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.....the downward spiral.....

The saga continues...

Well, in the couple of years since I posted this, everyone's taken up smoking rock, including me. I had my past experiences to draw on, so never went close to the soul shattering stage that I did when I started this thread.

Many of my friends didn't have that experience (as hard as it was at the time) to draw on. They sit around, encouraging each other, as they smoke their lives away. Please dont think Im trying to preach... its just that it makes me honestly sad knowing that I cant tell them whatever it is that noone could have told me two years ago.

I never *quite* managed to shake the stuff completely. That said, I have a good memory of exactly how I felt when I wrote this thread, and am not going back there for anything.

But with the current trend of smoking the stuff... I wish I had never passed it to anyone... it makes me feel terrible that I did.

Thanks for all your kind words. I think I would have read this thread more than anyone, and they all hit home.
 
Thanks for the update, lowman. Sometimes people have to learn from their own mistakes. Stay true to yourself, and make sure you never go back there... that way at least there's 1 less person there.

BigTrancer :)
 
Your story reminds me a bit of myself, for a good few months, i wasn't happy, i hated my work, my family and everything seemed o be against me. i took to taking speed before and during work, i would buy large amounts, just so i could have some for the weekend but it never lasted. I couldn't sleep coz of the speed, and in the mornings i had to rack up to function. it was a savage cycle. i don't think it ever got to an addiction, but it was certainly a major problem. In the end, i quit work, moved most of my money into a bank account that i couldn't get easy access to, and deleted my drugdealers phone number. It was a messy few weeks after that but i'm over it now, i still take it now and then, but i have mates looking out for me if i do too much. Best of luck.
 
I post this reply as I am approaching a personal milestone....1 year of sobriety thru the 12-step programs=D

The drugs have stopped working for me and I decided that the sober path was the way to go.....i decided to stop fighting the drugs%)

I know this might not be the path that most of you are longing for but it has brought me great happiness and has allowed me to appreciate the wonders that my drug experiences...especially with the psychedelics...has given me8o

Just want to give a plug for that sober path out there....some of us may find a time when it become the right path for us!!!:\ :\

one day at a time8(
 
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