I guess it's no shocker. I've often wondered if sleeping poorly might have something to do with my asthma as well. I only got diagnosed with it earlier this year, so still learning the ins & outs.

On the plus side, I think my SSRIs seemed to have counter-acted the anxiety / jittery effect I had started to get when using my reliever.
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That's good. I think I mentioned to you before that after a period, citralopram had me feel incredibly calm in general (though had me over-react to situates somewhat). Although - some confounding variables is that I'm on suboxone (there was something else I was going to say n have forgotten so will have to insert later ). Also, of course everyone is different n thus we don't all react / respond the same to drugs. / medications.

An example of over- reaction due to citalopram. I had met a friend online with
My daughter. All in all, was a lovely day I was incredibly calm n even crossed some busy roads without feeling anxious. I just felt free n I love Manchester anyway. Waited for train n missed it then the porter took us to stand 14 to wait for train n so we sat in one of the waiters lounge that they have there.

Someone came in n took my ticket instead of mine. I realised but they'd gone. I started panicking big time, feeling extremely frightened n anxious. The people in the lounge just laughed. I told them I'm partially-sighted n on my own, they could clearly see that I was alone with a small child. So I absolutely screamed "Go back to your own country n f off!" A lot of them were foreign that wasn't the iss I told them I had a disability n was alone with a small child, frightened that I wouldn't get home because someone had taken my ticket by Mistake n left me with a ticket for Blackpool North.

Anyway the friendly porter who'd helped had come back - some nice fella had fetched him as he was worried and had some decency that we, humans , are sadly lacking nowadays. And some bloke came rushing back trying to find his ticket n we exchanged.... All was well but wasn't a nice experience considering I'm someone who loves travelling in the UK. Going cross country to Sussex university n on the underground was somewhat interesting n incredibly relaxing.

Evey
 
Chatative said:
Haha, fair point! Always has texted when he has stuff in mind. He's more of a middle man than a proper dealer these days... just deals to friends & old oontacts sort of thing, I think. He actually has a 9-5! 8o

Trifle annoyed again this morning, not only did I sleep poorly but my asthma is playing up again. Had to used my reliever for the first time in many months... had a niggling cough appear the past few days so I guess it's no shocker. I've often wondered if sleeping poorly might have something to do with my asthma as well. I only got diagnosed with it earlier this year, so still learning the ins & outs.

On the plus side, I think my SSRIs seemed to have counter-acted the anxiety / jittery effect I had started to get when using my reliever.
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My bloke has asthma and it seems really shit. He often wakes up tired when it's bad because he hasn't been getting enough oxygen, and sometimes wakes up and has to use his inhaler, rubbish.
 
lol, that's the sort of thing I'd do. Just close your eyes and pretend it's a really cute puppy when you walk past..
 
Well... I had a great sleep courtesy of my promethazine & woke up feeling not bad if a little tired.

But... my peak flow dropped from getting up to lunch time which is strange seeing as it should rise during the day. Ended up needing to use my inhaler. Seems I have caught a viral infection according the nurse at the GP surgery. Pretty much gone from feeling largely alright to feverish in 4 hours. Meh. :(
 
I challenge anyone here to find anything more annoying than predictive text. Fucking hell, it's just illogical sometimes, often in a hilarious way but still. Surprised my phone hasn't ended up flying out the window yet.
 
ponch said:
Im dying for a piss but someone has brought their baby into the office. Id have to walk past and make small talk to make it to the toilet. FUCK
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Yeah - why do people bring their sprogs into work? Walk past with indifference, holding your head high. At most click, wink point and make your way to the bogs.
 
SummerSerenade said:
I challenge anyone here to find anything more annoying than predictive text. Fucking hell, it's just illogical sometimes, often in a hilarious way but still. Surprised my phone hasn't ended up flying out the window yet.
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most annoying of any phone gadget ever. gets turned straight off on mine
 
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Yeah - why do people bring their sprogs into work? Walk past with indifference, holding your head high. At most click, wink point and make your way to the bogs.
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Do this.

A bit pissed off that today's appointment just consisted of a consultant at the fracture clinic informing me I'd have to wait 6-8 weeks for any hope of a 'miraculous' (his word) improvement in my fucked up hand, and that I'll basically need the scan (and probably the messy surgery to follow) anyway; it's just procedure to give the nerve a chance to heal naturally. In the meantime I'll be given an OT appointment and a new splint that'll actually give me a chance of moving my fingers.

I can kind of understand that. I imagine these scans are expensive, and procedure is procedure. Only my weed dealer suffered a similar problem while on holiday in Poland, and was given x-rays, scans, a splint and proper physiotherapy, all as a British national, and all for nothing.

Next time I fuck myself up, it'll be in Poland.
 
Aw Sammy that sounds so shit. Hugs <3 I feel so lucky I've never had anything wrong with me

Marmalade said:
most annoying of any phone gadget ever. gets turned straight off on mine
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I don't use the proper keyboard on my phone, I use the t9 thing so if I had predictive text off it'd take even fucking longer to type anything. I want a phone that can just read my mind really.
 
Another vague annoyance that plagues me each day I'm at my mothers is the chair she bought me to sit at my desk (so basically just for going on my laptop). As you know, when you're using a computer you should have the correct posture. However, this chair is so fucking small (and think about it, me saying something is small means it must be pretty damn small as I am only a half sized person) that it makes it literally impossible to sit properly.

Due to this, after more than 10 minutes I end up with either numb bum or sore back depending on how I've chosen to sit. It's like she got it from shit-chairs-r-us with the intention of crippling me before I'm 20. The difference when I return to my lovely huge chair and computer at her exs house is almost blissful.
 
SummerSerenade said:
Aw Sammy that sounds so shit. Hugs <3 I feel so lucky I've never had anything wrong with me



I don't use the proper keyboard on my phone, I use the t9 thing so if I had predictive text off it'd take even fucking longer to type anything. I want a phone that can just read my mind really.
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Laydee, I've been NEEDING a similar conception for an eternity. This is why technology is gash, because it doesn't meet needs, and it's 10 years behind anyone with an agile mind

I've been screaming for a 'thought stenographer' for a decade. When that gets developed, I might subscribe to techiedom. Until then it can all get to fuck.

Tech is just so fucking useless at being relevant to my needs.

Until the above gets made, I'll just stick to watching Cronenberg, Lynch, Herzog and all the others who have a clue and keep working on developing my perception skills.
 
F@cking neighbors have been torturing me again with loud music to the point im so tired and stressed i had to give up Cannabis again for a while. Six month smoke break for me started this week. Need a clear head.

I think they were sent to test me and they are trying, going to aim to rise above it all and not get too angry / violent although it has been tempting.

Been reading through some buddhism stuff recently to try and de-stress myself and when it gets too bad i read these beastie boy lyrics, lol

"Bodhisattva Vow"

As I Develop The Awakening Mind I Praise The Buddha As They Shine
I Bow Before You As I Travel My Path To Join Your Ranks,
I Make My Full Time Task
For The Sake Of All Beings I Seek
The Enlighted Mind That I Know I'll Reap
Respect To Shantideva And All The Others
Who Brought Down The Darma For Sisters And Brothers
I Give Thanks For This World As A Place To Learn
And For This Human Body That I Know I've Earned
And My Deepest Thanks To All Sentient Beings
For Without Them There Would Be No Place To Learn What I'm Seeing
There's Nothing Here That's Not Been Said Before
But I Put It Down Now So I'll Be Sure
To Solidify My Own Views And I'll Be Glad If It Helps
Anyone Else Out Too

If Others Disrespect Me Or Give Me Flack
I'll Stop And Think Before I React
Knowing That They're Going Through Insecure Stages
I'll Take The Opportunity To Exercise Patience
I'll See It As A Chance To Help The Other Person
Nip It In The Bud Before It Can Worsen
A Change For Me To Be Strong And Sure
As I Think On The Buddhas Who Have Come Before
As I Praise And Respect The Good They've Done
Knowing Only Love Can Conquer In Every Situation
We Need Other People In Order To Create
The Circumstances For The Learning That We're Here To Generate
Situations That Bring Up Our Deepest Fears
So We Can Work To Release Them Until They're Cleared
Therefore, It Only Makes Sense
To Thank Our Enemies Despite Their Intent

The Bodhisattva Path Is One Of Power And Strength
A Strength From Within To Go The Length
Seeing Others Are As Important As Myself
I Strive For A Happiness Of Mental Wealth
With The Interconnectedness That We Share As One
Every Action That We Take Affects Everyone
So In Deciding For What A Situation Calls
There Is A Path For The Good For All
I Try To Make My Every Action For That Highest Good
With The Altruistic Wish To Achive Buddhahood
So I Pledge Here Before Everyone Who's Listening
To Try To Make My Every Action For The Good Of All Beings
For The Rest Of My Lifetimes And Even Beyond
I Vow To Do My Best To Do No Harm
And In Times Of Doubt I Can Think On The Dharma
And The Enlightened Ones Who've Graduated Samsara
 
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