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the drug that fucks you up the most is...

Atavan & Alcohol

I think I took around 16mg's of Atavan once and remember walking with my friends out the door, then waking up face down on floor. I guess we walked a ways to a friends and sat around and I hiccupped all night. I dont remember much of the evening. Usually get 3x vision too.
 
Freebased methylphenidate once...worst idea ever.
Within 10 minutes paranoid psychosis beyond comparison.
I was searching through the woods swinging a pocket knife looking for some mystical weed plant that I KNEW statistically HAD TO exist because kids all smoked out in these woods nad someone mustve had the idea to plant one..or they dropped a seed...there had to be one..If i searched every plant...eventually id find a weed plant. Speckles and shadow creatures were in the corners of my eyes as I crawled through bushes in my desperate search to outsmart the harvester of sacred hidden weeds crop.

My ex found me eventually and starting to catch on that obviously something was very wrong with me...she eventually asked me why i ran about 3 miles away through the woods without answering her. I told her that the other seekers would hear me. and then explained my quest. she flipped out as she saw me sweating balls and shaking and i started to get mood swings and she drove us home and i laid on the floor, now with a terrible headache, fuming about how if we just wouldve looked a little more i couldve found it, nothing ever works out, this is all fucking bullshit, everyone gets to find stuff but i never do, i started crying and just twitching and mumbling incoherently for about 10 minutes then i sorta just became catatonic and sat against the wall staring at the floor for what felt like hours.


That was my worst and furthest from reality experience
aside from that...
xanax, methbomb, and mda....i was sorta nodding and too zoned out to be coherent, but too tweaked to shut up...id ramble forever about something and forget the topic by the time i finished my sentence
 
ether.

i was huffing the stuff and felt totally wasted, like you couldnt
get any higher than that. take a next huff and its 1000x times
stronger. n2o seemed like candy to this experience.
at one point its getting hard to stop. youll repeat and repeat.
holy shit! ;)

only did it 2-3 times a few years ago.
it makes you stink like a gas station.


i wouldnt describe the high as something "positive" like your
first mdma experiences or a shot of heroin. its a rather
cold feeling. hard to describe.....
 
I haven't tried many drugs, but of the ones I have tried (alcohal, weed, and cocaine) I'd say cocaine.

It creates such a false sense of positivity... I would trust anyone on coke. I let my dealer talk me into giving him almost half a gram (I only bought a gram, I intially told him he could take 1 line) just because I was so happy and felt like everyone was my best friend. I remember just sitting in the room with him and like 4 other random dudes I didn't know and thinking "Omg, these are the coolest people ever!" Def. a freaky feeling when I came down and realised what an idiot I was.

Alcohal has the similar effect on me of making me overly-friendly, but I feel like I have a better control over it. IDK, I just don't get that fucked up when I drink but thats because I'm well aware of my limits. I guess I can thank college for that :)
 
it's a teater totter between any strong dose of opiates (preferably morphine/heroin/opium) vs. GHB... these 2 drugs are the only drugs i've seriously OD'd on numerous times, even when i thought i learned from the past and was extra careful...they have a way about them that makes you want to keep pushing the limit..into the highway to the dangerzone, without givinga fuck after a while.......doing them together..now that's yeah...i was just doing that a few days ago...currently doing suboxone, kpins and 1,4-BDO
 
i would have to say an injection of ketamine with mdma and heroin.... nothing has ever made me question if nething could possibily bring me to that level with a little of lsd in the mix... but i also agree that alcohol makes me the sloppiest and make bad judgement calls while intoxicated...
 
7g+ of shrooms (when I take this much, I genuinely cannot speak whatsoever. IT's impossible to put my words into thoughts).
Ketamine/DXM
and maybe I'd say MDMA as well, only on high doses. I get really cracked-out looking, fiend-y and have huge pupils.
 
Alcohol really doesn't do anything for me, I stay aware of all my actions and don't do anything I wouldn't normally (except maybe fall on my face or something half a bottle later cause I'm unable to walk). Smoking or drinking on benzos or ambien though probably gets me the most messed up, but that is such a vague question.
 
For me it´s crystal meth... it made me lose a couple of friends back in the day.
Just a paranoid-android kind of high... like thinking everyone around is talking sººt about you or looking you in a bad manner... i guess you feel me:\

Nice for solo overnight porn-binge... but nothing I would like to do with a group of people... at least not anymore.
 
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