Thanks for those, I'll check some of them out. If evidence supports their lack of efficacy, then I'm willing to change my mind. That said, to me, it logically makes sense that if someone has a communicable airborne virus spread via water droplets, and they sneeze or cough, it will reduce viral load in the area due to the moisture ending up on the mask not ending up in the air. Ultimately, I have no problem wearing a mask, and I would still be doing so, even if it was just making others feel more comfortable. As it stands, I am not wearing one, because no one else is anymore, (well, almost no one) and I've had covid twice. No one seems to care that I'm not wearing one and I feel no need for myself, so I don't. If everyone started wearing them again, I would, because I am not bothered by not wearing one, but I am bothered by making people upset or uncomfortable.
Ugh. Well, I'm glad you finally got them.
Yeah I have gone to suboxone and tapered off to nothing one time (it was difficult), and I have gone back to just kratom a number of times, the latter I find pretty easy. Suboxone is easy to get down to 2mg with, the drop down lower is harder, but it's very easy to taper compared with any other opioid. Then when you switch back to kratom, it is fairly difficult for a few days to a week, but if you've tapered down to 1mg or less, you will feel kratom, and it will prevent you from being in withdrawal, though you will not feel very good. Then after a week, you'll start to feel decent with kratom again. The main problem is, you have to dose the kratom pretty often in fairly high doses, so you end up doing a lot of kratom, and I find kratom much harder to taper than suboxone, and I feel less stable on it.
I'm planning, with this prescription, to taper very slowly in 10% drops, down to 0.05mg of suboxone, and then jump off from there and use gabapentin and clonidine to help. I am using this time feeling stable and good on my prescription to start daily working out and get back in shape, when I'm working out, jumping off opioids is much, much easier. Since I have the pills, dosing very precisely is easy (~48mg of pill matter per 1mg of suboxone, and I have a milligram scale). It will take quite a while, but I am going to be starting therapy for the underlying stuff that made me relapse in the first place.