Thanks mate. It's an exceptionally complex and rare situation. Fullest Lyme Disease in 2005 sabotaged my immune and nervous systems. Also made me allergic to no punt, 99%+ of everything typically ingested on Earth across the board, ever since.
I leanrned to live with this. Also miraculously was nearing a return to vibrant health, by start 2020. Went a bit pair shaped lol as Lyme laid the terrain with a leaky immune system and already largely damaged NS from all sorts since too, for Covid to walk right in and become the most damaging troubkesome life impacting "thing" I've known in an extraordinary 42 years involving about half a gram of LSD and well over 300 grams of original MDMA.
Nobody here would come close with respect to all, to fully appreciating how Nerve based multiple overlapping Long Covids totally knock out the NS and create such intense mania and insanity, depression and anxiety mentally too.
I have handled anything, and more than most by yonks.
Lucky for me at this time.
I could certainly recover. The prognosis allows that but I've been dropped onto a knife edge.
Treatment is coming and here too. It's been a war. The cost is the state I'm left in, the damage, urgent need for rehabilitation and recovery and repair.
It won't be fast. But I'm no time fusser. I will run the tortoise's race if I get where I know I can.
Now....this one.