Crystal is a different disco to any of the powders I got imo - tbh I prefer this to 4-MMC. Not as total face fuck rush, but does literally turn you zombie after a double digit binge.
That said I've never went more than 3 g's and i think that was 4 days. Taking a breather. Prob went 1.1g last night/early pm.
Trying to practice a lil control or we could be in a 12 grams of christmas situation and i'm already gonna be under heavy scrutiny. It's highly addictive, tbh, as sore a sniffing is, your nose will put the breaks on. Vaping (tooter built as described in the forum - I was using a bloody note before... but 20/30mg lit at a 40 degree angle low heat, one draw to get the beatle, another for the real rush - I think that's by far most addictive. Oral in any amount sets of my ulcers - it's toxic shit. An i'm not for putting it up my bum given the causticity every other route.
I think it's very clean (crystal) Jeremy's dissolving to nowt.
I'll be honest here actually, it's going to be bloody hard for me to be in the same room as 12g's. Has anyone perfected a method of hiding stuff from yourself without involving others. Only thing I can come up with is physically bury it 6/7 mile away.
Also I have actually clicked with a girl online - we have the same birthday so forgives me my trespasses an I forgive her anything.- still tho, could be another few years till the strung out, ravaged nasal, dehydrated moleish retinas look hits cosmo. An I'm being asked for selfies.... jesus. Any filter barons any advice? Not Sepia, even with 12 years between. She has an illness at the mo, but luck of the Irish, Christmas n cuddles - count no chickens. Fuck it I'm racking up. I've a chicken story I wana rattle of.
Well shit spun swift- soon as i wrote that I got a call to pick up some desperately required kitchen kit, legitimate. unforgiving nostril, inconsolable left-eye, quick whoosh of the alzheimer's an a 2 mile against the clock, rattling rnd Argos like a Dane in pain, the shit people buy (I bought the game Operation for £10).
Ever noticed that the Down Syndrome have a particular cute eye for the unhinged? Paranoia, I wish! Used to be a bar man circa 1995 pretty much in charge of the water an odd beer - he had Down Syndrome an could tell you you were coming up 6/7min before you even knew - fucking gift - Get MAPS looking into that.... nobody better for this power of course.
All the norms are absorbed in the board, clutching lucky lotto tickets sweatn restless dignity for their ship to come nose diving from the above.
So another 2 mile kitchen scale in hand to Dad. Moving outta the city getting a straight head (take another year ffs) living like a boring bastard exploring OLED, EV's and the great injustices of our time
roped into 'doing the post' with my Father. All legit. Can safely he's rocking the correct compliment of chromosomes as nothing but praise.
I get back to msgs from perhaps, no, the, coolest girl I've met through 1000's of tinder and POF cyber seek. 12 years younger with 3 kids, in a psyche unit - kinda the girl I'd really have never indulged - but get real here bro, your packing 3 olympics over her, an extensive inpatient stay yourself, brain lit with 3-Fuck and total tangible assets of 30 domain names, a 7 seater bus (sorned) and probably the most explosive business idea/brand in a generation. So beyond the hyperbole £300 and a sliver antique condiment dish. Procured to instill the touch of class we all should indulge, while turning your flat into the button moon equivalent of the Challenger disaster.
I'm in great form, my beau fresh of a malkay attempt, not so much - but Aquarians (1 day apart perchance) are curious and fail to dwell. 6hrs we spent on the phone, instant click, I confessed my first love was the cadbury's caramel bunny, and without being funny, she had a lot to top. Next thing shes posing bunny style with a caramel, we talked about everything and nothing - and this was reality, augmented, maybe, diametrically separated undoubtedly. We laughed and grinned straight through. She related a distain for shellfish, I told her of the time my lack of urinal dynamics resulted in the immolation of £30,000 worth of scampi.
Chat swung from the lightest to the darkest. Our subjective yings and yangs (my refusal at all costs to stop running, her teenage desire at all costs to settle and pro-create) paradoxically had us both wishing we'd taken each others road, although the irony of our destinations delivered. Fucking curse being an Aquarius, constant seekers, my best friend in OZ a now, heavily pregnant, former exotic dancer and birthday sharer lingers deep in existential malaise. She expected me on the 1st.
We talked for 6 hours straight, pausing only for me to charge the battery, here convo switched to Watsapp one 'x' on Monday grew 2 Tues n Wends, 'x' was the stock pick as it's value ballooned to 5 a piece by good nights and promises. Our first date ill be me visiting her in hospital. A facetious trip of the tongue seemed to balloon with integrity. Were not shopping for shit. We don't drink. more respect for the environment and ourselves than driving in ever decreasing circles. Beach is cold.
She hadn't laughed and smiled for so long in so long, mutual.
tbf my attempts at finding someone who finds me to their taste has been a 2 month endeavour and we chatted for 2 days prior to my goauding the squander of 420 mins. Selfie requests irked, but swaps gotta be honoured - and you've been keeping your honour tight, so in a flash n probably the only time i've really used it my Film degree reckoned lower the WB step up the iso and flash the 4.5inch cheek bones sunken eyes settle at angles.
Evey get some of this stuff, I take it, have taken it - really need to learn to stop, tho usage has prob only been 1.3g in 40hrs. If you want to chase a rush, wrong bus. This evolves with meaningful. I'd recommend anyone to try. It'll be gone in no time.
Side note, I don't get the 14hr wanks on it. It's def there. but I find building seed stock more motivating. Beans blown by dawn.
Peace
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